IVY's POV
I woke feeling so stressed as I stretched myself to the peek then observed the room for a while as if trying to figure out if something was stolen but it was all complete
It's just a room apartment which I share with my parents and some farm equipment parked in a side,I reached for my flip-flop and slide into it then made my way to the window only to sight my parents working under the burning sun
"Mummy,dad, isn't it too hurt to work?" I asked obviously concerned but they ignored me
Mummy and Dad have been acting this way towards me like forever! And that always keeps me wandering what a happy family would be like
It seems like I'm forgetting something, something important,something........
Oh my God!!!!!,I gotta go to school!!!!!
I've forgotten already ,I rushed to the bathroom,took my bath ,brushed my teeth and took my usual two eggs for breakfast and extra two for lunch
........
I stood at the school gate for a while and took a long breathe for entering the school gate
It's another day for another bully,another tears,another sad reality
I was deepin my thought when I bumped into Caty!!!!!
She was and is the school's queen!!!!
"Don't you watch where you are going?" Caty asked
"Sorry" I apologized,I obviously had no say,I mean I'm the *church rat* of the school
" You have to knee to plea for forgiveness" Caty said as all eyes turned on me
"Are you kidding me?,why do you have to make it obvious that you are an asshole,you stinking garbage!!!!!!,I so much hate you!,urgh!!!!!?!" I scolded her,all in my head though
"Urgh,you are wasting my time ,knee" Caty said as I knelt down and apologized
"I'm sorry" I said but she just chuckled and left
I walked not so majestically into the hallway and headed straight to my locker as I saw the usual insults they wrote on my locker
Thing like
"Ivy Bieber more like Ivy blobber !!!"
"You are so poor that you can't even feed a rat,instead the rat feeds you!!!" And so on
I walked out of the hallway quietly as tears dropped bit by bit
Why am I so different
And I want to matter
But right now my heart is shattered
And it's beyond repair
I never belong
And I never get carried along
I'm just there
Visible but still invisible
How can I be seen it not heard
"Hahahahaha,thechurch rat is crying"
"Some has brain bit has no money"
"Hahahahaha,she don't have any"
"This words hurt me,and the feeling is real and I have no one to talk to, it's just me and me alone,I don't have a life" I said as tears dropped uncomfortably as everyone looked and laughed
I've always been laughed at ,but this gifted me differently
I'm just there, invisible