Nathan: Is this your first time?
very confused because he was coming to see Nathan Nathan turned his attention to me again
Nathan: yes, so what? Do you have a problem with virgins?
He frowned and looked at me with a look that I couldn't figure out.
Nathan: Go ahead, tell me what you want? Money?
After a long silence, he spoke again with the same indifference as usual.
Me: Have all the women who slept with you asked you for money?
I felt insulted and I looked at Nathan with anger last night, I just wanted to vent everything I felt to the point of doing such a stupid thing that I'm starting to regret
Me: Do I look like a whore? We were just satisfying our needs I don't need your money no from now on we are strangers again..
That means I didn't want to tell Nathan any more and I quickly left the hotel, once I got back to Liliana's house she pulled me into the room all of a sudden
Liliana: Irene, you didn't come home last night. Do you know how worried I was all night? I called you, but you didn't answer, so you were with Perry, right?
Liliana raised her eyebrows and looked at me. She snapped her fingers and I naturally knew what she meant
Me: You're right, I slept with a man, but that man wasn't Perry
just mentioning Perry's name made me sick
Liliana: What? You slept with another man last night... What happened? " Liliana widened her eyes, visibly shocked by what I had just said.
Looking at his shocked face, I remembered the night I saw Perry and Courtney together on the bed. Then I told Liliana the whole story
Liliana: What? Did he really do that? It's really a sack of shit
After listening to the whole story, Liliana cursed Perry by every name.
Liliana: By the way, what to do now? It's your wedding day today! " Liliana asked me anxiously as if she remembered something
Me: The wedding was canceled. " I said coldly. I clearly felt pain in my heart when I whispered these words
Liliana: wise decision, there is no question that you marry this idiot
I had looked forward to this wedding for so many years. I had even arranged every detail personally. I had made countless efforts for the marriage, but now everything was up in smoke before my eyes.
Me: Liliana, I'm tired, I want to rest
right now I just wanted a good sleep so I could forget my worries for a while
It seems like I slept for a long time I heard noises in the living room when I woke up It sounded like Perry's voice I heard Liliana, she seemed to be arguing with Perry. When I opened the bedroom door, I saw Perry sitting on the living room couch and Liliana was furious next to him
Me: Irene, Perry called me when he saw me.
Me: Perry, what are you doing here? You are not welcome here I want you to leave my house
I resisted the urge to ask him why he betrayed me and deliberately pretended to be indifferent.
Perry: Irene, what happened last night was..." Perry stood up and walked towards me
Liliana: How? Do you want to describe to my friend what you and Courtney did on the bed last night? There was sarcasm in my Liliana tone
during this time I felt anger rising within me. After all, he was someone I loved deeply. Every time I remembered that he cheated and lied to me, I couldn't help but feel hurt and humiliated.
Perry: Irene, I know what happened last night was my fault, but Courtney and I love each other, I...
Perry's mouth was open as if he wanted to continue, but I interrupted him.
Me: Stop! It's over between us, Perry. You don't need to explain anything to me. Didn't you say I forced you to marry me? So let me tell you now, you don't have to marry me anymore
He was the one who cheated on me and slept with my cousin. How did he have the courage to tell me that they loved each other? What irony! If they really loved each other, who did he take me for these last seven years?
The problem is that I was his girlfriend. Besides, today was supposed to be our wedding day, yet he came to tell me that they were really in love. I couldn't believe that he could be so brazen, the man I had loved for so many years
Perry: Irene, thank you..." Perhaps because of guilt, Perry spoke in a low voice and seemed to lack confidence.
THANKS ? Ha ha... Perry seemed relieved And seeing him like that, I felt suffocated He was thanking me because I had canceled our wedding It was
the man who loved me and told me he wanted to make me happy for the rest of my life
Me: Go away! I do not want to see you anymore ! "I pointed towards the door shouting
Liliana: Are you deaf? Get out of here ! "Liliana hit Perry with a broom, indignant After Perry left, I felt like I had exhausted all my strength and I sat on the floor with blank eyes Although he was such a bastard , after all, he was the man I had loved for seven years
Liliana: Irene, cry! And you will feel better" Liliana came closer to me and hugged me, her tone full of compassion
Me: Why should I cry? I'm not going to cry over such shameless trashDon't mention it in front of me again
Liliana: Irene, I know you feel very bad now
Crying releases everything you keep inside of you, then you will feel good and forget for good and start a new life.
Liliana hugged me very tightly I could hear that her voice was also muffled by sobs She was my best friend She must have felt sorry for me seeing me in such a state After crying for a long time, my eyes were swollen and painful My head felt heavy, as if I had exhausted all my strength crying Then I returned to the room and fell asleep again I spent almost the whole day and night in bed. Even in my dreams, I dreamed of Perry, that bastard, trying hard to fuck Courtney on the bed. Liliana came to my room to wake me up, she probably couldn't stand to see me torture myself anymore.
It's the third day since the breakup Irene
Liliana: get up and eat something
I covered my head in the quilt, not wanting to speak I had no appetite at all These past two days I didn't eat much As soon as I closed my eyes, all I could think about was Perry's betrayal and deception
Me: I'm not hungry - I mumbled
I just wanted to lie on the bed and didn't want to do anything But Liliana couldn't take it anymore She pulled off my sheet and looked at me angrily
Liliana: Irene, when did you become so useless? Is it worth torturing yourself for a scum like him?
I was silent, but my heart still hurt. Although he was a bastard, I had loved him for seven years after all. During these seven years, I had given everything, just to be with him forever. I thought I was on the path to happiness by marrying him, but in the end, I was trapped in a bottomless pit