Edward
The longer I was near Bella like this, the more my thoughts swam. Initially, I had only seen her as a means to lift my curse, but Arnold wanting her had made me concerned about why I was so angry over the thought of my friend having her. Touching her. Having her in all the ways that confused me. It was irrational. I shouldn't want her in that way, but I did. I kept trying to tell myself that I didn't, to no avail. I couldn't avoid how I felt. I wanted her. Desperately if I was honest with myself. Maybe having her once would be enough to satisfy this irritating needling desire I was harboring for this little thing I stole from Earth. After all, it had been centuries since I buried myself in a female. I hadn't even been remotely interested in anyone since Ara was taken from me.
The more I teased her, the more drawn to her I felt. It nearly pissed me off, but not enough to want to experience whatever this bizarre connection was between us. When I felt both her confusion and arousal mingle, I remembered when I fed on her the second time, I hadn't been able to stop myself from injecting some of my magic into her. The first time I fed, I was pissed off thinking that she had been with Arnold, but upon further conversation with him, she hadn't. He just wanted her much like how my father had wanted Ara. I was enraged by the thought of losing another woman who was mine.
The second time, all I wanted to do was ease her pain and make it pleasurable for her. Now that I had infused some of my magic with her blood, she would always be attached to me with a connection so strong that I would always be able to find her. No matter where she was. Once I pulled her body to mine, I wanted nothing more than to just thrust into her, take what I wanted, and leave before she even knew I was there, but the need to look into her eyes while I was fucking her overruled my initial thought process.
I wanted to experience all of her. Not just as The Beast but as who I am currently and possibly a bit of the Edward I used to be before everything turned dark. I wanted to be both rough and tender with her. Before I had rolled her over, her soft breathing along with the way she immediately snuggled into my side made my heart pound mercilessly in my chest. I shifted so that I was able to nuzzle into her neck, breathing in her once nauseating scent, but now found myself craving. I had been almost asleep, despite wanting to wake her to take her to places neither of us had been, when Bella sat straight up, gasping for air while she looked around wildly, obviously terrified of where she was.
I sat up a little as my arm tightened around her waist, so I could growl lightly in her ear, making her suck in air. I wanted to erase her fear and replace it with the desire that I was feeling for her. I wanted her to know that I intended to protect her, not just because she could rid me of The Darkness, but because I had started to care about her in ways a Beast was incapable. "Where do you think you are going, sweetheart?" I asked her huskily as I rolled over, forcing her back down onto the bed so I could pin her there.
When her hands went to my chest, lust for her drowned out every other emotion I was feeling. I couldn't help but smirk down at her as my cock began to swell between us, knowing that very soon, I was going to make her mine as more than just a servant. "Running away already? I told you before, you are not going anywhere."
My cock twitched as the smell of her arousal started to fill the space around us.
My eyes flickered between red and their usual green as she whispered, "I was not…"
"Oh? Then why do you look so guilty?" I murmured as I brushed my lips along her neck, while her face turned red, telling me that she was as into this moment as I was. "You belong to me now, Bella. Do not forget that." Not that she would be able to. I would make sure of it. I kept my eyes glued to hers as I lowered my mouth to hers, biting at her lips until she opened hers so I could thrust my tongue inside. I moved my hands down her body before tugging the hem of her dress up, baring her lower half to me. "Spread your legs," I grunted, forcing my knee between hers to nudge them open. But I pulled my knee up slightly. The Beast was emerging and I wanted to be present too. I would not allow him control over her unless she willed it. I would not rob her of that choice no matter how much I wanted her to be fully mine. But he told me took over.
When her legs dropped open more, I released the string on my trousers. My cock and my horns sprang forward as her eyes grew dark and widened. I rubbed my thick tip against her core, eliciting an excited moan from her. The sound spurred me on, and I thrust into her without hesitation. She lifted her hips, sending me deeper inside of her. I took her hands to pin them above her head as I repeatedly thrust into her. I grunted angrily as the feel of her pussy gripping my shaft teased something in my soul that I thought had died with Ara.
I buried my face in her neck to hide just how much she was affecting me. She lifted my face from my neck and kissed me passionately as her hands slid over my horns, holding them tightly as she rode my dick. When I got close to cumming, I bit into her neck, pushing more of my magic into her. She jerked beneath me and her movements became more wild. I felt a disconnect. Bella no longer felt like Bella. What is going on?
"Edward!" I froze for a moment when I heard the voice that fell from her lips before pounding into her furiously.
"Ara," I moaned. Why was my mind drifting to her when it should be on Bella? The Beast in me growled in frustration as the other part of me wished it was real.
"Edward," she repeated as we came undone together. I collapsed on top of her, panting as I came down from the mindblowing orgasm she gave me while she ran her hands up and down my back. "Edward?" She murmured.
My heart sped up as I raised my head to meet her eyes. I searched her face, startled to find myself looking into Ara's eyes, and not Bella's.
"Ara?" My mind is playing tricks with me. Is Bella experiencing this too?
She smiled at me as she ran her fingers affectionately through my hair. "I've missed you."
My heart ached in my chest as emotions threatened to choke me. "I've missed you too. I'm so sorry that I couldn't protect you. That I couldn't save you." I finally admitted what had haunted me for so long.
Her smile faltered for a moment before it was back in place. "I've watched you for centuries plot your revenge and execute it, and it has crushed me. I miss the man that you were back then. This one isn't the Edward that I loved. I don't know who this Edward is. I always told you that I would never say goodbye, but you didn't believe me. You went dark. You let The Darkness win." I kissed a tear that tried to make its way down her cheek as she lifted her hand to my face. "I don't want this Edward when I come back for good. Bring my Edward back."
She blinked and I found myself looking into Bella's eyes again. She lowered her hand away from my face as she turned hers to the side.
"I'm sorry," she mumbled.
I pressed my lips against hers. "It's okay, Bella. Things are going to be different now. You're mine, and I'm never going to let you go."
And I wasn't. I had ached for Ara for centuries and I just had her, but it felt wrong. Yes, I had not been able to protect Ara back then, but I could now. However, I don't want to. I want to protect Bella. Nothing was ever going to hurt Bella and nobody was ever going to be able to take her away from me. I will not lose this connection to Bella for what was for Ara. But how am I going to explain what just happened to her? I can tell that she feels remorse, and I won't allow it. I want to experience her not a shadow of goodbye.