I hate Killian so much, I might have broken up with him but did that mean he had to go kill himself...I hate him so much, yet here I am working non-stop trying to drawn the depression by gathering the information and compiling them into files to send into the Circle.

Ah, My head hurts badly, should I take a nap, I haven't had a proper one in a month. "haaahh, yeah maybe I should just take a little nap"

I said as I slowly closed my eyes, I felt a crushing headache before everything instantly went dark.

…..

A feint golden light suddenly appeared underneath the ocean, the thing that emitted that light was a large golden eye pupil the size of a key . I felt strange, I felt my vision expand beyond normal. Suddenly I 'opened' my eyes. 

I saw underneath me what seemed to be a rotten corpse of Godzilla...No that should be Shin Godzilla. 

Huh wait. why the hell am I an eye and did I die?!. Oh god, I was fifteen and still had a life of slavery ahead of me and also that thing is not dead, it looks soo golden, wait that's just my perception, I also think on why i am suddenly brought into the world of Godzilla 0...well, I think it's still better than actually feeling anything.

…My emotions are dulled as a sentient floating eye. 

I floated there, suspended in the abyss, trying to process everything. Shin Godzilla's corpse—or what should have been its corpse—rested beneath me, its grotesque, deformed body pulsating faintly. From my new vantage point, I could see things in a way I never had before. Not just the eerie bioluminescence of the deep, but something beyond human sight.

Energy.

A golden mist swirled around the carcass, shimmering like embers in the darkness. It wasn't just light—it was alive. I could feel it, tugging at my existence like invisible threads.

Was I supposed to be here?

The thought sent a ripple through my form, distorting my vision for a moment. My body—or what passed for one—was just a floating eye, pulsing with faint golden light. No limbs, no mouth, no heart. Just an eye, observing, perceiving, existing.

Suddenly My self began to absorb the golden mist which I would assume to be radiation...it felt so-so good, I hesitated for a moment but I suddenly went towards shins forehead and before I could react, I suddenly fused with it and i suddenly felt pain, pure Endless Pain, I couldn't feel it but shin could.

It was regenerating and constantly getting damaged and then it slowly evolved, it felt like a perfect unnatural circle that should never exist and it was also generating more nuclear radiation, The excess that escaped from his body were absorbed by me. I couldn't control him nor intervene but I can see through it's eyes and feel it's senses and feelings.

It wants to die, yet it also wants to survive, it's goal is to evolve.

I was trapped.

I didn't have a body—just an existence, a presence, a mind fused into something that shouldn't be alive. My form, my essence, had sunk into Shin Godzilla, and now I was riding along, stuck between a monster's desperate will to evolve and its agonizing need to perish.

The pain was overwhelming. It wasn't just physical—it was existential. A torment that looped endlessly, an evolution forced by suffering. It hurt, yet it continued. It burned, yet it regenerated. It wanted to stop, but the process wouldn't let it.

And I was caught in the middle.

Shin's flesh twisted and convulsed, its golden cracks expanding, light bleeding out like molten metal. Every broken cell screamed as it was reconstructed into something new, something more dangerous. Its core—its very existence—was rejecting stability. It wasn't just healing. It was adapting.

And I could feel all of it.

For a moment, I thought I was going to lose myself in the cycle, swallowed by the beast's nature. But then, something shifted.

I wasn't just absorbing radiation anymore. I was changing, too.

The golden light that I had taken in—it wasn't just energy. It was data. Knowledge. Instinct. Evolution itself. It flooded through my mind, my very being, showing me things I shouldn't be able to comprehend.

I could see the genetic code rewriting itself. I could feel the cells mutating, as though the monster was sculpting itself into something beyond understanding. And as I absorbed more of the excess radiation, something deep inside me clicked.

For the first time since waking up in this new existence, I felt control.

Not over Shin Godzilla, but over myself.

I willed myself to move, to test the limits of my form, and to my surprise—I did. It was subtle, almost imperceptible, but I could shift within this monstrous body, like a parasite nestled within a host.

A parasite… or maybe something else.

Something more.

Shin Godzilla roared, its body shaking as its transformation accelerated. The abyss around us trembled under its power. But beneath all that agony, all that mindless instinct, I could feel something else.

Something resembling a thought.

It wasn't words. It wasn't language. But it was a feeling. A concept that resonated deep within the beast's evolving mind.

"Survive."

Damn, I am an eye parasite now...but it doesn't seem bad, I want to study this and maybe help Shin too, am I accepting being reincarnated that easily...hmm well whatever it is not something bad i guess. Maybe I would actually enjoy this seeing the Mutant lizard doesn't care for my intrusion into it's mind and also because it evolves and I evolve, also the radiation seems a bit thicker than before and I don't think Shin here is in a mood to go cause carnage and destruction all over the place.

I decided to let him be and silently absorbed the radiation, maybe I can even get a body, ah but I also want to leave this universe if I do gain something like that...I don't think I would remain sane if i were to stay as the only human in this world.