Wondering what's the worst that could happen if I just stop the timer and go to sleep.I instantly got the answer - I'm gonna fail maybe. I'm now questioning my past decisions that I've spent the whole semester chilling and now my exams have come to hand. I only have 1 week, 7 fucking days?
I do everything except losing confidence even in the most damned situations. I don't know if I should be proud of it or not but it is what it is. I'm now going to try the last strategy which is that I'll only read the short notes and just learn the questions.
Its 12:35 , I've covered some of the theoretical chapters. I'm now going to sleep but before that I've to clear the stuff I've miraculously managed to keep on a single table and the supplies on my bed beside the table. I grab all of them and just adjust them on the glass compartment placed above my table to the wall. I don't even care if my bed is totally messy Because I just want to sleep now as hell. I plug my earphones, play my playlist and fall asleep while listening to the music.
7:30 a.m.
I half opened my eyes. I'm literally wrapped in my blanket. I manage to uncover it by my feets because I'm a lazy bug. I'm now waiting for my mother to come and check on me and wake me up. After 10 minutes she come in my room and tell me that " it's not 7:30" , she show me time in her phone's lockscreen and she's right, it's 8:23 a.m. So now you my name is Janvi.
Now I know why was she giving me lame expressions. I instantly jump out of the bed and going straight to the bathroom. While brushing I look at the mirror. My hair are messy but they do look good. I tie them with a scrunchie because they're long and I'm not able to manage them while brushing my teeths obviously. I take a long bath and put on a baggy jean and a lavender colour vest t-shirt top.
I'm sitting absent minded in my room but I recognise my mom shouting my name " hey, breakfast is ready, come and take it " . I make my way to the kitchen passing the hall without getting my feet hurt by the sofa because my mom easily gets annoyed and a little offended if her order isn't followed within 2 mins. I grab my plate and she has made cheese sandwich and orange juice which both are my favourite. After having breakfast I just decided to pass sometime watching a movie and then study. As I open my tab my brother is here to accompany me as expected because that's what brothers actually do - annoying. His name is shourya and he is a year younger than me. We watched the movie without making disputes except the little fights which all siblings do. Again it's time to study and I'm not slightly in mood to use my brain. But I do open my notes and start to revise ignoring my intrusive thoughts.