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Chapter 2 - 2 I AM WITH YOUR CHILD COLIN

COLIN'S POV

After our arrival from Mr.Dominic's, Jay came out to welcome us back home. I was feeling some aches in my head. Right now I really needed my tea; it was my only remedy, it was soothing. 

 "Welcome sir," Jay welcomed me as I stepped down from the car. 

"Jay...".

"Yes sir ".

"I will be needing my tea now," I rubbed my forehead attempting to reduce the pressure.

"Okay sir..., you're alright sir?," Jay asked. I guessed he noticed my sickly movement. He was my butler and my favorite person, he knows me so well that I do wonder if he doesn't know me more I know myself.

"I just need my tea and a little bit of rest," I ran up the stairs in a hurry to get on my bed. " And also help her with her packing," I said and walked off.

Minutes later, Jay arrived with the tea on a tray. 

"Mr.Linham...," he knocked on door.

"Yes..Jay come in."

"Your tea sir ."

"Drop it on the table ," I said with fatigue.

"Sir...are you sure you're alright? Should I call the doctor?," he asked, I could sense he was trying to hide his panic.

"No don't, I'm okay, like I said I just need a bit of rest that's all. Is she gone?," I opened my eyes partially to see his response.

"Huh? No,no sir she hasn't, may I ask the reason she's packing? Is Mrs.Graham going on a vacation alone?."

"Sometimes Jay, you act like a wise person, and other times you're so oblivious of things, she's leaving for a good dumb head," I frowned, giving him a disappointed look.

"Oh!," he exclaimed, shocked." She does not want.."

He hasn't even finished his sentence when I shouted. "It's not her who doesn't want to continue this marriage !, it's I who is against it, I have been against it from the very beginning, don't act so unwise you ought to be prudent, think like me that's why you are my pal huh."

"Can I speak freely?" he asked, dropping the tea tray on the table.

"Hmm that's what I want," I stretched on the bed trying to release myself of the pain I felt on my back. It was like I was being beaten with hammers.

"You want a divorce right?".

"I already had." I gave him a mockery smirk. 

"Jeez Colin you did what?! And you didn't bothered telling me about it?".

"Why are you shouting, don't you know my head is banging?," I hissed. I gave him a mockery smirk, "sometimes you shouldn't know everything, you just need to find out."

 "You're the one who doesn't deserve her, you have to know, you can never get such a lady from anywhere else in the world, people like her don't come in pairs, man…you just missed a lifetime opportunity," he frowned.

"Then marry her so you wouldn't miss a lifetime opportunity yourself. I can get anyone I want and when I want broke ass," I curled my lips in a sneering smile.

"I would have if only fate had led her my way instead, and also if I had the resources ," he rubbed his head, feeling defeated, I could feel his heart pounding painful throbs.

"You see man, it all balls down to what I'm saying, resource! That's all you need to get the woman of your dreams." I laughed uncontrollably.

"But... you shouldn't let her go just like that... at least tell her you need more time, I think she will understand, you both are still very young ."

"I don't need more time for anything, I don't even think I will ever want to get married again,how can just a woman own all these huh?" I spreaded my arms demonstrating what I meant.

"Really you need to rethink your actions." he turned around heading out of the room. 

"Arrragh…," I cursed under my breath.

"Are you okay? I would call the doctor even if it's against your will." He said and stomped out.

"No...no," I held my head, I didn't wanted to see any doctor, I just wanted some rest. "Don't send for anyone, just make sure she leaves my house this instant ." I took a deep breath.

"Yes sir," he frowned." Like she's the cause of your problem," he hissed underneath his breath enough for me to hear.

"You just don't understand." I muttered shaking my head.

As I tried to sit up to take the tea I felt a bang inside my heart, "arrrgh!!!" I screamed as the tray fell down from my hands.

Pretty soon I heard footsteps rushing up the stairs. 

"Colin !" He rushed to my side as I laid on the ground holding my head and screaming in pains.

"Are you okay…" I heard a feminine voice ask in more of a whisper that I thought it wasn't real. 

"My head…my head…" I kept saying in agony.

"Don't you think we should take him to the hospital?" The same voice asked this time I could sense some panic in it. I tried to rise my head to see who it was." Arrragh…" I cursed as the pain hit me like a hammer.

"Yeah…we should," Jay said and lifted me up ,he carried me as though I were some a bag of cotton.

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I tried to open my eyes but the pains I felt didn't permit me to. As I laid on the bed, I felt some presence but I couldn't tell who it was.I heard someone walked into the room. 

"Is he okay ?" A voice asked.

"Yes…dear,he's stable for now." Another voice replied. I guess this was the doctor.

I tried to listen to their conversation but the pain in my head was so loud that I could barely hear.

"I'm Tina Davis, his girlfriend," I heard a barbie like voice say.

Tina…? Was it her all along? She came back I guess. ' But why ?' I wondered.

"Alright Miss, I would like to speak to you in private." The other voice said. Then I heard footsteps receding.

I suddenly felt a deep urge to sleep and I obeyed willingly, I really needed it.

"He is awake…" someone said as I opened my eyes gently so as not to arose the headaches.

"My love…how are you feeling?" She held my hands, I could see some traces of tears in her eyes.

"You..are..cry…ing," I could barely manage to say.

"No..no I'm not my love," she wept the tears off her eyes. "It just that I was so scared…" she burst into tears. " I thought I've lost you."

'Lost me…how,' I wondered. I'm just stressed out,not that I have some terrible sickness or something.

"Thank God it's all over, we can be together again…" she held my hands smiling sheepishly.

Just then I realized what she meant. She's happy about my divorce. Well..anyone who claims to care about me should.

"Jay…" I managed to call.

"Yes boss!" He rushed to my sides.

"Where's Bell?" I was shocked to have asked about her; the one woman who I can never comprehend. 

"She left already," he sat close to me. " Are you feeling better now? The doctor said it's insomnia, you will get better soon." He gave me an encouraging smile.

"Yeah I know…" I managed to sit up. 

Jay hunched forward and whispered into my ear, "Tina's here…"

Just then I remembered our last night together, it was before my supposed wedding. She had vowed never to come back to me if I went on with the wedding.

" What are you doing here," I asked not turning to her side.

"I came to see you," she stifled a sob." You never did asked after me."

"And…why should I have? You said you were never going to come back to me once I went on with the wedding, and I did, so why aren't you keeping to your own vow?" I said in a mockery tone.

"I would have…" her voice trailed off.

"Then why did you come here?" I flushed red with anger. She better not tell me she needs any damn thing,I have always knew she was a gold digger, but never believed she would be this cheap.

"I'm…I'm with your child Colin."