"I can do better, I can be better, Please don't leave me"

A teenage boy in school uniform, is infront of a female teenage apologize to her. He's infront the entire school and everyone is looking at him. The teenage woman just looked at him and folded her arms. The school is out, everyone is still wearing Westward High School uniform and they haven't gone home yet.

"I told you. I never loved you Scott. Not even ONCE. I tried but you're too weak for me and I dated you cause I lost" the girl said to the boy and everybody's face just looked shocked but some had a knowing look. I guess most thought the relationship the had was a facade.

'Weak? And lost? What does she mean she lost' Scott thought after the girl finish talking.

"I... don't understand what you mean but I can make you happy" Scott stuttered when he talk to her.

"Scott. I don't want to be the one to tell you this but NOBODY LIKES YOU." The girl said to Scott and a scoff escaped her mouth unintentionally.

"You can't say that. I have my friend Ben and he's good guy" Scott said to the girl almost barely holding on tears from falling.

"Oh! I spent the weekend at his place. I texted you at 3 AM on Saturday morning don't you remember. I was taking a break before we did it all morning. Everyone knew from morning because Ben weren't around telling his friends and it spreads. Oh! He's a GOOD guy right then why didn't he tell you?" The girl said to Scott not worried about what would happen afterwards

"NO! You're LYING! Ben can never do that to me. You must be lying! You GOTTA be LYING" Scott said to the girl and clearly in denial and everyone can see he doesn't want to believe the truth 

"He's the one that made the bet and asked me to date you. Afterwards, he asked you to confess to me because he likes to cuck anyone" The girl said to Scott and the was a something with the way she said it.

"NO! Why did he do that for? I never did anything bad to him. Why? Why? JUST WHY???" Scott was in disbelief and fell down to his knees and tears began to flood

"I'm sorry. I was not supposed to tell you but you're a good guy. Let me tell you another truth, everyone was with you because you're loaded. You're rich but you don't party, you just do nerd shit" the girl said to Scott with sincerity or that's what her tone felt like 

Scott just kept crying without a sound but tears kept falling. Nobody was landing a hand to the guy and if they did, pretty sure Scott won't remember them because his mind is on overdrive and can process his surroundings

Everyone was beginning to head to they're homes. They started to leave one by one until most of them left. Scott began to have clarity of his surroundings. He cried for like 20 to 30 minutes while everyone was leaving.

'I wish the was rain'

Scott thought until he spotted a nerdy girl with glasses. She's not beautiful or ugly, she just have an average face. You know, the common face.

"You're done! Please don't lose yourself because of a setback. Everything will be alright" the girl said to Scott with concern 

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU KNOW? 'EVERYTHING WOULD BE ALRIGHT' YOU SAY! YOU KNOW NOTHING! NOTHING! YOU'VE NEVER BEEN CONFESSED TO OR DATED ANYONE! WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT LOVE WHEN YOU FAMILY IS FUCKED UP? YOU'RE NOT GOOD LOOKING, YOU DRESS TERRIBLE, YOU UNIFORM IS OLD AND YOU'RE POOR! YOU OWN MOTHER LEFT YOU FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE" Scott said to the girl and the girl was showing stoic expression.

"You're right. If all of you want to shout at me to feel good about yourself, GO ON. I know that you're...." The girl said before Scott interrupted her

"LEAVE ME ALONE! MARY! LEAVE.ME.ALONE!" Scott shouted at Mary with an angry voice.

Mary just left Scott on the ground before she left the school too.

[Scott's P.O.V]

Fuck man I went and did it. Got angry on the wrong person. You know, I loved her, I loved her.

Why is it that I still love her? I guess I'm hopeless. Life's bitch man. It looks beautiful but without confronting it, it reveals its ugly truth. It's how Life is a beautiful lie while Death is the ugly truth. Death is ugly to the young but beautiful to the old while life is beautiful to young but ugly to the old. 

Man what am I saying? I get dumped and I gained wisdom? Where was wisdom when I was getting played? Where was it when I was acting like a fool? I nerd being in a relationship with a gyaru. Do the ones that likes nerds exist or was it my wishful thinking?

"Boy in the ground" I guess someone is trying to talk to me. Let's see who it is

"Can you go home? I'm closing the school or you wanna sleep in it?" I've been kneeling for a long time if security guards are already closing the gates. "I'll go sir. Thank you for the reminder."

Man, I guess I should go somewhere. Dad and Mom won't come home again, so I'll be alone....again. 

Why did they even buy the penthouse? I should have just kept playing that game and never thought about relationship. She came like a hurricane and left like a hurricane.

I ended up on the bridge. 

Might as well jump.

Oh well, goodbye Mom and Dad. I love you guys. 

Fuck! My search history. 

It's cold, the water is cold. Dying is peaceful

Wait...

Why is it black here? I guess I dead.

What's that white ball? Is it one of those 

I thought that was a myth

"It is I, the God of Reincarnation, you pitiful soul have been granted the privilege to reincarnate but first... WAKE UP"

Oh, I'm still in the bridge. I'm fucked up man

I loved her. I gave it my all. I respected her.

Shit. Life is bitch

"It looks like you're about to cry or are you?"

{TO BE CONTINUE}