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Chapter 12 - Resist or Lose Myself?

Daisy and I sat on the park bench eating some ice cream together. "I can't believe you'd get back together with Alex" she commented. I had told her we had gotten together, though I hadn't mentioned we had also been using his mind control on me...

"Well he is still my friend, and he's a good guy" I responded, I knew she wouldn't like me being with Alex, but it's whatever.

"Have you been taking those pills? You need to make sure you keep up with that" Daisy pointed out. She was right of course, those pills kept me in control of my mind. He could still hypnotize me but I wouldn't lose myself like I had the first time around.

Although now whenever we did it, he made sure I kept all my memories so was it even really that big a deal anymore? I shook away the thoughts "I've been taking them. Though it would have been nice if they made the pills taste like cherry or something. They're disgusting!"

"It's not supposed to be delicious, it's supposed to be healthy" Daisy pointed out, and she was right. But why couldn't they be both? "Honestly I can't even imagine what that would be like though, to lose your mind like that. Have someone else in full control of you. Creepy stuff."

It honestly wasn't as bad as Daisy made it out to seem. The more we did it the more... Enticing it was actually. I was happy, peaceful, cheerful, with no real worries. Having someone else in control was rather... Freeing...

"Well there are worst things that could happen I guess" I offered as a rather meek reply.

"Technically sure" Daisy shrugged "but I mean even still. What if you had never gotten those pills? Would you have just been fully submissive to him? Just completely lose yourself to his control?"

That was... A thought...

"Well but it didn't happen" I shrugged acting all nonchalant about the whole ordeal. I then changed the topic of conversation to be about the guy Daisy had recently hooked up with. She was apparently just testing the waters or whatever.

We spent the rest of the time talking about random nonsense. Eventually though it started getting late and I headed back home. Once home I took a shower as I thought about the whole situation with me and Alex.

I had continued to allow him to mind control me. I kept my memories, but it was more than simply that. When under his control, I was just a mindless, happy little sex slave. His personal little slut. Things seemed so simple, when under his control.

I stepped out of the shower and dried up, then wrapped myself in my towel and headed to my room. I walked over to the counter where the bottle of pills sat. I should be due to take one right around now.

I heard the front door open and I knew it was Alex. I bit my lips as I grabbed the bottle. No doubt we'd have some fun again tonight. I really should take my pills...

"Hey love" Alex said as he entered my room, coming up behind me and wrapping me in a hug. I held the bottle in my hand, having not yet opened it. "Oh are those the pills the doctor gave you?"

"Yea my anti-crazy pills" I half heartedly joked. "Why do you still take them" Alex asked. I was honestly surprised by his very straightforward question.

"What do you mean why do I still take them?" Alex grabbed my chin and turned my head to face him.

"I promised you would keep all your memories. Besides, you like being under my control. We both know you do." I blushed and shifted my eyes away. Alex put his hand on mine as I gripped the bottle.

"Why not just let me take care of you?" His voice was nice and soft. "I need the pills to remain in control of myself." I said flatly. Alex shook his head in response "you'll always return back to your normal self so long as you want to. I promise, it's about what you want."

Alex had been very true to his words. Even so, I should probably play it safe...

Alex let me go and took a step away "well it's your decision. If you want though, we could just skip one day and see how that affects you. If you don't like it, keep taking the pills."

That's true... We could do like a test run without the pills... It's just one day after all...

I took a deep breath and set the bottle down on the counter. Then I turned around to face Alex. His eyes were already swirling as he smiled at me. "That's a good girl."

"You are my obedient little sex slave, and you will remain that way until I fill you with my cum. But you will remember everything that happened while under my control. Understood?"

I nodded my head "yessir, Master" came my simple response. Master grinned as he looked me up and down "get rid of that towel."

Without hesitating I tossed the towel to the side. "Good girl, now lay on the bed, with our head hanging over the side." I laid down as commanded, on my back with my head hanging off the bed.

Master quickly got naked and pushed his cock down my throat, one hand on my stomach the other on my chest. I moaned loudly in response. Master began thrusting back and forth aggressively, his hands pressing down on my body as I gagged and squirmed.

"Why do you even care about not losing your mind? I keep you feeling good, I take care of you, I let you be the mindless little slut you enjoy being. I use your body just how you like it to be used."

Master smacked my boobs as he throat fucked me, tears forming in my eyes as my body shook. "Feel that? Feel how wonderful it is be my slut? Why do you worry so much about if this is right or wrong? It FEELS right doesn't it?"

I tried to respond but could not. Master's cock was bulging in my throat as he used me like a fleshlight. My hands gripping the sheets as my body arched. "I mean if you really wanted to, this could be your real life. This could be your reality. I wouldn't mind having you as my personal sex slave all the time. You could be happy, and worry free."

Master grabbed both my boobs with his hands, groping them and squeezing them hard as he pushed his cock all the way down my throat. His scent filling my nostrils as my legs kicked out. "You'd be the best slut, and I would be a good Master for you" Master groaned out the words as he held me in place for a moment before pulling back out.

As he pulled away I gasped out for breath, coughing and moaning all at once. "Lay on the bed properly" Master commanded. I moved over to put my head on the pillow and looked up at Master.

Master sat over me, his cock teasing my pussy. "Tell me slut, do you like having Master in control?"

"I do Master! I love having you in control" I practically purred out the words.

"Ask Master to fuck you" he slapped his cock on my body.

"Please Master, please fuck your little slut. Please use your little sex toy. Please Master, I need it, I need to be used by you. Fuck me Master."

Master smiled as he grabbed my hips and shifted his position. With a single thrust he pushed all the way into me. Then he leaned down to hug me as he began thrusting. I started moaning but he quickly silenced me with a deep kiss.

My arms and legs wrapped around him as he kissed me. His tongue in my mouth as he fucked me deeply. The bed gently rocking back and forth. I was in total bliss, with Master so deeply in me, his body on mine, his lips on mine, his tongue in my mouth.

I belonged here truly, under him, serving him, being his. Master knew this of course. Master wrapped his arms around my shoulders as he started going faster, pulling away from the kiss but keeping his face inches from mine. Just so he could watch me squirm and moan with pleasure.

"You are the most beautiful slut" he complimented me. "I want you to look into my eyes as I fuck you. I want you to beg me for more when I start to cum inside of you." I nodded my head obediently, of course anything Master wanted. I would serve him however he desired.

Master picked up the pace more and more as I began to scream. I could feel the tension building up, I knew he would fill me soon enough. I ran my fingers through his hair as I looked into his eyes.

Master pushed in one last time and I felt his cock throbbing. While his cum flooded into me I began to scream out "please Master! More please I need more Master! Cum in me please, please, please!"

I screamed out loudly as my mind returned to my own control. But it still felt hazy as he pumped his cum into me, as I continued to scream and shout. "Anything for you my little slut" he grunted.

As soon as he finished he pulled out and grabbed me, flipping me around onto my stomach. He pulled my hair and pushed his cock back into me. My eyes rolled back as I scream out loudly. One hand came around to grope my breasts while he leaned in to bite my neck. Thrusting with every bite as I moaned with every thrust.

"Al... Mas... I... Mmmmmm... Fuck... Me... Please..." I struggled to form thoughts, to form words. He chuckled into my ear as he pushed my head down into the pillow and began thrusting harder than before. This time it felt like the bed was crashing into the wall as he pounded into me.

I screamed into the pillow as my eyes rolled back and my body shook. My hands tugging at the sheets as my legs kicked out. He did not relent though, it was as though my struggles only got him more excited.

He held me down as he fucked me for about an hour. Not letting up, not giving me a single moment of respite as he pounded away into me. I could feel the bed getting soaked from my own juices as he continued to use me.

Eventually he pressed his body against mine as he began to orgasm. His second load flowing into me as he bit down on my neck. I could hardly think, could hardly do anything more than squirm as he filled me with his seed.

I could feel him panting as he held me down, making sure I took in every last drop of his cum. "A good slut doesn't need those pills" he whispered into my ear. "A good slut just needs to obey her Master, and trust him to take care of her."

I tried to respond, but could only moan. My mind was such a haze, I couldn't focus at all...