The Funeral and How Clara Processes Her Emotions
The day of the funeral was gray, as if the sky itself mourned. A steady drizzle soaked the ground, the cold seeping into Clara's bones as she stood at the graveside, staring at the polished mahogany casket being lowered into the earth.
People gathered around her—colleagues of her father, distant relatives, a handful of family friends—but they all felt like strangers. They spoke in hushed voices, exchanging condolences, offering polite words about the man they had known. A brilliant lawyer. A disciplined man. A great mind.
No one spoke of warmth. No one mentioned laughter.
Clara stood stiffly, hands clenched in the pockets of her coat, feeling like an imposter in her own grief. She didn't cry. She hadn't cried since the night she found the unsent letters. Instead, she felt hollow, as if the weight of unspoken words had settled deep in her chest, too heavy to move.
She knew she was supposed to feel something profound. But all she could think about was how much distance there had been between them, even now.
When the final words were spoken and the crowd began to disperse, Clara lingered, staring at the fresh mound of earth.
"Clara."
She turned to see her father's longtime friend and law partner, Robert Hastings, standing beside her. His face was lined with age, his gray eyes filled with something she couldn't quite place.
"He was proud of you, you know," Robert said, his voice low.
Clara let out a sharp, humorless laugh. "He never told me that."
Robert sighed, slipping his hands into his coat pockets. "Daniel wasn't good at saying things out loud. But he talked about you all the time. He kept track of your career, your accomplishments. He just… didn't know how to say it."
Clara swallowed hard, looking back at the grave.
She wanted to believe it. She really did.
But it didn't erase the silence between them. It didn't bring back the years they had lost.
The rain began to fall harder, trickling down her face like the tears she still couldn't shed. She took a shaky breath and whispered the words she had never been able to say to him in life.
"I'm sorry, Dad."
Then, without another word, she turned and walked away.
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Two days after the funeral, Clara found herself in her father's study, surrounded by the remnants of a life she had never truly understood.
The house smelled the same—leather-bound books, old paper, faint traces of his cologne. Everything was still in its place, meticulously organized. His desk, always so pristine, held only a single pen, a stack of legal documents, and a leather-bound planner. It was as if he had planned to return, as if life had simply been paused rather than ended.
She had come here to gather important documents—his will, financial records, anything the lawyer had mentioned. But as she ran her fingers along the edges of his desk, a strange feeling crept over her.
There was something missing.
Her father had always been private, but he was also methodical. And yet, the drawer on the right side of his desk—one she distinctly remembered being locked when she was a child—was slightly open.
Frowning, she hesitated before pulling it open the rest of the way.
Inside was a single envelope, yellowed with time, her name scrawled across the front in bold, deliberate handwriting.
Clara.
Her breath hitched.
Slowly, she picked it up, hands trembling as she turned it over. The seal was unbroken. He had never sent it.
Just like she had never sent hers.
For a long time, she simply stared at it.
Then, with a deep breath, she carefully tore the envelope open and unfolded the letter inside.
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Clara,
I know I haven't been the father you needed me to be. I don't know how to fix that. Maybe I never will. But I need you to know that my silence was never about you—it was about me.
When your mother died, I didn't just lose her. I lost the part of me that knew how to be soft. She was the warmth in our home, the bridge between us, and without her, I didn't know how to reach you. Instead of trying, I retreated. I let my grief turn into distance, and I let that distance harden into something neither of us knew how to cross.
I see you, Clara. I always have. And I am proud of you—not because of your achievements, not because of your success, but because you are strong and brilliant and capable of things I could never have imagined.
I don't know if this letter will ever reach you. Maybe I'll be too much of a coward to send it. But if you're reading this, I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.
Because despite everything, I love you. I always have.
- Dad
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Clara's hands shook as she lowered the letter, her vision blurred by tears she could no longer hold back.
All this time, she had thought he didn't care. Though he had never tried. Though she had been alone in her regrets.
But he had written to her.
Just like she had written to him.
She let out a choked laugh, brushing the tears from her cheeks. What a pair they had been—two stubborn hearts, too afraid to say the things that mattered until it was too late.
Or maybe, just maybe, it wasn't too late after all.
Clara sat in the study for what felt like hours, the letter still clutched in her hands. The weight of it pressed against her chest—not just the words, but everything they meant.
She had spent years believing her father didn't care, that he had never seen her, never truly loved her. But this letter told a different story. He had cared. He had tried, in his own way. He had been just as lost in his silence as she had been in hers.
The realization was both a relief and an ache.
For so long, she had carried guilt like a second skin. The regret of words left unsaid, of bridges burned, of time wasted. But now, as she reread his words, something inside her began to shift.
Maybe he hadn't been capable of the love she had wanted, but that didn't mean he hadn't loved her at all.
Maybe he had been afraid, just like she was.
And maybe—just maybe—it was time to forgive.
She closed her eyes, letting out a slow, shaky breath. Forgiveness wasn't instant. It wasn't a single moment, but a series of choices. And today, she chose to start.
She would never hear him say the words out loud, but that didn't mean she couldn't believe them.
And as she placed the letter back in its envelope, pressing it gently to her chest, she felt something inside her lighten—just a little.
The guilt wasn't gone. But for the first time in years, it didn't feel so heavy.
For the first time in years, Clara felt the weight of her past begin to loosen its grip. Her father's letter had given her something she never expected—permission to let go.
But as the days passed, another thought settled into her mind, uneasy and insistent.
If she could forgive her father, could she find it in herself to mend other broken relationships?
Her fingers hovered over her phone screen, heart pounding as she stared at a name she hadn't dared reach out to in years.
Ethan Carter.
She had spent a lifetime writing letters she never sent—one of them had been to him. The night before he left for college, she had poured everything she felt onto paper, admitting the love she had never been brave enough to say out loud. But fear had kept her from giving it to him. Instead, she had let him go without a word.
Now, she wondered: Had she made a mistake?
Taking a deep breath, she opened their old text thread. The last message was from years ago—a simple Happy Birthday that he had responded to with a polite Thanks, Clara. Hope you're doing well.
She had told herself it was better this way. That what was in the past should stay there. But if she had learned anything from her father's letter, it was that silence could be just as damaging as the wrong words.
Her thumb hovered over the keyboard. Then, before she could talk herself out of it, she typed:
Hey, Ethan. It's been a while. Do you have time to catch up? There's something I've been meaning to say.
She hesitated for only a second before pressing send.
Her heart pounded in the silence that followed. There was no guarantee he would respond. No guarantee he even wanted to hear from her after all this time.
But this time, she had chosen to speak. To take a step toward something, instead of letting fear hold her back.
And for now, that was enough.
Clara stared at her phone, her pulse quickening with each passing second. The message was out there now, beyond her control.
She had expected silence. Or at least, a long hesitation.
But the three little dots appeared almost immediately.
Then it disappeared.
Then it appeared again.
Her breath caught. He was there. Reading it. Considering his response.
A full minute passed before his message finally came through.
Ethan: Clara. Wow. I wasn't expecting this.
She exhaled sharply, gripping the phone tighter. There was no anger in his words, no outright dismissal. Just… surprise.
A few seconds later, another message appeared.
Ethan: Yeah, I'd like that. When are you free?
She let out a breath she hadn't realized she was holding. He wanted to talk.
Her fingers hovered over the keyboard. She hadn't expected things to move this fast, but wasn't that why she had reached out in the first place? To stop waiting?
Clara: Tomorrow? If that works for you.
Again, the three dots flickered in and out before his reply came.
Ethan: Tomorrow works. Same coffee shop?
The same coffee shop. Their coffee shop. The one they had spent countless afternoons in, talking about everything and nothing, never quite saying the things that mattered most.
She hesitated. The past was pulling her back in. But maybe that wasn't a bad thing.
Clara: Yeah. Same place. 2 PM?
Ethan: See you then.
She stared at the screen long after the conversation ended, a strange mix of relief and nerves swirling inside her.
Tomorrow, she will see him again.
And this time, she wouldn't leave anything unsaid.
The Coffee Shop Reunion
Clara arrived ten minutes early.
The coffee shop looked almost exactly the same—worn wooden tables, the scent of roasted beans filling the air, the low hum of conversation weaving between the clinking of mugs. The familiarity of it sent a pang through her chest.
She found a table near the window, her fingers curled around the edge of her coffee cup as she tried to steady herself. It's just Ethan, she reminded herself. You've known him forever.
But forever had been a long time ago.
The bell above the door jingled, and before she even turned, she felt it—his presence, a shift in the air, the weight of the past pressing down on her.
When she looked up, there he was.
Ethan Carter.
He hadn't changed, and yet he had. His dark hair was slightly shorter, his jawline sharper, his stance more confident. But his eyes—those deep, thoughtful eyes that had once looked at her like she was the only person in the world—were the same.
For a moment, they just stared at each other.
Then, Ethan smiled. A small, hesitant thing. "Hey, Clara."
Something inside her softened. "Hey."
He slid into the seat across from her, setting his coffee down. "I wasn't sure you'd actually show."
She huffed a quiet laugh. "Neither was I."
A beat of silence stretched between them, heavy with everything they hadn't said over the years. There was warmth here, yes—but also tension, the kind that came with unresolved emotions, with words that had been buried too long.
Ethan leaned back slightly, studying her. "So… what made you reach out?"
Clara hesitated, fingers tightening around her cup. This was the moment—the chance to finally be honest.
But was she ready?
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Words Left Unsaid
Clara's fingers tightened around her coffee cup, the warmth grounding her. She had spent years carrying this secret, letting it collect dust in the corners of her heart. Now, faced with Ethan's steady gaze, she felt the weight of it pressing against her ribs.
She could tell him everything. Right now.
But instead, the words tangled in her throat.
"I've been thinking a lot about the past," she said carefully, watching his reaction. "About the way things ended between us."
Ethan's expression flickered—just for a moment—but he nodded. "Yeah. Me too."
That surprised her. "You have?"
He exhaled, running a hand through his hair. "Clara, we were best friends. And then one day, it was like we weren't. I'd be lying if I said I never wondered why."
Her heart ached at his words. She had done that to him—left him with questions she had never answered.
"I was scared," she admitted softly. "Back then. Of saying the wrong thing, of ruining what we had."
Ethan studied her for a moment, his gaze unreadable. "Is that why you never said goodbye?"
Clara swallowed hard. This was it—the moment to tell him about the letter.
She took a breath, steadying herself. "I almost did," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. "The night before you left, I wrote you a letter."
Ethan's brows furrowed slightly. "A letter?"
She nodded, forcing herself to meet his eyes. "I never sent it."
A pause. Then, carefully, he asked, "What did it say?"
Her pulse pounded in her ears.
Tell him.
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