"Ugh... Hmmhhmmm...", I finished inside the toilet bowl and put my phone aside, on the sink.
'*Sigh...* fuck... I did it again... No wonder I'm all alone...', I thought as I started cleaning up.
The sound of water trickling from my sword to the toilet filled the bathroom as I continued to clean up after the disgusting mess I just created.
After thoroughly cleaning everything, I flushed the toilet, wiped myself and left the bathroom into my bedroom.
I may not look it, but there was once a time when I had a decent job... and even a family... They're all gone now... I can't blame them, though... It was all my fault to begin with...
I walk over to my kitchen to check for food.
'Instant noodles it is... that's 10 nights in a row now... probably not healthy... Eeh.', I thought before turning on the stove to heat the water.
I looked at the pale blue flame of the stove as I reminisced about my past.
I used to be an engineer. I had a decent job, a house, a car... no wife, but I did have a girlfriend, a beautiful mother and a respected father...
But before being an engineer... I was a marine... Most marines don't really see war, but I was one of the unlucky few who just happened to be posted on the lookout in enemy territory...
I had always been skilled at hunting with a rifle, so I naturally excelled at sniping. My duty was to observe, report, and potentially eliminate any suspicious personnel along the route of the main battalion.
'*Sigh*, It's probably not called a "battalion" but who cares, I'm telling my story here...'
Anyway, while I was there... so far away from home... I... I did some... *Sigh* fuck. Whatever, you get the idea.
Getting back home, I was a different man. I looked and sounded the exact same... I talked and behaved the same, but I was not the same. I started seeing things that weren't there... I became more prone to violence...
My girlfriend left me soon after... poor girl, she was most likely traumatized by me... she was scared of men after she left me... or so I heard...
*Sigh...* I don't feel guilty though... I couldn't, even if I wanted to... Those things died right after my first bullet pierced the skull of that-
'The water's almost vaporized... Fuck...'
The one good thing that happened while I was in the military is that I got really good at vehicular maintenance... I had a natural talent to fix machines, and to come up with unconventional solutions to problems. I used to fix other people's rifles, change vehicle tyres, check up on engines, all those things... nothing too remarkable, but I liked doing it... made me feel like I was doing something more than just destroying... It made me think that if I repaired all of these machines that my friends relied on, I would somehow make up for killing all those... *Sigh...* Doesn't matter.
It definitely helped that I had picked physics and mathematics as my main subjects early on. Oh, what a future-thinker I was...
I returned to my bedroom after finishing the instant noodles.
'*Sigh...* I don't know why, but I keep remembering that stupid hentai I was just reading... Usually, I just immediately forget that shit after I'm done but... this time, what's so different... Is it because the guy who got NTR'd was an ex-military, like me... Also, now that I'm not horny anymore, what a terrible fucking story...'
It's a classic NTR story, mc goes to the military, his wife cheats on him with several men, mc comes back, is devastated, and ends his life.
My girl didn't cheat on me... well, I wouldn't know even if she did, I was too inside my own head to even care if she did...
Suddenly, my heart ached out of nowhere.
'Fuck... What's this...? Am I feeling something...?'
But then, the aching grew and it started to burn.
'This... definitely isn't a feeling... am I... Am I having a heart attack?!'
I immediately tried to get up from the bed and try to reach my phone.
'I need to call... the emergency... fuck... aaghhh, it hurts... Am I... Am I gonna die...? just like that...? Fuck... No...'
Before I knew it, my brain had started to shut off.
'Dodged all of those bullets... and this is how I end... Fate's such a bitch...'
Before I could even utter my last words, my world became dark.
It felt like I was sinking deep into some kind of abyss. I couldn't feel my body, or see anything.
It was... a sterile environment that I found myself in.
But then, all of a sudden, my eyes burst open.
I was standing in front of a house, in what looked to be a different country.
I quickly examined my surroundings and came to the conclusion that I wasn't in America anymore.
But the most shocking thing was what I was wearing...
'Military clothes... Fuck... Am I dreaming...? Or having a nightmare, perhaps?'
Before I could get my thoughts straight, someone opened the door of the house in front of me.
I looked up and saw, what could only be described as beauty incarnate.
5'4, black hair, slim build, well-endowed, Asian, wearing a white cardigan and blue leggins.
She was carrying a small bag in her hands, and she stared at me dumbfounded.
All of a sudden, she let go of the bag and rushed to me, and before I could react, she was already wrapped around me.
"Honey! It's really you! You came back!!! Oh, I'm so happy!!!", she cried.
'Huh... That's not English... But I can understand the language... is it... Japanese?', I couldn't understand what was going on.
"Oh, I was so scared you wouldn't come back when you said you were going to the military... Thank the heavens...", she kept crying, while hugging me.
I was utterly dumbfounded at what was going on. But suddenly, like a switch being flipped, I realized everything in the blink of an eye, and before I could process anything, my hands automatically wrapped around the woman and I said-
"Haha, I'm back, Aoi...", in perfect, fluent Japanese, with a voice I had never heard before.
But now, I knew what was going on...
'Fuck... This is the world of that stupid Hentai!!!! FUCK!'