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Chapter 2 - unwillingness

When I went home after school my brother keep asking me questions about why I am late and i felt so angry because the question was so stupid "where have you been, did you went to meet a boy , I have told you stop hanging around with that friend of yours she's not your age were did she take you to thi time because I know you supposed to be back since" he isn't talking about choice he is talking about honey well she is 3 year's older than me and my brother doesn't like her I was so angry that he had to be so noisy in my business then I just couldn't take it anymore "what's it to you why are you always noisy in my business this will be the last time you will try this non sense !" he felt offended by my outburst so he slapped me "am I your age mate now answer my question were have you been" I was so angry that I wasn't going to answer his question him seeing this slapped and kicked me I wanted to fight back but I was no match for him my mom heated the niose and rush from the kitchen to separate him from me and ask what happen he explained and mom was so angry 😠😡 with me that she sided with my brother and I had to explain where I was and why I was late my mom grounded me. When my dad came he saw that I was sad and ask what happened my brother was quick to explain and even my dad was angry that he said "don't you know he is your elder brother you should give him respect next time I will hear of this you will be in big trouble" I was so hear broken that I left and locked the door to my room crying asking my self alot of questions I know that we should have respect but my senior brother which is only 4 years older than me always take it as is number one priority to make me feel sad making remember when I was in school and he was there he never side with me and always add pepper even when he will see people bullying me I have always tell my parents but I guess my brother is always good in their eyes and I am the bad , rude and disrespectful child that's what everyone thinks making feel weather they care for me but I have made up my mind that I will never stay her again this is too much pain no one loves me I don't have a place in this house even my own mother 😭 can't side her only girl really pathetic ipacked few of my clothes with my things and my phone am not going to stay here for a second I called choice hopefully she answered"whatup girl why did you call is everything ok " "em choice are you home " "em I am going out with my boyfriend ". " Can I come to your house ". "okay I will be waiting". I hang up the phone and get my thing flying the window I walked out of the house with no one suspecting anything they all taught maybe I am out for. Fresh air so I went to the back were my things her took it and sneak out calling my friend for directions to her house because I have never been there I just want to be away from home and never come back when I reached there I waited for her I was looking around when I saw someone I looked closely it was choice I was thrilled to see her she is smiling at me "you didn't tell me before ahead that you were coming" I gave a smile " do I need to tell and be side I called you ". "well let's forget about that so why are you here " I told her everything that have been happening "so you see can I stay at your place" "okay sure till when ". She asked me but it was like a bomb exploded in my head I have never taught of that I was thinking maybe I can stay here and never go home well am I asking too much okay I know it's too much "hmmm I was thinking maybe your mom would allow me to stay " I know she knows what I am saying but she just pretend as if she is clueless. "Stay which kind of stay Sandra " she asked given me alook " okay you see I don't plan on ever going home " "WHAT!" she exclaim making some onlookers to give the both of us a glance she looked at me again then she noticed the bag on my back "no no no no no my mom might agree for a few days but not for ever ". Without knowing it we reached out destination she invited me in but I declined because I was nervous