Isla
My hand shook as I walked behind the butler who led me to my room, just as Adrian said it was a completely different room from Adrian's.
"This is your room ma'am, please call me if you need anything" the butler said and I nodded.
"Thank you" I said and he left.
I took in deep breaths as I entered the very spacious bedroom, it was plain but it still looked extremely beautiful.
How did things get so wrong? How did my most precious memory turn into this.
I looked down on my white dress and a small pained smile crossed my lips.
I spent so much time picking the perfect dress only to be rejected brutally by my own husband, he was supposed to be taking the dress of me by now.
The thought filled my eyes with tears, why does this have to happen to me?
I managed to held back my tears, I walked into the bathroom slowly, splashing my face with water.
Maybe this is a dream and I just need to wake up from it, but sadly it's not.
When I came back to my room, I slipped out of my wedding dress and took a warm bath to calm my tensed nerves.
I would try and have a talk with him tomorrow, he can't just discard his wife like this.
I looked through the wardrobe, my clothes aren't here yet so I just slipped into something casual.
I hadn't eaten anything since in the morning, I was too busy with the wedding and way to excited to even eat.
Right now I don't think I have an appetite to eat anything but I have to eat unless I want to collapse.
I have ulcer so eating isn't an option.
I walked out of my room and my eyes met Adrian's room door down the hall.
I bit down on my buttom lip, shouldn't I be in that room?
I sighed heavily and walked down the stairs towards the kitchen.
The kitchen was well furnished and neat, I have to say, Adrian do have nice taste, the entire mansion was amazing.
I opened the fridge for something to eat, maybe a snack or so since I lost my appetite.
I really couldn't make a choice so I ended up locking the fridge.
In the end I took a bag of chips and walked upstairs, back to my room.
I was about to enter when I paused.
What was he doing now? Wouldn't it be better to talk to him now that he was free?
I took deep breaths before walking up to his room, my heart raced as I took each step but I tried my best to calm my nerves.
As I got closer to the room heard noise, not just normal sounds.
I scared to decipher what that sound was, infact my brain didn't want to know what was it but my legs kept walking closer.
I just want to turn around and walk back to my room cause my heart tells me I would be broken beyond repair if I go closer but I legs didn't listen.
My legs were far curious than I thought, I walked till I got to the door and the sound got loud.
My heart clenched at it dawned on me, it was a woman's voice.
I could hear a woman moaning loudly from Adrian's room.
Tears filled my eyes, was he having sex with another woman on our wedding night?
I raised my hand to the door,.I wanted to stop myself but I wanted to e sure too.
I pushed the door open, turns out the door wasn't fully closed.
My hands flew to y mouth immediately as I stopped myself from screaming.
My heart bled terrible and I body shook because of the scene in front of me.
Adrian was pounding into a red headed woman on his bed, a bed that was supposed to be ours.
I think he noticed me cause he paused for a while and turned towards me.
His eyes void of emotions as he completely ignored me and continued pounding into the woman who continued to moan loudly.
I quickly left the room and hurried into my room shutting the door close, I fell to the ground as my tears came rushing out.
I wanted to scream but I couldn't, my throat was dry and I couldn't form anything out of my mouth.
Why? Why was he doing this to me?
This is supposed to be our special night, he was ruining our special night with another woman.
My tears wouldn't stop falling, it hurts, it hurts so badly I couldn't breathe.
I laid on the ground as my tears continued to flow out of my eyes.
Is this how my marriage is going to be?
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The ground felt cold and my eyes fluttered open, I could feel lines on my face from my tears last night.
Memories of last night rushed into my head and I sat properly on the ground.
I slept here, I cried myself to sleep.
My head throbbed badly and my temperature was high, am guessing I got a fever.
I got up and walked into the bathroom sluggishly raising my face with water.
When I looked at my reflection in the mirror, my eyes were lifeless and it made me wonder.
Wasn't I beautiful enough?
The thought made my eyes filled with tears but I quickly cleaned it and walked by to my room.
My phone tinged on top of the bed and I walked towards it.
I had messages from Lilian and mom, I really didn't have the strength to talk to anyone at the moment so I just turned it off.
I felt a sharp pain on my stomach and i held it tightly.
I forgot to eat last night, my ulcer pains are so brutal.
I managed to drag myself out of the room and walked downstairs to eat something.
I quickly made a bowl of cereal and milk, as I was eating Adrian walked down with the red headed woman.
My eyes met them and I froze, I felt like throwing up the cereal I just swallowed.
She slept on his bed?