That day, love hurt me.
It carved its name into my bones,
a scar that throbs with every breath.
Everything hurt the hell out of me,
but you—
you were the quiet storm I welcomed,
the chaos I embraced.
I could be so happy with the mere idea of seeing you.
Just the thought of your presence was enough
to turn my world from gray to gold.
Without you, I adored nothing.
The stars lost their sparkle,
the oceans their depth.
But with you, I accepted everything—
the pain, the chaos, the uncertainty.
Because you worth it.
Youalways worth it.
Please, wait for me as I waited for you.
I stood at the edge of time,
counting the seconds,
minutes,
lifetime...
hoping you'd return.
Losing you is to die in a certain way—
a slow unraveling of the soul,
a quiet extinguishing of light.
When I see you, I see the ambition to survive.
You are the reason I fight,
the reason I breathe.
But I become blind as soon as you look away.
Your gaze is my compass,
your absence, a void I cannot fill.
Your eyes are my heaven,
and your absence is hell.
In this world, you weren't Eros,
but you are always my Aphrodite.
You were never the god of love,
but you were my love,
my muse,
my everything.
My love story is like the moon and the sun—
a myth where we only met once,
and then eclipsed.
A fleeting moment of brilliance,
followed by an eternal darkness.
There's no story to be told,
no grand narrative of us.
Either you came,
or I sought you,
but you were always too far.
Yet, in that distance,
I found a love so profound,
so infinite,
it defied the boundaries of time and space.
You are my eclipse—
the moment when light and shadow collide,
when everything stops,
and the world holds its breath.
And though we may never meet again,
I will carry you with me,
like the moon carries the memory of the sun,
long after the eclipse has passed.
---
This is for the ones who loved too deeply,
who waited too long,
and who still carry the weight of a love
that was never meant to last.
You are not broken.
You are a masterpiece.
And so is this love.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .
**"The Shadows of Your Absence"**
Hell is empty, and all the demons are here,
I whispered to the void when you disappeared.
The people I see, the air I breathe,
Are echoes of a world that's lost its sheen.
The voices of hell are calling me,
A symphony of sorrow, a cursed melody.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is gone?
What's the reason for living when hope feels withdrawn?
I seek your presence, but you left me in despair,
A hollow world, a soul laid bare.
The shadows of your absence haunt my nights,
Dragging me deeper into the unknown's fright.
Bless my soul, for I loved you —
The one who became my universe, my center.
I wrote you poems, each line a plea,
To capture the light you unknowingly breathed into me.
Your resence was a beacon, piercing my dark,
A fleeting warmth, a fleeting spark.
But you never noticed, how could you?
To you I was a shadow, a silent devotee.
Another face in the crowd, another nameless sigh,
Lost in the sea where dreams go to die.
So I remained silent, my heart locked away,
Behind a mask of indifference, I withered each day.
Now the demons dance where your light once shone,
And I wander this hell, forever alone.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is not here?
What's the reason for living when all I feel is fear?
The shadows of your absence are all that remain,
A haunting refrain, a never-ending pain.
That day, love hurt me.
It carved its name into my bones,
a scar that throbs with every breath.
Everything hurt the hell out of me,
but you—
you were the quiet storm I welcomed,
the chaos I embraced.
I could be so happy with the mere idea of seeing you.
Just the thought of your presence was enough
to turn my world from gray to gold.
Without you, I adored nothing.
The stars lost their sparkle,
the oceans their depth.
But with you, I accepted everything—
the pain, the chaos, the uncertainty.
Because you worth it.
Youalways worth it.
Please, wait for me as I waited for you.
I stood at the edge of time,
counting the seconds,
minutes,
lifetime...
hoping you'd return.
Losing you is to die in a certain way—
a slow unraveling of the soul,
a quiet extinguishing of light.
When I see you, I see the ambition to survive.
You are the reason I fight,
the reason I breathe.
But I become blind as soon as you look away.
Your gaze is my compass,
your absence, a void I cannot fill.
Your eyes are my heaven,
and your absence is hell.
In this world, you weren't Eros,
but you are always my Aphrodite.
You were never the god of love,
but you were my love,
my muse,
my everything.
My love story is like the moon and the sun—
a myth where we only met once,
and then eclipsed.
A fleeting moment of brilliance,
followed by an eternal darkness.
There's no story to be told,
no grand narrative of us.
Either you came,
or I sought you,
but you were always too far.
Yet, in that distance,
I found a love so profound,
so infinite,
it defied the boundaries of time and space.
You are my eclipse—
the moment when light and shadow collide,
when everything stops,
and the world holds its breath.
And though we may never meet again,
I will carry you with me,
like the moon carries the memory of the sun,
long after the eclipse has passed.
---
This is for the ones who loved too deeply,
who waited too long,
and who still carry the weight of a love
that was never meant to last.
You are not broken.
You are a masterpiece.
And so is this love.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .
**"The Shadows of Your Absence"**
Hell is empty, and all the demons are here,
I whispered to the void when you disappeared.
The people I see, the air I breathe,
Are echoes of a world that's lost its sheen.
The voices of hell are calling me,
A symphony of sorrow, a cursed melody.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is gone?
What's the reason for living when hope feels withdrawn?
I seek your presence, but you left me in despair,
A hollow world, a soul laid bare.
The shadows of your absence haunt my nights,
Dragging me deeper into the unknown's fright.
Bless my soul, for I loved you —
The one who became my universe, my center.
I wrote you poems, each line a plea,
To capture the light you unknowingly breathed into me.
Your resence was a beacon, piercing my dark,
A fleeting warmth, a fleeting spark.
But you never noticed, how could you?
To you I was a shadow, a silent devotee.
Another face in the crowd, another nameless sigh,
Lost in the sea where dreams go to die.
So I remained silent, my heart locked away,
Behind a mask of indifference, I withered each day.
Now the demons dance where your light once shone,
And I wander this hell, forever alone.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is not here?
What's the reason for living when all I feel is fear?
The shadows of your absence are all that remain,
A haunting refrain, a never-ending pain.
That day, love hurt me.
It carved its name into my bones,
a scar that throbs with every breath.
Everything hurt the hell out of me,
but you—
you were the quiet storm I welcomed,
the chaos I embraced.
I could be so happy with the mere idea of seeing you.
Just the thought of your presence was enough
to turn my world from gray to gold.
Without you, I adored nothing.
The stars lost their sparkle,
the oceans their depth.
But with you, I accepted everything—
the pain, the chaos, the uncertainty.
Because you worth it.
Youalways worth it.
Please, wait for me as I waited for you.
I stood at the edge of time,
counting the seconds,
minutes,
lifetime...
hoping you'd return.
Losing you is to die in a certain way—
a slow unraveling of the soul,
a quiet extinguishing of light.
When I see you, I see the ambition to survive.
You are the reason I fight,
the reason I breathe.
But I become blind as soon as you look away.
Your gaze is my compass,
your absence, a void I cannot fill.
Your eyes are my heaven,
and your absence is hell.
In this world, you weren't Eros,
but you are always my Aphrodite.
You were never the god of love,
but you were my love,
my muse,
my everything.
My love story is like the moon and the sun—
a myth where we only met once,
and then eclipsed.
A fleeting moment of brilliance,
followed by an eternal darkness.
There's no story to be told,
no grand narrative of us.
Either you came,
or I sought you,
but you were always too far.
Yet, in that distance,
I found a love so profound,
so infinite,
it defied the boundaries of time and space.
You are my eclipse—
the moment when light and shadow collide,
when everything stops,
and the world holds its breath.
And though we may never meet again,
I will carry you with me,
like the moon carries the memory of the sun,
long after the eclipse has passed.
---
This is for the ones who loved too deeply,
who waited too long,
and who still carry the weight of a love
that was never meant to last.
You are not broken.
You are a masterpiece.
And so is this love.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .
**"The Shadows of Your Absence"**
Hell is empty, and all the demons are here,
I whispered to the void when you disappeared.
The people I see, the air I breathe,
Are echoes of a world that's lost its sheen.
The voices of hell are calling me,
A symphony of sorrow, a cursed melody.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is gone?
What's the reason for living when hope feels withdrawn?
I seek your presence, but you left me in despair,
A hollow world, a soul laid bare.
The shadows of your absence haunt my nights,
Dragging me deeper into the unknown's fright.
Bless my soul, for I loved you —
The one who became my universe, my center.
I wrote you poems, each line a plea,
To capture the light you unknowingly breathed into me.
Your resence was a beacon, piercing my dark,
A fleeting warmth, a fleeting spark.
But you never noticed, how could you?
To you I was a shadow, a silent devotee.
Another face in the crowd, another nameless sigh,
Lost in the sea where dreams go to die.
So I remained silent, my heart locked away,
Behind a mask of indifference, I withered each day.
Now the demons dance where your light once shone,
And I wander this hell, forever alone.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is not here?
What's the reason for living when all I feel is fear?
The shadows of your absence are all that remain,
A haunting refrain, a never-ending pain.
That day, love hurt me.
It carved its name into my bones,
a scar that throbs with every breath.
Everything hurt the hell out of me,
but you—
you were the quiet storm I welcomed,
the chaos I embraced.
I could be so happy with the mere idea of seeing you.
Just the thought of your presence was enough
to turn my world from gray to gold.
Without you, I adored nothing.
The stars lost their sparkle,
the oceans their depth.
But with you, I accepted everything—
the pain, the chaos, the uncertainty.
Because you worth it.
Youalways worth it.
Please, wait for me as I waited for you.
I stood at the edge of time,
counting the seconds,
minutes,
lifetime...
hoping you'd return.
Losing you is to die in a certain way—
a slow unraveling of the soul,
a quiet extinguishing of light.
When I see you, I see the ambition to survive.
You are the reason I fight,
the reason I breathe.
But I become blind as soon as you look away.
Your gaze is my compass,
your absence, a void I cannot fill.
Your eyes are my heaven,
and your absence is hell.
In this world, you weren't Eros,
but you are always my Aphrodite.
You were never the god of love,
but you were my love,
my muse,
my everything.
My love story is like the moon and the sun—
a myth where we only met once,
and then eclipsed.
A fleeting moment of brilliance,
followed by an eternal darkness.
There's no story to be told,
no grand narrative of us.
Either you came,
or I sought you,
but you were always too far.
Yet, in that distance,
I found a love so profound,
so infinite,
it defied the boundaries of time and space.
You are my eclipse—
the moment when light and shadow collide,
when everything stops,
and the world holds its breath.
And though we may never meet again,
I will carry you with me,
like the moon carries the memory of the sun,
long after the eclipse has passed.
---
This is for the ones who loved too deeply,
who waited too long,
and who still carry the weight of a love
that was never meant to last.
You are not broken.
You are a masterpiece.
And so is this love.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .
**"The Shadows of Your Absence"**
Hell is empty, and all the demons are here,
I whispered to the void when you disappeared.
The people I see, the air I breathe,
Are echoes of a world that's lost its sheen.
The voices of hell are calling me,
A symphony of sorrow, a cursed melody.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is gone?
What's the reason for living when hope feels withdrawn?
I seek your presence, but you left me in despair,
A hollow world, a soul laid bare.
The shadows of your absence haunt my nights,
Dragging me deeper into the unknown's fright.
Bless my soul, for I loved you —
The one who became my universe, my center.
I wrote you poems, each line a plea,
To capture the light you unknowingly breathed into me.
Your resence was a beacon, piercing my dark,
A fleeting warmth, a fleeting spark.
But you never noticed, how could you?
To you I was a shadow, a silent devotee.
Another face in the crowd, another nameless sigh,
Lost in the sea where dreams go to die.
So I remained silent, my heart locked away,
Behind a mask of indifference, I withered each day.
Now the demons dance where your light once shone,
And I wander this hell, forever alone.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is not here?
What's the reason for living when all I feel is fear?
The shadows of your absence are all that remain,
A haunting refrain, a never-ending pain.
That day, love hurt me.
It carved its name into my bones,
a scar that throbs with every breath.
Everything hurt the hell out of me,
but you—
you were the quiet storm I welcomed,
the chaos I embraced.
I could be so happy with the mere idea of seeing you.
Just the thought of your presence was enough
to turn my world from gray to gold.
Without you, I adored nothing.
The stars lost their sparkle,
the oceans their depth.
But with you, I accepted everything—
the pain, the chaos, the uncertainty.
Because you worth it.
Youalways worth it.
Please, wait for me as I waited for you.
I stood at the edge of time,
counting the seconds,
minutes,
lifetime...
hoping you'd return.
Losing you is to die in a certain way—
a slow unraveling of the soul,
a quiet extinguishing of light.
When I see you, I see the ambition to survive.
You are the reason I fight,
the reason I breathe.
But I become blind as soon as you look away.
Your gaze is my compass,
your absence, a void I cannot fill.
Your eyes are my heaven,
and your absence is hell.
In this world, you weren't Eros,
but you are always my Aphrodite.
You were never the god of love,
but you were my love,
my muse,
my everything.
My love story is like the moon and the sun—
a myth where we only met once,
and then eclipsed.
A fleeting moment of brilliance,
followed by an eternal darkness.
There's no story to be told,
no grand narrative of us.
Either you came,
or I sought you,
but you were always too far.
Yet, in that distance,
I found a love so profound,
so infinite,
it defied the boundaries of time and space.
You are my eclipse—
the moment when light and shadow collide,
when everything stops,
and the world holds its breath.
And though we may never meet again,
I will carry you with me,
like the moon carries the memory of the sun,
long after the eclipse has passed.
---
This is for the ones who loved too deeply,
who waited too long,
and who still carry the weight of a love
that was never meant to last.
You are not broken.
You are a masterpiece.
And so is this love.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .
**"The Shadows of Your Absence"**
Hell is empty, and all the demons are here,
I whispered to the void when you disappeared.
The people I see, the air I breathe,
Are echoes of a world that's lost its sheen.
The voices of hell are calling me,
A symphony of sorrow, a cursed melody.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is gone?
What's the reason for living when hope feels withdrawn?
I seek your presence, but you left me in despair,
A hollow world, a soul laid bare.
The shadows of your absence haunt my nights,
Dragging me deeper into the unknown's fright.
Bless my soul, for I loved you —
The one who became my universe, my center.
I wrote you poems, each line a plea,
To capture the light you unknowingly breathed into me.
Your resence was a beacon, piercing my dark,
A fleeting warmth, a fleeting spark.
But you never noticed, how could you?
To you I was a shadow, a silent devotee.
Another face in the crowd, another nameless sigh,
Lost in the sea where dreams go to die.
So I remained silent, my heart locked away,
Behind a mask of indifference, I withered each day.
Now the demons dance where your light once shone,
And I wander this hell, forever alone.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is not here?
What's the reason for living when all I feel is fear?
The shadows of your absence are all that remain,
A haunting refrain, a never-ending pain.
That day, love hurt me.
It carved its name into my bones,
a scar that throbs with every breath.
Everything hurt the hell out of me,
but you—
you were the quiet storm I welcomed,
the chaos I embraced.
I could be so happy with the mere idea of seeing you.
Just the thought of your presence was enough
to turn my world from gray to gold.
Without you, I adored nothing.
The stars lost their sparkle,
the oceans their depth.
But with you, I accepted everything—
the pain, the chaos, the uncertainty.
Because you worth it.
Youalways worth it.
Please, wait for me as I waited for you.
I stood at the edge of time,
counting the seconds,
minutes,
lifetime...
hoping you'd return.
Losing you is to die in a certain way—
a slow unraveling of the soul,
a quiet extinguishing of light.
When I see you, I see the ambition to survive.
You are the reason I fight,
the reason I breathe.
But I become blind as soon as you look away.
Your gaze is my compass,
your absence, a void I cannot fill.
Your eyes are my heaven,
and your absence is hell.
In this world, you weren't Eros,
but you are always my Aphrodite.
You were never the god of love,
but you were my love,
my muse,
my everything.
My love story is like the moon and the sun—
a myth where we only met once,
and then eclipsed.
A fleeting moment of brilliance,
followed by an eternal darkness.
There's no story to be told,
no grand narrative of us.
Either you came,
or I sought you,
but you were always too far.
Yet, in that distance,
I found a love so profound,
so infinite,
it defied the boundaries of time and space.
You are my eclipse—
the moment when light and shadow collide,
when everything stops,
and the world holds its breath.
And though we may never meet again,
I will carry you with me,
like the moon carries the memory of the sun,
long after the eclipse has passed.
---
This is for the ones who loved too deeply,
who waited too long,
and who still carry the weight of a love
that was never meant to last.
You are not broken.
You are a masterpiece.
And so is this love.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .
**"The Shadows of Your Absence"**
Hell is empty, and all the demons are here,
I whispered to the void when you disappeared.
The people I see, the air I breathe,
Are echoes of a world that's lost its sheen.
The voices of hell are calling me,
A symphony of sorrow, a cursed melody.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is gone?
What's the reason for living when hope feels withdrawn?
I seek your presence, but you left me in despair,
A hollow world, a soul laid bare.
The shadows of your absence haunt my nights,
Dragging me deeper into the unknown's fright.
Bless my soul, for I loved you —
The one who became my universe, my center.
I wrote you poems, each line a plea,
To capture the light you unknowingly breathed into me.
Your resence was a beacon, piercing my dark,
A fleeting warmth, a fleeting spark.
But you never noticed, how could you?
To you I was a shadow, a silent devotee.
Another face in the crowd, another nameless sigh,
Lost in the sea where dreams go to die.
So I remained silent, my heart locked away,
Behind a mask of indifference, I withered each day.
Now the demons dance where your light once shone,
And I wander this hell, forever alone.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is not here?
What's the reason for living when all I feel is fear?
The shadows of your absence are all that remain,
A haunting refrain, a never-ending pain.
That day, love hurt me.
It carved its name into my bones,
a scar that throbs with every breath.
Everything hurt the hell out of me,
but you—
you were the quiet storm I welcomed,
the chaos I embraced.
I could be so happy with the mere idea of seeing you.
Just the thought of your presence was enough
to turn my world from gray to gold.
Without you, I adored nothing.
The stars lost their sparkle,
the oceans their depth.
But with you, I accepted everything—
the pain, the chaos, the uncertainty.
Because you worth it.
Youalways worth it.
Please, wait for me as I waited for you.
I stood at the edge of time,
counting the seconds,
minutes,
lifetime...
hoping you'd return.
Losing you is to die in a certain way—
a slow unraveling of the soul,
a quiet extinguishing of light.
When I see you, I see the ambition to survive.
You are the reason I fight,
the reason I breathe.
But I become blind as soon as you look away.
Your gaze is my compass,
your absence, a void I cannot fill.
Your eyes are my heaven,
and your absence is hell.
In this world, you weren't Eros,
but you are always my Aphrodite.
You were never the god of love,
but you were my love,
my muse,
my everything.
My love story is like the moon and the sun—
a myth where we only met once,
and then eclipsed.
A fleeting moment of brilliance,
followed by an eternal darkness.
There's no story to be told,
no grand narrative of us.
Either you came,
or I sought you,
but you were always too far.
Yet, in that distance,
I found a love so profound,
so infinite,
it defied the boundaries of time and space.
You are my eclipse—
the moment when light and shadow collide,
when everything stops,
and the world holds its breath.
And though we may never meet again,
I will carry you with me,
like the moon carries the memory of the sun,
long after the eclipse has passed.
---
This is for the ones who loved too deeply,
who waited too long,
and who still carry the weight of a love
that was never meant to last.
You are not broken.
You are a masterpiece.
And so is this love.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .
**"The Shadows of Your Absence"**
Hell is empty, and all the demons are here,
I whispered to the void when you disappeared.
The people I see, the air I breathe,
Are echoes of a world that's lost its sheen.
The voices of hell are calling me,
A symphony of sorrow, a cursed melody.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is gone?
What's the reason for living when hope feels withdrawn?
I seek your presence, but you left me in despair,
A hollow world, a soul laid bare.
The shadows of your absence haunt my nights,
Dragging me deeper into the unknown's fright.
Bless my soul, for I loved you —
The one who became my universe, my center.
I wrote you poems, each line a plea,
To capture the light you unknowingly breathed into me.
Your resence was a beacon, piercing my dark,
A fleeting warmth, a fleeting spark.
But you never noticed, how could you?
To you I was a shadow, a silent devotee.
Another face in the crowd, another nameless sigh,
Lost in the sea where dreams go to die.
So I remained silent, my heart locked away,
Behind a mask of indifference, I withered each day.
Now the demons dance where your light once shone,
And I wander this hell, forever alone.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is not here?
What's the reason for living when all I feel is fear?
The shadows of your absence are all that remain,
A haunting refrain, a never-ending pain.
That day, love hurt me.
It carved its name into my bones,
a scar that throbs with every breath.
Everything hurt the hell out of me,
but you—
you were the quiet storm I welcomed,
the chaos I embraced.
I could be so happy with the mere idea of seeing you.
Just the thought of your presence was enough
to turn my world from gray to gold.
Without you, I adored nothing.
The stars lost their sparkle,
the oceans their depth.
But with you, I accepted everything—
the pain, the chaos, the uncertainty.
Because you worth it.
Youalways worth it.
Please, wait for me as I waited for you.
I stood at the edge of time,
counting the seconds,
minutes,
lifetime...
hoping you'd return.
Losing you is to die in a certain way—
a slow unraveling of the soul,
a quiet extinguishing of light.
When I see you, I see the ambition to survive.
You are the reason I fight,
the reason I breathe.
But I become blind as soon as you look away.
Your gaze is my compass,
your absence, a void I cannot fill.
Your eyes are my heaven,
and your absence is hell.
In this world, you weren't Eros,
but you are always my Aphrodite.
You were never the god of love,
but you were my love,
my muse,
my everything.
My love story is like the moon and the sun—
a myth where we only met once,
and then eclipsed.
A fleeting moment of brilliance,
followed by an eternal darkness.
There's no story to be told,
no grand narrative of us.
Either you came,
or I sought you,
but you were always too far.
Yet, in that distance,
I found a love so profound,
so infinite,
it defied the boundaries of time and space.
You are my eclipse—
the moment when light and shadow collide,
when everything stops,
and the world holds its breath.
And though we may never meet again,
I will carry you with me,
like the moon carries the memory of the sun,
long after the eclipse has passed.
---
This is for the ones who loved too deeply,
who waited too long,
and who still carry the weight of a love
that was never meant to last.
You are not broken.
You are a masterpiece.
And so is this love.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .
**"The Shadows of Your Absence"**
Hell is empty, and all the demons are here,
I whispered to the void when you disappeared.
The people I see, the air I breathe,
Are echoes of a world that's lost its sheen.
The voices of hell are calling me,
A symphony of sorrow, a cursed melody.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is gone?
What's the reason for living when hope feels withdrawn?
I seek your presence, but you left me in despair,
A hollow world, a soul laid bare.
The shadows of your absence haunt my nights,
Dragging me deeper into the unknown's fright.
Bless my soul, for I loved you —
The one who became my universe, my center.
I wrote you poems, each line a plea,
To capture the light you unknowingly breathed into me.
Your resence was a beacon, piercing my dark,
A fleeting warmth, a fleeting spark.
But you never noticed, how could you?
To you I was a shadow, a silent devotee.
Another face in the crowd, another nameless sigh,
Lost in the sea where dreams go to die.
So I remained silent, my heart locked away,
Behind a mask of indifference, I withered each day.
Now the demons dance where your light once shone,
And I wander this hell, forever alone.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is not here?
What's the reason for living when all I feel is fear?
The shadows of your absence are all that remain,
A haunting refrain, a never-ending pain.You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .
I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
That day, love hurt me.
It carved its name into my bones,
a scar that throbs with every breath.
Everything hurt the hell out of me,
but you—
you were the quiet storm I welcomed,
the chaos I embraced.
I could be so happy with the mere idea of seeing you.
Just the thought of your presence was enough
to turn my world from gray to gold.
Without you, I adored nothing.
The stars lost their sparkle,
the oceans their depth.
But with you, I accepted everything—
the pain, the chaos, the uncertainty.
Because you worth it.
Youalways worth it.
Please, wait for me as I waited for you.
I stood at the edge of time,
counting the seconds,
minutes,
lifetime...
hoping you'd return.
Losing you is to die in a certain way—
a slow unraveling of the soul,
a quiet extinguishing of light.
When I see you, I see the ambition to survive.
You are the reason I fight,
the reason I breathe.
But I become blind as soon as you look away.
Your gaze is my compass,
your absence, a void I cannot fill.
Your eyes are my heaven,
and your absence is hell.
In this world, you weren't Eros,
but you are always my Aphrodite.
You were never the god of love,
but you were my love,
my muse,
my everything.
My love story is like the moon and the sun—
a myth where we only met once,
and then eclipsed.
A fleeting moment of brilliance,
followed by an eternal darkness.
There's no story to be told,
no grand narrative of us.
Either you came,
or I sought you,
but you were always too far.
Yet, in that distance,
I found a love so profound,
so infinite,
it defied the boundaries of time and space.
You are my eclipse—
the moment when light and shadow collide,
when everything stops,
and the world holds its breath.
And though we may never meet again,
I will carry you with me,
like the moon carries the memory of the sun,
long after the eclipse has passed.
---
This is for the ones who loved too deeply,
who waited too long,
and who still carry the weight of a love
that was never meant to last.
You are not broken.
You are a masterpiece.
And so is this love.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .
**"The Shadows of Your Absence"**
Hell is empty, and all the demons are here,
I whispered to the void when you disappeared.
The people I see, the air I breathe,
Are echoes of a world that's lost its sheen.
The voices of hell are calling me,
A symphony of sorrow, a cursed melody.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is gone?
What's the reason for living when hope feels withdrawn?
I seek your presence, but you left me in despair,
A hollow world, a soul laid bare.
The shadows of your absence haunt my nights,
Dragging me deeper into the unknown's fright.
Bless my soul, for I loved you —
The one who became my universe, my center.
I wrote you poems, each line a plea,
To capture the light you unknowingly breathed into me.
Your resence was a beacon, piercing my dark,
A fleeting warmth, a fleeting spark.
But you never noticed, how could you?
To you I was a shadow, a silent devotee.
Another face in the crowd, another nameless sigh,
Lost in the sea where dreams go to die.
So I remained silent, my heart locked away,
Behind a mask of indifference, I withered each day.
Now the demons dance where your light once shone,
And I wander this hell, forever alone.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is not here?
What's the reason for living when all I feel is fear?
The shadows of your absence are all that remain,
A haunting refrain, a never-ending pain.
That day, love hurt me.
It carved its name into my bones,
a scar that throbs with every breath.
Everything hurt the hell out of me,
but you—
you were the quiet storm I welcomed,
the chaos I embraced.
I could be so happy with the mere idea of seeing you.
Just the thought of your presence was enough
to turn my world from gray to gold.
Without you, I adored nothing.
The stars lost their sparkle,
the oceans their depth.
But with you, I accepted everything—
the pain, the chaos, the uncertainty.
Because you worth it.
Youalways worth it.
Please, wait for me as I waited for you.
I stood at the edge of time,
counting the seconds,
minutes,
lifetime...
hoping you'd return.
Losing you is to die in a certain way—
a slow unraveling of the soul,
a quiet extinguishing of light.
When I see you, I see the ambition to survive.
You are the reason I fight,
the reason I breathe.
But I become blind as soon as you look away.
Your gaze is my compass,
your absence, a void I cannot fill.
Your eyes are my heaven,
and your absence is hell.
In this world, you weren't Eros,
but you are always my Aphrodite.
You were never the god of love,
but you were my love,
my muse,
my everything.
My love story is like the moon and the sun—
a myth where we only met once,
and then eclipsed.
A fleeting moment of brilliance,
followed by an eternal darkness.
There's no story to be told,
no grand narrative of us.
Either you came,
or I sought you,
but you were always too far.
Yet, in that distance,
I found a love so profound,
so infinite,
it defied the boundaries of time and space.
You are my eclipse—
the moment when light and shadow collide,
when everything stops,
and the world holds its breath.
And though we may never meet again,
I will carry you with me,
like the moon carries the memory of the sun,
long after the eclipse has passed.
---
This is for the ones who loved too deeply,
who waited too long,
and who still carry the weight of a love
that was never meant to last.
You are not broken.
You are a masterpiece.
And so is this love.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .
**"The Shadows of Your Absence"**
Hell is empty, and all the demons are here,
I whispered to the void when you disappeared.
The people I see, the air I breathe,
Are echoes of a world that's lost its sheen.
The voices of hell are calling me,
A symphony of sorrow, a cursed melody.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is gone?
What's the reason for living when hope feels withdrawn?
I seek your presence, but you left me in despair,
A hollow world, a soul laid bare.
The shadows of your absence haunt my nights,
Dragging me deeper into the unknown's fright.
Bless my soul, for I loved you —
The one who became my universe, my center.
I wrote you poems, each line a plea,
To capture the light you unknowingly breathed into me.
Your resence was a beacon, piercing my dark,
A fleeting warmth, a fleeting spark.
But you never noticed, how could you?
To you I was a shadow, a silent devotee.
Another face in the crowd, another nameless sigh,
Lost in the sea where dreams go to die.
So I remained silent, my heart locked away,
Behind a mask of indifference, I withered each day.
Now the demons dance where your light once shone,
And I wander this hell, forever alone.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is not here?
What's the reason for living when all I feel is fear?
The shadows of your absence are all that remain,
A haunting refrain, a never-ending pain.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
That day, love hurt me.
It carved its name into my bones,
a scar that throbs with every breath.
Everything hurt the hell out of me,
but you—
you were the quiet storm I welcomed,
the chaos I embraced.
I could be so happy with the mere idea of seeing you.
Just the thought of your presence was enough
to turn my world from gray to gold.
Without you, I adored nothing.
The stars lost their sparkle,
the oceans their depth.
But with you, I accepted everything—
the pain, the chaos, the uncertainty.
Because you worth it.
Youalways worth it.
Please, wait for me as I waited for you.
I stood at the edge of time,
counting the seconds,
minutes,
lifetime...
hoping you'd return.
Losing you is to die in a certain way—
a slow unraveling of the soul,
a quiet extinguishing of light.
When I see you, I see the ambition to survive.
You are the reason I fight,
the reason I breathe.
But I become blind as soon as you look away.
Your gaze is my compass,
your absence, a void I cannot fill.
Your eyes are my heaven,
and your absence is hell.
In this world, you weren't Eros,
but you are always my Aphrodite.
You were never the god of love,
but you were my love,
my muse,
my everything.
My love story is like the moon and the sun—
a myth where we only met once,
and then eclipsed.
A fleeting moment of brilliance,
followed by an eternal darkness.
There's no story to be told,
no grand narrative of us.
Either you came,
or I sought you,
but you were always too far.
Yet, in that distance,
I found a love so profound,
so infinite,
it defied the boundaries of time and space.
You are my eclipse—
the moment when light and shadow collide,
when everything stops,
and the world holds its breath.
And though we may never meet again,
I will carry you with me,
like the moon carries the memory of the sun,
long after the eclipse has passed.
---
This is for the ones who loved too deeply,
who waited too long,
and who still carry the weight of a love
that was never meant to last.
You are not broken.
You are a masterpiece.
And so is this love.
That day, love hurt me.
It carved its name into my bones,
a scar that throbs with every breath.
Everything hurt the hell out of me,
but you—
you were the quiet storm I welcomed,
the chaos I embraced.
I could be so happy with the mere idea of seeing you.
Just the thought of your presence was enough
to turn my world from gray to gold.
Without you, I adored nothing.
The stars lost their sparkle,
the oceans their depth.
But with you, I accepted everything—
the pain, the chaos, the uncertainty.
Because you worth it.
Youalways worth it.
Please, wait for me as I waited for you.
I stood at the edge of time,
counting the seconds,
minutes,
lifetime...
hoping you'd return.
Losing you is to die in a certain way—
a slow unraveling of the soul,
a quiet extinguishing of light.
When I see you, I see the ambition to survive.
You are the reason I fight,
the reason I breathe.
But I become blind as soon as you look away.
Your gaze is my compass,
your absence, a void I cannot fill.
Your eyes are my heaven,
and your absence is hell.
In this world, you weren't Eros,
but you are always my Aphrodite.
You were never the god of love,
but you were my love,
my muse,
my everything.
My love story is like the moon and the sun—
a myth where we only met once,
and then eclipsed.
A fleeting moment of brilliance,
followed by an eternal darkness.
There's no story to be told,
no grand narrative of us.
Either you came,
or I sought you,
but you were always too far.
Yet, in that distance,
I found a love so profound,
so infinite,
it defied the boundaries of time and space.
You are my eclipse—
the moment when light and shadow collide,
when everything stops,
and the world holds its breath.
And though we may never meet again,
I will carry you with me,
like the moon carries the memory of the sun,
long after the eclipse has passed.
---
This is for the ones who loved too deeply,
who waited too long,
and who still carry the weight of a love
that was never meant to last.
You are not broken.
You are a masterpiece.
And so is this love.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .
**"The Shadows of Your Absence"**
Hell is empty, and all the demons are here,
I whispered to the void when you disappeared.
The people I see, the air I breathe,
Are echoes of a world that's lost its sheen.
The voices of hell are calling me,
A symphony of sorrow, a cursed melody.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is gone?
What's the reason for living when hope feels withdrawn?
I seek your presence, but you left me in despair,
A hollow world, a soul laid bare.
The shadows of your absence haunt my nights,
Dragging me deeper into the unknown's fright.
Bless my soul, for I loved you —
The one who became my universe, my center.
I wrote you poems, each line a plea,
To capture the light you unknowingly breathed into me.
Your resence was a beacon, piercing my dark,
A fleeting warmth, a fleeting spark.
But you never noticed, how could you?
To you I was a shadow, a silent devotee.
Another face in the crowd, another nameless sigh,
Lost in the sea where dreams go to die.
So I remained silent, my heart locked away,
Behind a mask of indifference, I withered each day.
Now the demons dance where your light once shone,
And I wander this hell, forever alone.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is not here?
What's the reason for living when all I feel is fear?
The shadows of your absence are all that remain,
A haunting refrain, a never-ending pain.
That day, love hurt me.
It carved its name into my bones,
a scar that throbs with every breath.
Everything hurt the hell out of me,
but you—
you were the quiet storm I welcomed,
the chaos I embraced.
I could be so happy with the mere idea of seeing you.
Just the thought of your presence was enough
to turn my world from gray to gold.
Without you, I adored nothing.
The stars lost their sparkle,
the oceans their depth.
But with you, I accepted everything—
the pain, the chaos, the uncertainty.
Because you worth it.
Youalways worth it.
Please, wait for me as I waited for you.
I stood at the edge of time,
counting the seconds,
minutes,
lifetime...
hoping you'd return.
Losing you is to die in a certain way—
a slow unraveling of the soul,
a quiet extinguishing of light.
When I see you, I see the ambition to survive.
You are the reason I fight,
the reason I breathe.
But I become blind as soon as you look away.
Your gaze is my compass,
your absence, a void I cannot fill.
Your eyes are my heaven,
and your absence is hell.
In this world, you weren't Eros,
but you are always my Aphrodite.
You were never the god of love,
but you were my love,
my muse,
my everything.
My love story is like the moon and the sun—
a myth where we only met once,
and then eclipsed.
A fleeting moment of brilliance,
followed by an eternal darkness.
There's no story to be told,
no grand narrative of us.
Either you came,
or I sought you,
but you were always too far.
Yet, in that distance,
I found a love so profound,
so infinite,
it defied the boundaries of time and space.
You are my eclipse—
the moment when light and shadow collide,
when everything stops,
and the world holds its breath.
And though we may never meet again,
I will carry you with me,
like the moon carries the memory of the sun,
long after the eclipse has passed.
---
This is for the ones who loved too deeply,
who waited too long,
and who still carry the weight of a love
that was never meant to last.
You are not broken.
You are a masterpiece.
And so is this love.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .
**"The Shadows of Your Absence"**
Hell is empty, and all the demons are here,
I whispered to the void when you disappeared.
The people I see, the air I breathe,
Are echoes of a world that's lost its sheen.
The voices of hell are calling me,
A symphony of sorrow, a cursed melody.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is gone?
What's the reason for living when hope feels withdrawn?
I seek your presence, but you left me in despair,
A hollow world, a soul laid bare.
The shadows of your absence haunt my nights,
Dragging me deeper into the unknown's fright.
Bless my soul, for I loved you —
The one who became my universe, my center.
I wrote you poems, each line a plea,
To capture the light you unknowingly breathed into me.
Your resence was a beacon, piercing my dark,
A fleeting warmth, a fleeting spark.
But you never noticed, how could you?
To you I was a shadow, a silent devotee.
Another face in the crowd, another nameless sigh,
Lost in the sea where dreams go to die.
So I remained silent, my heart locked away,
Behind a mask of indifference, I withered each day.
Now the demons dance where your light once shone,
And I wander this hell, forever alone.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is not here?
What's the reason for living when all I feel is fear?
The shadows of your absence are all that remain,
A haunting refrain, a never-ending pain.
That day, love hurt me.
It carved its name into my bones,
a scar that throbs with every breath.
Everything hurt the hell out of me,
but you—
you were the quiet storm I welcomed,
the chaos I embraced.
I could be so happy with the mere idea of seeing you.
Just the thought of your presence was enough
to turn my world from gray to gold.
Without you, I adored nothing.
The stars lost their sparkle,
the oceans their depth.
But with you, I accepted everything—
the pain, the chaos, the uncertainty.
Because you worth it.
Youalways worth it.
Please, wait for me as I waited for you.
I stood at the edge of time,
counting the seconds,
minutes,
lifetime...
hoping you'd return.
Losing you is to die in a certain way—
a slow unraveling of the soul,
a quiet extinguishing of light.
When I see you, I see the ambition to survive.
You are the reason I fight,
the reason I breathe.
But I become blind as soon as you look away.
Your gaze is my compass,
your absence, a void I cannot fill.
Your eyes are my heaven,
and your absence is hell.
In this world, you weren't Eros,
but you are always my Aphrodite.
You were never the god of love,
but you were my love,
my muse,
my everything.
My love story is like the moon and the sun—
a myth where we only met once,
and then eclipsed.
A fleeting moment of brilliance,
followed by an eternal darkness.
There's no story to be told,
no grand narrative of us.
Either you came,
or I sought you,
but you were always too far.
Yet, in that distance,
I found a love so profound,
so infinite,
it defied the boundaries of time and space.
You are my eclipse—
the moment when light and shadow collide,
when everything stops,
and the world holds its breath.
And though we may never meet again,
I will carry you with me,
like the moon carries the memory of the sun,
long after the eclipse has passed.
---
This is for the ones who loved too deeply,
who waited too long,
and who still carry the weight of a love
that was never meant to last.
You are not broken.
You are a masterpiece.
And so is this love.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .
**"The Shadows of Your Absence"**
Hell is empty, and all the demons are here,
I whispered to the void when you disappeared.
The people I see, the air I breathe,
Are echoes of a world that's lost its sheen.
The voices of hell are calling me,
A symphony of sorrow, a cursed melody.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is gone?
What's the reason for living when hope feels withdrawn?
I seek your presence, but you left me in despair,
A hollow world, a soul laid bare.
The shadows of your absence haunt my nights,
Dragging me deeper into the unknown's fright.
Bless my soul, for I loved you —
The one who became my universe, my center.
I wrote you poems, each line a plea,
To capture the light you unknowingly breathed into me.
Your resence was a beacon, piercing my dark,
A fleeting warmth, a fleeting spark.
But you never noticed, how could you?
To you I was a shadow, a silent devotee.
Another face in the crowd, another nameless sigh,
Lost in the sea where dreams go to die.
So I remained silent, my heart locked away,
Behind a mask of indifference, I withered each day.
Now the demons dance where your light once shone,
And I wander this hell, forever alone.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is not here?
What's the reason for living when all I feel is fear?
The shadows of your absence are all that remain,
A haunting refrain, a never-ending pain.
That day, love hurt me.
It carved its name into my bones,
a scar that throbs with every breath.
Everything hurt the hell out of me,
but you—
you were the quiet storm I welcomed,
the chaos I embraced.
I could be so happy with the mere idea of seeing you.
Just the thought of your presence was enough
to turn my world from gray to gold.
Without you, I adored nothing.
The stars lost their sparkle,
the oceans their depth.
But with you, I accepted everything—
the pain, the chaos, the uncertainty.
Because you worth it.
Youalways worth it.
Please, wait for me as I waited for you.
I stood at the edge of time,
counting the seconds,
minutes,
lifetime...
hoping you'd return.
Losing you is to die in a certain way—
a slow unraveling of the soul,
a quiet extinguishing of light.
When I see you, I see the ambition to survive.
You are the reason I fight,
the reason I breathe.
But I become blind as soon as you look away.
Your gaze is my compass,
your absence, a void I cannot fill.
Your eyes are my heaven,
and your absence is hell.
In this world, you weren't Eros,
but you are always my Aphrodite.
You were never the god of love,
but you were my love,
my muse,
my everything.
My love story is like the moon and the sun—
a myth where we only met once,
and then eclipsed.
A fleeting moment of brilliance,
followed by an eternal darkness.
There's no story to be told,
no grand narrative of us.
Either you came,
or I sought you,
but you were always too far.
Yet, in that distance,
I found a love so profound,
so infinite,
it defied the boundaries of time and space.
You are my eclipse—
the moment when light and shadow collide,
when everything stops,
and the world holds its breath.
And though we may never meet again,
I will carry you with me,
like the moon carries the memory of the sun,
long after the eclipse has passed.
---
This is for the ones who loved too deeply,
who waited too long,
and who still carry the weight of a love
that was never meant to last.
You are not broken.
You are a masterpiece.
And so is this love.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .
**"The Shadows of Your Absence"**
Hell is empty, and all the demons are here,
I whispered to the void when you disappeared.
The people I see, the air I breathe,
Are echoes of a world that's lost its sheen.
The voices of hell are calling me,
A symphony of sorrow, a cursed melody.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is gone?
What's the reason for living when hope feels withdrawn?
I seek your presence, but you left me in despair,
A hollow world, a soul laid bare.
The shadows of your absence haunt my nights,
Dragging me deeper into the unknown's fright.
Bless my soul, for I loved you —
The one who became my universe, my center.
I wrote you poems, each line a plea,
To capture the light you unknowingly breathed into me.
Your resence was a beacon, piercing my dark,
A fleeting warmth, a fleeting spark.
But you never noticed, how could you?
To you I was a shadow, a silent devotee.
Another face in the crowd, another nameless sigh,
Lost in the sea where dreams go to die.
So I remained silent, my heart locked away,
Behind a mask of indifference, I withered each day.
Now the demons dance where your light once shone,
And I wander this hell, forever alone.
What's the purpose of heaven when my angel is not here?
What's the reason for living when all I feel is fear?
The shadows of your absence are all that remain,
A haunting refrain, a never-ending pain.I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .
You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .
I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.
The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.
Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .
In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .
In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .
Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .
In the mortal dreams
In the unbroken silence.
In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .
I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .
You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .