"I'll see you tomorrow."
"Yaa, Good Night Miley."
"Good Night Alec."
Yes, finally Our relationship is finally going somewhere.
How much I've longed for this.
...
"Did you hear? Miley went through an accident."
"what??"
i caught the collar of my friend David as i heard the shocking news of my crush getting into an accident.
"She's fine though."
i pinched him in the face after i heard that.
"You should've said that to me earlier jackass."
i ran to the hospital to see her.
But, the moment i saw people starding there talking to her i stopped myself.
There were 5 people there.
3 women and 2 men.
"Are you fine? What happened how did you get into an accident?"
A Beautiful tall women with silky blonde hair asked the women in bed who had elegant and Lustrous black hair.
The blonde one was named Lucy Midgar.
"It's a good thing nothing happened."
"Yaa... I sure am glad I'm atleast safe and sound and didn't have any bones broken."
"It's admirable how you can even joke in a situation like this Miley."
"Being funny is my birth trait."
"Hahaha."
The one who was having a back and forth with Miley was her childhood friend Emilia Ronald.
a women with Beautiful Blue hair.
"Excuse me... Who are you?"
Before i could even notice it a man with a well built body was standing in front of me."
what's a bodyguard doing here.
"What's going on matthew?"
"Milady, there's a suspecious man standing here."
"Excuse me Who are you?"
"Ooh... I'm just passing through and i just couldn't help it after seeing all these beautiful women here. I got distracted sorry about that haha."
i said as i sneaked past everybody.
Tho i know theyvare beautiful, that statement wasn't really heartfelt.
And, Obviously i understand that she wanted to keep our relationship a secret because I'm teaching her stuff.
Obviously its Math, Science, And other subjects.
We just go to cafe's which are very far away from school or go to parks.
I never felt comfortable taking her yo my house.
It's not a great house honestly, and i didn't wanna show it to her.
She usually insists on paying but i tell her that I'll pay for my share.
She might think I'm not cool for that but i was always upfront with her about my family not being in the greatest positions.
I felt embarissed saying this because women in the old world looked down on me because my family was poor.
but, she laughed it off saying it was fine.
It never felt like she was looking down on me for my financial situation which was very common in the old world.
From the very beginning until about 90% of the time i never expected her to like me.
So, i feel weird when i think she likes me and i brush it off.
But, the moment i started catching more and more felling for her i felt really uncomfortable.
I was afraid of misunderstanding everything which is a pretty shitty situation.
those emotions have just kept growing whenever she does these things.
After looking at her bodyguard, who is probably her butler i felt incredibly insecure.
first was
'wait? Bodyguard? why does she have a bodyguard? is she from some big rich family or something.'
i thought but than brushed it off
i definately need to ask her that... If she is I'll have to be real about the fact that I'm from a very poor family.
I know she's not someone who'd care about my family situation.
But after seeing that guy... The fact that she's rich and has a bodyguard like that.
I wonder why she'd even like someone like me?
I was always poor even in thaf world and also in this world.
That's kinda the reason why i died alone at 25.
in my old world almost every damn women was money minded.
so i decided to die alone, I landed a Military job and died with a bullet in the chest.
i Don't have to care about my family's condition now.
They are debt ridden, My beother was doing well before my death, he'd become a successful actor.
and i saved a chunk of money in the 2 years that i was in the army.
There's insurance money and There's the fact that my parents will get a chunk of money from the army scheme.
where if you die in battle your parents will be compensated.
they will give a percentage of the earnt money so far and give an additional chunk.
I don't have a wife who can claim the money nor do i have a girlfriend so my parents will get the money that is rightfully theirs.
and nobody will interfere with the money which was given by me to my parents.
And even if they did i have physical proof of being a virgin until death.
The recent one was 2 days before my death.
I do that everytime there's a life threatning mission or protecting the border.
Its thanks to the schemes that i didn't worry about my death one bit.
because my main Objective from the beginning was to die and come to another world.
I was ready to die a virgin if it meant that the chances would increase of me reincarnating.
and look at me now... Reincarnated into another world.
Tho i never thought I'd have someone like me would wver b3 liked by a women in this world.
I was just happy to be living and breathing the same air as my favourate people.
I have 0 confidence when it comes to relationships.
Especially when you are poor and Average Looking.
Nobody gonna like you.
People will be angry about the fact that the dude hasn't proposed yet but be in their situation and you'll understand why it is that way.
Than again, most of the protagonists are stupid to not understand such obvious signs, mine aren't at all obvious.
My insecurities always get the better of me.
And, the fact of the matter is... Even though we have spent a lot of time together, nobody has known about this she's never told anyone.
I'm inexperienced in relationship matters.
So much so that i wish things would go back to how they were before.
so i would try and not catch these feelings.
it'd be so much easier if she'd just give me a clear sign that she likes me.
...
It's been 2 weeks and she's finally back to School.
Apparently her mobile was smashed to bits.
so her mobile was no longer functioning.
So i waited for her to come to school, I was very desperate.
Because... i was worried about that act back in the hospital being real.
I felt insecure and scared.
But, I felt like it was needless worry.
because we didn't want our relationship to be disclosed.
i never saw her act before so that's probably why she was so good with her expressions.
Ooh... she's here.
Huh?
She... She didn't secretly wave at me...
She didn't even notice me.
It's like... Back when we never knew each other.
Miley?
She hasn't tried to contact me either since the past 2 weeks.
saying she's fine and making sure what she did was just an act.
Don't tell me.
...
after a long time she was finally alone.
She was walking in the hallway alone.
I felt reluctantly but i had to make sure.
"Miley."
"Huh? Who are- Aren't you the hospital guy? What are you doing here?"
"You... Don't remember me?"
"Huh? Who, Why would i know you?"
"Please... Don't joke with me... This is a joke right? You are going to suddenly start smiling and say 'gotcha' right? haha."
"What are you?"
"..."
she doesn't remember me.
*Slap*
"Booyah... Gotcha. haa... I heard you lost your memory, I wanted to spike you up a bit."
*Slap*
"Who... The FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO PLAY TRICKS LIKE THAT?"
She seemed enraged... I'm sorry...
"I.. I'm sorry."
she paused for a bit and than looked up, seeming to calm herself down.
"And... Please don't call me by my first name. It's creepy."
"Y.. Yes."
Ha.. Haha...
She doesn't remember me...