Ever since I was 3, I aspire to have a wonderful love life and a Man is so important for me. So, on the first year of Elementary school at 6, I met this Boy Sanders (6) my classmate. He's so smart like the best rank in the class and I was so into him but he barely even notices me. Then my Parents decided to move to another town and of course I moved school too. In this new School I'm 8 already in the 3rd grade, I met this attractive Boy in the class Austin (8). He's athletic, tan skin, even my Mom said that he's the most attractive compared to other Boys in my class. But he's temperament and mean. I told one of my classmate that I like him so she ended up telling him and he got angry and disgusted of me. He hated me but I still liked him until he moved to another town and school. I was so sad when I heard him moved. A year past and we're on a 9th grade now. I decided to move on from Austin. So there's this Boy (also my classmate) Douglas (9), another different type of a Boy. He's smart in the class, light skin, but very quiet kind of people pleaser personality. I encourages my self to confess my feelings towards him and so I did. But he said that honestly he doesn't have the same feeling as me but still kind to me, we texted to each other and I got friend-zoned. But I was fine with it as long as I can be with him for the next 3 years until we graduated from Elementary school, we must be separated from the graduation. After I graduated, I've tried to texted him but he never replied. So sad, so desperate because my heart was empty. One day, my best friend from the neighborhood, Darlene (11) had a date with her boyfriend Eddie (14) but I joined them. Then we met Eddie's friend George (14) on our way by accident so Eddie and George talked for awhile. I don't know why but I was attracted to George that I whisper to Darlene that "I'm into him". Darlene helped me to talk to Eddie so that Eddie can set me up with George. Eddie tried hard to help me and finding a solution so that can happen, meanwhile, I have to go to visit a family in another town for 2010's new years eve. So, the year's have changed it's 2010 now and in the 3rd day from another town, I'm finally home. As soon as I got home, I got a text from Darlene that Eddie got George's permission to set me up with George. So Eddie gave me George's number. I texted him first to say hi and introduced myself to him, then we texted and enjoyed it together. Then he asked me if I want to be his girlfriend and I agreed but he set up this condition that he wanted to do some sexual stuffs with me or else he'll leave me. I was 12 then, still innocent and scared so I refused. Just a day after I refused him to do some sexual stuffs with him, I tried to call him but no answers, then he texted me and said "I have a Girlfriend Rose, I love her so much and you meant nothing for me, so don't ever call or text me again, there's nothing between us". I was freezed, shocked, then started to cry. I called Darlene, told her everything and she told Eddie. I joined them for their date again and confronted Eddie "why on earth did you set us up if he had a girlfriend already??" and Eddie replied "I swear, he said that he was single and interested in you, I didn't know he had a Girlfriend". Sad and desperate but the I thought "he can't just get away with this". So I came with this idea to destroy and take a revenge to him by showing everyone his true nature. Then I remembered that I actually knew his younger sister Cara (11) like 4 years ago. Then I tried to find her number by a mutual friend then managed to got it, yeay! So I texted and befriended her again the we became close friends. But honestly to more I got closer to her I found out that she's so annoying but that's okay, it's part of the plan. Time flies, me and Cara spent like 7 months having fun as friends then I remember my plan. So in August 2010 I (now 13) finally had a courage to tell Cara everything about George because before that, she known her brother as a kind, religious, good boy. But then I told her everything. She was shocked but then she said "I don't believe you, my Brother's not like that". The situation went awkward so I went home, as soon as I arrive home, I opened my Facebook and I found Cara wrote on my Facebook wall multiple times said "you're a whore! My Brother deserves a better, more religious, and calmer girlfriend unlike you!". I tried to delete it one by one the texted her "what the hell was that? I gave you the proof but you don't believe me don't you". So yeah, the plan was kind of backfired me then I tried to fix this. Then I wrote on my Facebook wall humiliating him but still didn't mentioned his name, and Cara wrote again on my Facebook wall said "you stay away from my Brother, how dare you wrote about my Brother like that, you're crazy!". The situation got heated and after that, me and Cara we're never hanged out again after that. She defended her Brother like that and in denial, even after I've showed her the proofs, she's still in denial. So, the plan didn't went like how I expected. Okay so I got over it and never talk to her again. It's 2011 now, I still had feelings to George and tried so hard to move on from him. Suddenly I heard Darlene and Eddie broke up because Darlene was so done with his bad behavior. So Darlene went to another town to visit her family. It was a lonely Saturday night the suddenly Eddie (now 16) texted me that he was so sad from breaking with Darlene and want to take me outside for Saturday night. I was so bored so I agree to go out with him. He took me (now 14) to a very isolated place my IDK why I agreed to it so we went to that dark, isolated place just the 2 of us. When we're there sitting next to each other, he started to touch my boobs but there's nothing I can do at that time, I was shocked and freezed, he tried to kiss me but I refused, but thank God he didn't forced himself to me. We went home separately because he didn't want to be seen with me but I agreed. Days after, Darlene just got back and finally home. I told Darlene everything about me and Eddie but she was fine, she had a new boyfriend already. But when Eddie found out that I told Darlene about it… to be continued…