Life can take an unexpected turn when you find yourself so unfilial and ungrateful to someone who has doted and cared for you more than anything. No love can be greater than a parent's love and blessing. Growing up, I was more of a daddy's princess and I loved him very much too. But what changed ? Was it because I was stuck in a residential school for almost 9 years that made me limit the father-daughter bond we used to share? Or was it simply because I was too embarrassed to call him 'dad' after he was diagnosed with a disease called 'cerebellum dyfunction'. A very rare disease with less research conducted and the only causes the condition to be worse. Years went by and my dad's condition did worse from having problems reacting with the help of nerves which made difficult to communicate, walk and eat. But with the help of my mom, he tried his very best.
My mom, a superhero to me inspires me everyday. With so much of responsibility, she has to act as the head of the family. Sometimes I really wonder, if I had acted brave and tried to help my dad in anyway I could, would thing have changed. Maybe, I should have tried everything. Even my dream to be a doctor. But still couldn't. My dad was lying in the hospital, dead. I just stared at my mom because I knew how much my mom loved him. She did so much and only to result in such situation. I wasn't crying, neither was she but I know from deep inside her heart, she was. She asked me s question that struck my heart, ' did you ever felt bad for your father ?' Until this day, it makes my heart break. Maybe I should have really tried my best as his daughter.