If I'm asked how my life has been I'll have just one word to describe it. Dangerous.
As a man from a noble background, a son of the former mayor who met his demise, the only way to make sure I'm unharmed is being dangerous, a lot of people are thirsty for power and can do anything to have it and my father was one of those people. They say he killed himself but I don't believe that, I didn't spend most of my life with him except from my childhood moments but there's one thing I'm sure of and it is the fact that my father isn't a coward, only cowards kill themselves, my father would've preferred to die by the hand of his enemy than to die by his own hand, after his demise three years ago, I had to come back to Italy to handle his funeral and of course to manage the family.
"Have you heard from Montanari today?" Alessia De Santis, my mother asked
"No, any problem?" I asked back
"No, no" she said and walked away. It told me that there was something, even if not a problem there was definitely something, and I'll find out soon either from her or from Montanari. My phone rang and seeing the name on the screen made me smirk. Montanari.
"Il matrimonio è lunedì" He said over the phone with his thick Italian accent, it means the wedding is on Monday.
"What wedding?" I ask
"Your wedding, I promised your father that I was going to let you get married to my daughter Seraphina and it's time I kept the promise" He responded.
I was in shock, I didn't even know I was supposed to get married, I didn't even know who his daughter was. I need to think about this, should I go ahead with the plan for my father's sake? Or disobey my late father's wish?
I need to clear my head and there's only one way I can.
"Tutto bene?" Rosa Rossetti my housekeeper ask as she walks into my room. It translates to everything okay? In English.
"No, I'm in a bad mood" I respond as she draws closer
"Perché?" She asks why, but before I can respond her hands are on my shoulders and she starts massaging my shoulders from behind, her hands progress to my chest and she pauses
"Go on Rosa, it's the only way I can clear my head" the moment I say that she walks from behind me to in-front of me and then she places herself carefully on my thighs while she undo the buttons of my shirt.
She takes my shirt of with ease, it wasn't her first time so I'm sure she's pretty much used to it by now, she begins to massage my chest softly with her hands before pressing her lips against mine, I kiss her roughly as always and let my hands fall from her waist to her butt, I didn't just leave it there, I massaged her butt and progressed upwards to her boobs, I rip off her dress from the front for easier access and I began massaging her boobs well enough while still kissing her roughly.
She tries to take my trouser off but fails to do so while on my thighs, she climbs down gently and successfully gets rid of everything I'm putting on beneath, revealing my dick and then she climbs back onto my thighs slowly inserting my dick into her, after which she begins to rock softly and continuously while still kissing, I carry her up and place her gently on my bed, I take my dick out of her and take out a condom from my drawer, I put it on and carefully slide my duck back into her.
I begin thrusting, thrusting like a dangerous man that I am, a moan escapes from her mouth and it makes me even thrust harder and harder.
I press my lip against her's again and begin kissing her roughly, I kiss her so rough to the point that I can feel her lips so dry against mine. I pause to let her catch her breath because she was gasping for air.
I go back to seat on the chair and in a few minutes she comes back and gently places herself on my thigh, letting my dick sink into her again.
She begins rocking slowly while moaning alongside, she rocks on me for a while and then she comes down from my thigh, takes the condom off and begins sucking my dick, I grab her by the hair to control the motion, she continues for a while until I stop her abruptly.
"Che c'è?" She asks which translates to what's the matter in English
"Nothing" I say as I stand up, letting her fall to the ground naked and begin to put on my clothes, I can see her staring at me in confusion but I say nothing and walk out leaving her behind naked in my room.
I'm now standing at the balcony of my study room at the topmost floor of my mansion, I take out a pack of cigarettes from my pocket, pick out a lucky random stick of cigarette and light it up, I let the smoke out with a big puff, trying to let out my thoughts.
I wasn't ready to commit to anyone or anything, I didn't want a marriage, of what use is a marriage to me? Sexual urge? That's why I still keep Rosa with me, she pleases me well and we don't have attractions or obligations to each other and that was definitely fine by me, I didn't even know how to commit, am I supposed to chase Rosa away? Must I even get married? Should I obey my later father's command of getting married to this girl? Or should I not? What am I supposed to do?
I couldn't wrap my head around the whole thing but one thing kept coming to my mind.
Ditch the bride on the day of the wedding.