After having all that mess with me, I completed my work and went back home by taking a taxi. As I entered my apartment I saw my father was already home sitting on the sofa as usual, my mother setting up the dining table and my sister giving me strange looks as he was upset from the morning incident. I just got freshened up and sat for dinner at the table with my whole family, so Nana started a conversation, " Today Sam called me, He told me about a boy who is Denmark-based and wanted to meet you " I replied furiously "But you and Ma are going out tomorrow, how can I handle it alone" Nana said in clear tone " He insisted me so, I gave permission, be ready tomorrow". I was nervous but, I had to do it for my Nana and my sister.
The next day, Ma and Nana left, the moment they left my sister just kept on telling me about how to behave, how to greet, etc., etc. I just ignored her and left for my work. I reached the library and as soon as sat at my table I saw Abhimanyu coming towards me, I was nervous about how would I face him after leaving his party in the middle, "Saru where would you disappear yesterday I was finding you" he said worriedly, I replied in a shaking tone " I was not feeling well because of the costume so I left", he seemed to be calm now, " I will meet you at lunch today" he said furiously and left. The moment he left I took a deep breath But, I thought it was not enough I saw another man approaching me that tattoo guy from the lift I became more nervous but, he was there to return the book he issued yesterday, I was astonished by knowing that he had read the whole book in one night, "Hi! hmm, I am here to return this book I issued yesterday" he said with a straight face, I took the book from his hand and stamped the book, he left my giving me a little smile. He seemed to be a nice guy to me but, he was a famous personality in our society due to his behavior issues and especially because of her girlfriend.
I completed all the work at the library and it was probably 5 p.m. so, I left for home by taking a bus. I reached home within half an hour , the moment I entered my sister started ordering me to get ready and preparing everything nicely as she taught me in the morning but, I was least interested. I did everything she told me to do, she got a call from Sam that they were reaching within 10 min. I got a not in my stomach because I didn't want to get rejected for the 11th time. I calmed myself and went to greet Sam and his friend named Arun, he was tall and handsome wearing a blue color suit with black pants he looked nice which made me realize that now I was going to be rejected for the 11th time. We sat in the living room Jessie started the conversation, three of them were interacting and I was sitting there like an idiot, they seemed to be least interested in me. After half an hour they both left and I took a deep breath. Jessie said in a happy tone "Perfect match, you both look good with each other", I was not satisfied by her comment but, I didn't react to it I didn't want to shatter her happiness. Suddenly a phone rang keeping on the sofa "This is Arun's phone, go and return him, he will feel nice" Jessie said in an excited voice, "I can't do this, no I am not going to do this" I said in a rough tone, she insisted me to do so, I was helpless. I went down but, I heard both of them bitching about me, I stopped a little bit away for listening to what are they bitching about me. " What is this Sam? For yourself, you have chosen beauty like Jessie and you wanted to marry me with an aunty, this is not fair !" Arun said in an aggressive tone, " I think you would like her, I had so many hopes for you but you are also disappointing me" Sam said in a distressing voice. "For me to marry Jessie Saru has to marry first," Sam said with disappointment, " This is your problem, not mine, I can't ruin my life" Arun replied. This made me feel broken again my heart was aching with pain and sorrow, and tears rolled down my eyes. I stepped back to return to my apartment, I flipped back and saw that tattoo guy watching me cry and of course, he must be listening to what they both were talking about me. This made me more ashamed and upset so, I just moved inside the lift and he followed back of me, I was wiping the tears from my cheek when I knew he was watching me, suddenly took that mobile phone from my hand and threw it down from the lift t, that mobile phone got crashed and smashed. He got out of the lift to his floor and gave me a glance looking into my teary eyes which made me feel nervous. The next moment lift stopped at my floor got out of it and moved into my apartment. the moment I entered the apartment I heard Jessie crying like nothing she, gave me an intense look and started yelling at me "Because of you I'm not able to get my love, because of you!", "You are fussy! , "Arun also rejected you". This made me feel sad and angry. " I couldn't help it if anyone is not interested in me, this, is not my fault" I answered, Jessie replied shouting at me " Then find a man". I left her yelling and crying and went inside my room, I couldn't stop tears from rolling down my cheeks I was feeling useless and trenched.