Hey there. Author Rhenhwa here.

You see, everybody creates an enjoyable character who either has a big harem or is overpowered and can cook the universe in no time, however, I on the other hand, I want to pick a path different from other authors.

I don't know how to write, and honestly, I'm trying my best to make it balanced. I've been wanting to post this since two years ago, but the early draft are way to cringe, even for me.

And I changed it, adjusted some parts, and bam, this one happened.

It's fiction, yes, but still, not all fictional worlds are sunshine, and I have seen it from Webnovel that it is not so true.

And so, I want to create a situation whereby the whole world is doomed from the get go, and thus, we don't need someone with good sense of righteousness nor a "well written" mc to save the world.

Since I know I suck at writing, just get it that you might not enjoy this, as I certainly do not know how to write a well written plot.

You don't have to relate, heck, you may even hate the MC, I don't mind.

But if you just want to cringe, and see a bad written plot where I suffer the mc, cause you're tired of other works, then, read.

Introduction to the MC. The Main Character I envisioned.

Aristella Ren.

The main character of this book gained an unknown ability that wouldn't let him die no matter how much he himself tried to attempt his life.

This incident happened when he was six years old, when he wilfully convinced his parents concerning visiting their grandparents on one particular holiday.

However, on their way, they got into a fatal accident in which Ren was the sole survivor.

From there, he lived with his parents till around nine years old, and then after that, both of them had died too.

Faced with this fact, the main character had despaired and tried many ways to kill himself, thinking it was his fault for killing his parents.

He had awakened from [undying] roughly the moment his parents had died, and five years later, which would be two years after his grandparents death, he had begun facing [nightmare], which was another ability of his that allows him to cross dimensions in his sleep.

[Nightmare] had began to send him into a situation whereby his head has been looped over again and again.

Faced with all these misfortunes happening in his life, Ren had become tired, indifferent, and mentally unstable.

Perhaps his only attachment to holding onto the last bit of sanity left is because of the things his family had left behind for him….

Normally, his features appear indifferent and mostly tired in his everyday life. But during other situations, he dons a twisted expression.