Chapter 2 - In Loving Memory

BLITHE DEL ROSARIO | LADY DRAGONFLY 𓆤

As I rode my powerful Xenon Racer sportbike through the busy streets of Zubu, the shiny gates of the Zenith Citadel came into view.

The noise of the city faded behind me, replaced by the calm that awaited inside.

When I reached the entrance, the security guards raised their hands.

"Biometric scan required," one said.

I pressed my fingers against the scanning device, feeling excited when the soft chime signaled my approval.

The guards stepped aside, and I was allowed in.

I revved my Xenon Racer and entered the citadel, leaving the city's chaos behind.

The winding, tree-lined roads surrounded me with lush greenery, creating a peaceful atmosphere.

Sunlight filtered through the leaves, casting playful shadows on the ground as I rode.

Soon, I arrived at Aestival Abodes, a sunny area filled with beautiful homes.

Magnificent mansions surrounded me, each one grander than the last, with manicured gardens and sparkling pools that shone in the sunlight.

I could hear laughter and chatter from the people living there, enjoying their luxurious lives.

Continuing east, I reached Russet Retreats, a cozy area that embraced the warmth of autumn.

The trees were vibrant shades of orange and red, their leaves rustling in the breeze.

Families gathered here, sharing laughter and the sweet smell of freshly baked pies wafting from their homes.

Next, I turned west into the Cerulean Glades, a serene place celebrating the beauty of spring.

Lush greenery and colorful flowers filled the landscape, and winding paths led me through enchanting gardens.

I parked my Xenon Racer for a moment and walked along the paths, breathing in the fragrant blooms and enjoying the cheerful atmosphere.

Finally, as I approached Permafrost Isles, the atmosphere shifted to one of tranquil elegance.

Ahead loomed the stunning Ivory Atelier mansion, its white walls gleaming like a beacon in the afternoon sun.

Glass panels caught the light, reflecting a spectrum of colors that danced along the manicured lawns.

The grand structure showcased my family's wealth, its elegant neoclassical design accentuated by tall columns and intricate carvings that told stories of craftsmanship and tradition.

Water features lined the steps leading up to the main entrance, their gentle trickle creating a soothing melody that mingled with the chirping of birds.

As I approached the grand entrance, the soft sound of cascading water eased the tension that had built up during my ride.

I raised my left wrist, displaying my ornate AI bracelet adorned with a sparkling gemstone, its brilliance catching the light.

Activating the device, I watched as the gate's sensors recognized me, swinging open smoothly to reveal the path ahead.

Guiding my sportbike down the perfectly kept driveway, I felt a sense of pride swell within me.

The driveway was bordered by vibrant flowerbeds bursting with color, their petals swaying gently in the breeze.

As I directed my bike to park itself in the basement, I took a moment to absorb the beauty around me—the meticulously trimmed hedges, the perfectly aligned trees, and the distant sound of laughter echoing from the garden.

Dismounting, I straightened up and confidently walked toward the mansion's entrance.

The imposing double doors, intricately carved with floral motifs, awaited my touch.

Pushing them open, I was greeted by the welcoming sight of my personal assistant, Gabrielle, and the head maid, Miriam, along with a group of neatly dressed staff, all standing in respectful silence.

"Welcome back, Miss!" Gabrielle exclaimed, her youthful energy radiating as she stepped forward with an eager smile. "I hope your ride was enjoyable."

"It was exhilarating, thank you!" I replied, feeling a rush of warmth at her enthusiasm.

Miriam stepped forward, her demeanor calm and poised.

"My lady, I have your bouquet ready," she said, extending her hand to present the vibrant arrangement of assorted white roses she had meticulously gathered from the garden. "I trust they are to your liking?"

I accepted the bouquet, inhaling the sweet, fragrant blooms. "They're perfect, Miriam. Thank you for arranging them so beautifully."

The grand foyer welcomed me with its shiny white marble floors that gleamed like polished glass, reflecting the elegant chandelier hanging above.

It sparkled like a constellation, casting soft light across the room.

A beautiful staircase spiraled upward, its rich mahogany banister a stunning contrast to the marble.

As I walked inside, the staff lined up, bowing or curtsying in unison, their movements graceful and practiced.

I felt a swell of pride mixed with a sense of responsibility; this was my home, a reflection of our family's legacy.

With the bouquet cradled in my arms, I carried the vibrant blooms up the sweeping staircase.

Each step felt heavy with emotion, a mix of tenderness and sadness swirling within me.

The flowers, with their bright colors and sweet fragrance, were a reminder of the love that filled these walls, but also of the weight of expectations that came with it.

As I reached the upper level, I paused for a moment, taking in the view of the grand foyer below.

The laughter and chatter of my family echoed softly through the halls, a comforting sound that reminded me of the warmth of home—a warmth I hoped to cherish even amidst the complexities of our lives in the Zenith Citadel.

At the top of the grand staircase, I stood before our family's portrait, framed with intricate carvings that reflected our noble heritage.

The painting captured a moment frozen in time: my distinguished father, his eyes sparkling with wisdom;

My elegant mother, her smile warm and inviting; my older brother, exuding confidence;

And a baby picture of myself, wide-eyed and innocent, looking back at me, embodying the joyful spirit of our family bonds.

With a heavy heart, I arranged the bouquet in front of the portrait, honoring my parents on the anniversary of their passing.

This tradition, a ritual I had upheld each year, reminded me of the void their absence left in my life.

Yet, by remembering them, I felt a connection, as if my gesture could bridge the gap between the living and the departed.

I stared at the portrait, imagining my parents' faces superimposed on the canvas, their laughter echoing softly in my mind.

"I wish you were here," I whispered, my voice barely breaking the stillness of the room.

I traced my fingers along the frame, feeling the cool wood beneath my touch. "You would be so proud of how far we've come."

Unconsciously, I touched the image of my older brother, feeling the texture of the painting as if trying to reach through the canvas to grasp the warmth of his presence.

"Where are you, Stine?" I murmured, my heart aching as I recalled all the moments we had shared—the laughter, the adventures, and even the quiet evenings spent discussing our dreams.

"You should be here with me today." A tear slipped down my cheek, and I quickly wiped it away, feeling the weight of my grief settle heavily on my shoulders.

"Mom and Dad are gone, and I feel so lost without you," I continued, speaking to the portrait as if it could hear me. "I don't know how to navigate this world without your guidance. I miss your advice, your laughter… everything."

In that moment of vulnerability, the strong aura I had cultivated—a facade of confidence and resilience that often came across as hostile to those around me—began to fade.

The sharp edges of my demeanor softened, revealing a heartwarming longing for my family that had always lingered just beneath the surface.

As I stood there, enveloped in bittersweet memories, the mansion's grandeur faded, leaving me with the echoes of love and warmth that once filled these halls.

I could almost feel their silent presence surrounding me, a comforting embrace that reminded me I was never truly alone.

"I promise to carry your legacy forward," I vowed softly, my voice steadying as I spoke to the faces that had shaped my life. "I will make you proud, even when it feels impossible."

With each whispered word, the barriers I had erected to shield myself from hurt crumbled, replaced by a profound sense of connection.

The air grew thick with emotion, and I felt a flicker of hope, a reminder that while they were gone, their love would forever guide me through the shadows.

In this sacred space, I allowed myself to feel—really feel—the bittersweet ache of loss and the enduring power of love, embracing the warmth that filled the void left in their absence.

As I wandered through the beautiful grounds of the Ivory Atelier, I felt drawn to the magnificent greenhouse.

The tall glass structure, with its ornate iron framework, felt like a peaceful oasis among the carefully arranged gardens, filling the space with light and life.

I walked towards the greenhouse, my mind lost in thoughts, ignoring the friendly greetings from the gardeners tending to the vibrant roses that were meticulously arranged according to their colors.

I could barely register their smiles as I passed by, my focus solely on the sanctuary ahead.

Stepping through the ornate double doors, I entered a world full of plants.

Rows of carefully tended roses stretched out before me, each one lovingly cared for by the Atelier's skilled gardeners.

The air was filled with the sweet scent of blooming roses and the gentle buzz of AI-assisted pollinators, creating a serene atmosphere.

My eyes were instantly drawn to a stunning display of rare roses, their delicate petals swaying slightly in the breeze.

I reached out to touch them, running my fingers over their velvety surfaces, amazed by the beauty thriving in this green sanctuary.

I leaned in closer, inhaling their intoxicating fragrance, which enveloped me like a warm hug.

As I walked deeper into the greenhouse, I paused to admire the vibrant colors and intricate shapes of various plants.

I held a few leaves, feeling their texture, and allowed myself a moment of quiet connection with nature.

Each plant seemed to tell a story of resilience, thriving against the odds, just like I hoped to do.

For me, the greenhouse was more than just a place for plants; it was a refuge where I could find peace and connect with the world around me.

In those quiet moments among the greenery, the weight of my responsibilities and the pain of my losses seemed to fade, replaced by a sense of wonder that nourished my tired spirit.

Eventually, I felt a pull toward my parents' tombstone, located just outside the greenhouse.

I made my way there, my heart heavy with the memories of their absence.

Sitting in front of the stone, I let my grief flow out.

Losing my parents in a tragic cruise ship accident when I was just thirteen shattered my world.

Their deaths left a deep scar, and the unfairness of it all unleashed years of sorrow I had kept inside.

Tears streamed down my face, my body shaking under the weight of my grief.

This pain was compounded by the mental health struggles that followed: PTSD, depression, anxiety, and bipolar disorder.

These challenges added to my emotional burden, making even simple tasks feel overwhelming.

I often felt trapped in despair, but sometimes, I caught glimpses of hope in the darkness.

Yet, the greenhouse offered me comfort, a rare escape from my inner turmoil.

The colorful roses, soothing scents, and gentle buzz of AI-assisted pollinators calmed my soul.

In the beauty of the orchids, I saw resilience and hope, reminding me that even in tough times, beauty could thrive.

But the greenhouse couldn't fully shield me from my sorrow.

Exhausted from crying, I eventually fell asleep curled up against my parents' tombstone.

The sadness in the garden mirrored the turmoil inside me.

In my thoughts, I could only hope to find the strength and support to heal from my losses and mental health challenges.

My journey was painful, but maybe one day I would find a path to peace.