Some scars aren't visible... Some are... but here's thing... Even emotional ones are scars. You don't need to show them in order to feel as though your world is crumbling. I've learned that the hard way. Letting him into my world was a biggest mistake. Naive... Vulnerable... And yes... I shouldn't have. I should have seen the signs and yet I chose to ignore them.
The silence in the car was loud. Loud enough to make anyone go insane. "Lucas—"
"Don't talk to me," he growls. What is wrong with him? One minute he's calm and the next he snaps. We had left the school lot and were heading towards my estate. He speeds through the streets as I sat there quietly.
For a while it was just that pure silence. I was about to go insane. Then he said, "I have a surprise for you."
"What surprise?"
"If I told you it no longer is a surprise now is it?"
"Guess not."
He had parked the car in a secluded area in the woods. The sun was almost setting. "Close your eyes."
"What?" I ask back.
"You trust me don't you?" He says, looking lovingly into my eyes.
I close my eyes and I hear him say, "Good girl. You know how to obey me"
His breath gets close to me. "Don't move. Alina... Your mine"
My eyes are still closed and I hadn't moved when he lightly kisses my neck. And then... his hands move under my shirt pulling them up. A gasp escapes me which he quickly stops with his mouth to mine.
Then... he unbuttons my shirt... one by one. I wanted him to stop but I didn't stop him. He gets bolder as he moves his hands down to my skirt. "Lucas..."
"Sssh... not a sound" he says possessively. I obey, and stay silent. His hands grow bolder, slipping into my lace panties. One hand squeezing gently on my neck, he rubs circles with the other on my sensitive clit. I moan softly, knowing I wasn't supposed to make a sound.
I try and stay as quiet as I can but he gets more aggressive, rubbing faster and faster. My whole body trembles with ecstasy. "Not a sound, remember?"
"Yes, Lucas..." I reply, breathless. He removes his hands from under my panties, bringing to his lip, tasting my juice.
Grabbing me by the hair he closes the distance between us. And presses his mouth to mine, roughly. Instinctively I wrap my hand around his and deepen it. I should relax, this is my boyfriend. He's my boyfriend.
Leaning against the car seat, I look at him the while he drove. The whole time, my gaze was on him.