Maya's POV
Not Again
I could feel my heart racing as I stood in front of him. I was wearing a red lace lingerie that I knew he'd love. Looking at him, I could see the lust in his eyes as he took me into his sweet sensual arms.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him even closer to me and he wrapped his arms around my waist as well, and then we started to kiss.
He kissed so well, his lips were so soft and warm, and I could feel my body responding to him at the moment. I could feel his hard dick and rigidness as it pressed against my belly, causing me extreme wetness, and I knew that I want him inside of me.
He was quite a tall man, and I was quite smallish, not like I was short per se, but he was really tall, making me feel like some petite.
Quickly, I started to undress, and he helped me with an eagerness that had no match. I could feel his eyes on me as I took off my lingerie, and the hunger in his eyes was really palpable, i could see how much he wished to ravage me through his eyes.
I was finally naked in front of him, and he quickly started running his hands all over my body causing me to shudder.
He held me by my face and slowly brought my face to his, and before I could know what was going on, he was already kissing me again, with his hands exploring my body. Now, I could feel his fingers playing with my nipples, and my body was obviously responding to him. My pussy was also getting wet and wetter. I felt so wet and slippery down there and I knew that I wanted him inside of me so badly.
He then left my lips and started to kiss my body, his lips wandered to my breasts and he started to suckle on my nipples, with his lips and soft wet tongue on my nipples, I felt this sweet sensation that threatened to take my breath away.
He sucked on my nipples for a while, then left it and started to kiss down my body, his lips were tactically and softly on my belly, causing me to shudder. In no time, his lips were already on my thighs, and he kissed down my thighs with so much passion, I could feel his warm breath on my pussy at this moment. and then came the mind-blowing sensation, he was already on my pussy, I felt his tongue on my clit, and my body, without doubt, responded to him.
I raised my waist upward and with my hand I held his head, grabbing and pressing him down as he tongue fucked me. The sensation was deep, wild, and almost too pleasurable, I could hardly control my breathing.
He suddenly stopped, pathing, I thought I almost drowned him down there in my pussy as I kept pressing him and the liquid that plunged out of my wet hole.
After he got up, he cleaned his jaw which was dripping with juice then he gently slides his finger inside of me and starts to fuck me with his fingers. He finger fucked me for a while, and at this moment, I had my eyes closed. As I was still relishing the finger fucking, I felt his dick pressing against my pussy.
Before I know it, he was already inside of me, he was already fucking me, and I felt his dick inside of me. I could feel him filling me up with his huge meaty organ. I can feel my pussy getting wetter every time he stretched it wider with his huge meat. He started hitting me faster and deeper, hitting me so good, and somehow, I just knew that he was where I wanted him to be. He plunged even harder with his hand now on my neck choking me, I felt so good at the moment and I knew that I'm going to cum any moment, his dick hitting my G-spot at this point.
With his eyes glued to mine and his hand still on my neck, he slammed his pelvis harder against mine and I started to cum, I felt my body shaking, with my pussy contracting around his dick.
He even went faster, I could feel his dick throbbing, "I am here baby," he said just before he started pumping his cum deep inside me. He made this beautiful look that I love about him as he came. As he finally pulls out of me, felt his cum running down my legs.
I look at him, and I can see the love in his eyes. I knew that this was where I belonged, and I knew that this was where I wanted to be, and I knew that this was the only man that could make me feel like a woman, and I knew that this was the man that I wanted to be with.
"I love you, Itachi," I said as I lay my head on his chest.
He looks at me, and he says, "I love you too." I opened my eyes after hearing him say that, and that was when it dawned on me, I was dreaming again.
Although last night was nothing less than disastrous, that stubborn insomnia invaded my being once again, I couldn't sleep throughout the night, I was just up thinking and touching myself like some sex-addicted freak. Even when I finally managed to reconcile with some sleep around 4 AM, I had that same sweet dream. I just can't continue like this. I dreamt of him again. My body longs for him, I long for his touch, I need him.
You see, everything becomes strange when no man meets your sexual expectations. I've been with many men, yet, none of them could actually treat me the way I want to be treated like a woman.
Today I feel so high, it's been months since I have been surviving without sex. I feel so desperate not to find that man who inhabits my mind and sends shivers down my spine just by imagining his hands on my skin.
I tilted my head with my eyes closed as I pictured him touching me. Maybe it's crazy. Maybe I should go out with one of the many boys who have proven that they will do anything just to get under my skirt, or maybe I should just shut up and stop thinking nonsense.
Today like every other day, I woke up with my hyper thinking habit. It's really exhausting to be me or live like me. My mind actually never pauses, always analyzing everything that happens in my environment, and for that reason, I sleep very little. With heaviness, I managed to get out of bed with my eyes burning from the little or no sleep I had.
Spending so much time in front of the computer is killing me, I think it's beginning to affect my eyesight. I need to find myself another job, one that will actually mean my going out more often. I placed my feet in the slippers and walked slowly to the bathroom. Apparently, I was alone today, and as expected, I am supposed to be in the best of moods, but in my case, that definitely is not the case.
My mood was terrible, actually, I have always had a terrible mood. I looked at my reflection in the mirror, I could see that I already got some dark circles. Seeing this, I sighed before I took the brush from the rack, then I placed some toothpaste and brushed my teeth, followed by the washing of my face.
When I was done with the bathroom formalities I walked to the kitchen. I didn't really want to cook. Did I mention that I hate the kitchen? Yeah, I actually did hate that part of my house, if not for the fact that I must eat, I would have wished that part out of my home. I just poured a little milk into a bowl and added cereal. Then I grabbed a spoon and went back to my room. I sat on the bed, leaning my back against the headboard, while I turned on the TV.
I ate "breakfast" with all the calm in the world. Being on vacation in December is perfect. I finished my appetizing breakfast and stayed in my room. I didn't want to do anything at all. Voluntary singleness was suffocating me. I spent a while channel-surfing until I finally fell asleep again.
Six hours later, a sharp sound woke me from my slumber. Shit, I muttered as I felt an annoying noise vibrating under my ribs. I reached out, grabbed the damn object that was making the noise, and saw that it was my best friend, who, by the way, was gay, yeah, a gay, his dick was not for my kind.
"What's going on? Don't you see it's very early, you jerk?" I said, irritated.
"Early? Look at the time, bitch!" he said, and then I turned and saw the time: 6:30 PM.
"Eh... it's early for me!" I said in my defense.
"I can't believe you're still sleeping," he said, his voice filled with disbelief.
"Shit," I replied. "My hormones were really crazy, and all I wanted was to sleep."
"And to have a man plunge his way inside you," he teased.
"Shut up. Why are you calling me? Tell me." I asked.
"Get ready by nine, we're going to the club," he explained.
"What? I don't want to go to the clâ"
"Okay, get beautiful. See you in a few hours. Bye," he said, hanging up even before I said all I wanted to say. Only God knows the scandal he'd cause if he arrived and I wasn't ready.