Day 1, march 24
Today is the day I decided to write about my life,
My name is Emma, I'm 24 years old, I'm a fation designer, doo I don't have a store so I work at home but I don't have clients so I'm dead broke.
I live with my aunt family since I can remember, they are great, they take me as one them, I have a lot of siblings but I'm not going into that for now.
My mom lives in overseas and my dad live in same country as me but his not feeling okay so I don't live with him.
My life is quiet boring, I'm an introvert but I wasn't always like this, I have a normal childhood but everything changed when I confessed to my first crush, but she wasn't into me so my confidence dropped to the lowest, so I became an introvert, and started watching anime reading novels,I dropped out of school when I was 19 and went into Bitcoin fraud,
I scam some people but fraud wasn't for me, first it's was going well but I couldn't scam people for a long time so I became depressed and started reading novels and stop talking to my friends and family, I became unstable so I went back home when I was 22 and started leaning fashion designer and became a expert within a year, I met my girlfriend there and we have been dating.
I heate living like this, sometimes I think of commeting suicidal but with the help of my girlfriend I continue to live,
I want wish to live this country, so I can have a second chance to change my life.
I have full confidence to do that but I don't have any opportunity.
My mom is this only hope I have now, it's will take her about a year for her to be prepared so I'm looking for another way for myself.