I'M JUST A WOMAN

I have been living a celibate life for 19 years,is it not enough? For a young girl of my age,is it inappropriate to crave love, affection and attention for the opposite sex? It is,does what the elders say; oh when you make it and grow up you will find a better man,one who would cherish, respect,adore and love you unconditionally. You are beautiful,relax your time will come they say but does it really come? Does time really come while waiting,what if I'm unprepared?What happens then. Do I cry for a missed opportunity or do I smile? Who is to blame,me, family, friends or society? Even if I'm not to blame,do feels the pain,the agony,who shares tears and live in guilt? Is it hard for society to let me live the way I want to?