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The setting sun cast long shadows across the hospital floor as Naruto made his way back to his room, each step heavier than the last. His body ached, but it was nothing compared to the weight in his chest. Closing the door behind him, he sank onto his bed, the springs creaking under him.
The fight played in his mind again, but this time he saw it differently. Every moment where he'd pulled his punches, every opening he'd ignored, every lethal strike he'd diverted at the last second.
"I could have ended it," he whispered to himself, looking at his hands. "That first Rasengan... if I'd aimed it just a bit higher..."
He remembered the moment clearly—Sasuke had been off-balance, recovering from his own attack. A Rasengan to the chest would have been fatal. Instead, Naruto had aimed low, trying to disable rather than kill.
"What kind of mission was that?" he asked the empty room. "Going all out while holding back at the same time?"
His thoughts turned to Tsunade. He could almost see her expression—not angry, but disappointed. That would be worse. He'd convinced her to return, to become Hokage, promising to live up to the title he wanted so badly. And what had he done? Failed his first important mission because he couldn't separate his feelings from his duty.
"Some future Hokage," he muttered bitterly. "Can't even—"
The door opened with a soft click. Naruto tensed, expecting Jiraiya's imposing figure, ready for another lecture. Instead, Sakura's slim form slipped inside. She didn't look at him, didn't speak. In her hands, she carried a small vase with fresh soil and a single flower—he didn't know what kind. Her footsteps were nearly silent as she crossed to the windowsill.
The silence felt like a physical presence in the room. Sakura placed the vase down, adjusting it slightly. Her movements were mechanica like she was operating on autopilot. When she turned to leave, Naruto saw her face—pale, drawn, with dark circles under her eyes.
"Sakura," his voice came out rougher than he intended. She paused but didn't turn. "I... I need to tell you something."
She remained facing the door, one hand on the handle.
"I might not be able to keep my promise."
The words hung in the air between them. Sakura's hand tightened on the door handle until her knuckles went white.
"What?" Her voice was barely audible.
"The promise to bring him back," Naruto continued, forcing each word out. "I was wrong to make it."
Sakura turned slowly, her eyes meeting his for the first time. They were red-rimmed but dry. "Wrong?"
"Yeah," Naruto looked down at his hands again. "I promised something I had no right to promise. Something I might not be able to do. Not without..."
"Without what?"
"Without getting more people killed," he finished. "You haven't seen them, Sakura. Choji, Neji, Kiba... they're all in bad shape. Because of me. Because I treated this like some kind of game."
"It wasn't a game to me," Sakura's voice had an edge he'd never heard before.
"I know. But I treated it like one," Naruto met her gaze again. "I fought Sasuke like we were still sparring in the academy. But he wasn't sparring. He was trying to kill me."
"He wouldn't—"
"He would," Naruto cut her off, gentler than he'd intended. "He did. That last Chidori... he aimed it at my heart, Sakura. Not my shoulder, not my leg. My heart."
Sakura's breath caught. She took a step back, bumping into the door.
"And you know what's worse?" Naruto continued. "I had chances to stop him. Real chances. But I kept holding back because I was trying to save someone who didn't want to be saved."
"So you're giving up?" There was anger in her voice now, but it sounded fragile.
"No. I'm growing up," Naruto's voice strengthened. "If I see Sasuke again, I won't be fighting to bring back our friend. I'll be fighting a missing-nin who's threatened the village and tried to kill a fellow shinobi. And I'll fight him like one."
"You don't mean that," Sakura whispered.
"I do," Naruto's eyes held a certainty that made her step back again. "Because that's what being a real shinobi means. That's what wearing this headband means. Not playing at being ninja, not making promises we can't keep, but protecting the village. Even from people we used to call friends."
Tears finally spilled down Sakura's cheeks. "He's our teammate."
"Was," Naruto corrected gently. "He made his choice, Sakura. Multiple times. He chose to leave. He chose to fight. He chose to try to kill me. And I chose to keep playing pretend instead of stopping him when I could have."
"You really had chances?" Sakura asked, her voice small.
"Yeah. Three, maybe four times where I could have ended it. Really ended it. But I kept thinking about our time as Team 7, about bringing him back, about my promise to you..." Naruto shook his head. "And look what that got us. Look what it cost everyone."
Sakura slid down the door until she was sitting on the floor, her face in her hands. "I shouldn't have asked you to make that promise."
"And I shouldn't have made it," Naruto agreed. "We were both being children about it. But I can't be a child anymore. None of us can."
The room fell silent except for Sakura's quiet sobs. The flower on the windowsill caught the last rays of sunlight, casting a small shadow across the floor.
"What happens now?" Sakura finally asked, looking up with red eyes.
"Now?" Naruto looked out the window at the village. "Now we do what shinobi are supposed to do. We get stronger. We protect the village. And if Sasuke threatens either of those things..." he let the sentence hang.
"You'd really fight him? For real?"
"Yeah," Naruto nodded. "Because that's what he's been doing all along. I was just too stupid to see it."
She looked at the flower she'd brought, then back at Naruto. He looked different somehow—older, harder, but also more real than the loud boy who'd made impossible promises.
"I think," she said slowly, "I need to grow up too."
Naruto nodded, understanding in his eyes. "We all do."
Sakura turned to leave, then paused with her hand on the door. "Naruto?"
"Yeah?"
"Thank you... for being honest. Even though it hurts."
"That's what real friends do," he replied. "Not make promises they can't keep."
She nodded once and left, closing the door softly behind her. Naruto looked back out the window as darkness began to fall over Konoha. The village seemed different now, more real, more complex. Or maybe he was the one who had changed.
The flower Sakura had brought caught his eye again. In the growing darkness, it looked both beautiful and fragile, like the promises they'd made as children. But they weren't children anymore. They couldn't afford to be.
One Week Later
The morning sun felt harsh on Naruto's skin as he left the hospital. A week of lying in bed had made him restless, but now that he was out, each step felt heavier than he'd expected. Villagers went about their daily routines, but he could feel their glances, their whispers.
"Nothing new there," he muttered, shoving his hands in his pockets. The whispers had always been there, ever since he was small. But they felt different now—less about the demon fox, more about the failed mission.
His mind drifted to Kakashi. Where was his sensei now? Jiraiya had mentioned, almost casually, that Kakashi had found him at the Valley of the End. Found him unconscious, defeated, while Sasuke was long gone.
"What would you have done, Kakashi-sensei?" he wondered aloud, drawing a strange look from a passing civilian. "Would you have tried talking? Or would you have..."
He couldn't finish the thought. But he knew the answer. Kakashi was a former ANBU captain. He wouldn't have hesitated. Wouldn't have pulled his punches. Wouldn't have let personal feelings interfere with the mission.
Before he realized it, he was standing before the Hokage Tower. He'd walked the entire way lost in thought, his feet carrying him automatically. Taking a deep breath, he climbed the stairs, each step echoing in the quiet hallway.
The door to the Hokage's office loomed before him. He knocked, more firmly than he felt.
"Enter," Tsunade's voice came through, clear and authoritative.
Naruto stepped inside, closing the door behind him. Tsunade sat at her desk, papers spread before her, but her eyes were fixed on him with an intensity that made him want to squirm.
"What are you doing here?" she asked, her tone neutral but sharp.
"I need to give my mission report," Naruto replied, his voice coming out rougher than intended. "About Sasuke."
"Shikamaru already submitted his report," Tsunade said, leaning back in her chair.
"Shikamaru wasn't there," Naruto countered. "He didn't see what happened at the Valley of the End. He didn't fight Sasuke."
Tsunade studied him for a long moment, then nodded slowly. "Go on."
Naruto took a deep breath. "I caught up to him at the Valley of the End. He... he wasn't the same person anymore. The curse mark had changed him. Or maybe it just showed who he really was."
"Continue," Tsunade prompted when he paused.
"We fought. I... I kept trying to talk to him. Kept trying to convince him to come back," Naruto's hands clenched at his sides. "I was stupid. I had openings. Real ones. Times when I could have ended it."
"And why didn't you?"
"Because I was still thinking like a kid," Naruto met her eyes. "Still thinking about promises and friendship and bringing him back. While he was trying to kill me."
"Explain."
"His last Chidori," Naruto's hand unconsciously touched his chest. "He aimed it at my heart. Not my shoulder, not my leg. He wanted me dead. And I... I still couldn't bring myself to fight him properly."
Tsunade's expression remained neutral. "What would you have done differently?"
"The first real opening was when he was recovering from an attack. His left side was exposed. A Rasengan there would have..." Naruto swallowed hard. "It would have been fatal. But I aimed low instead, trying to disable him."
"I see," Tsunade folded her hands on her desk. "And now?"
"Now I understand what I did wrong," Naruto's voice strengthened. "I wasn't treating it like a real mission. I was treating it like a game, like something from the academy where everything works out if you try hard enough and believe in friendship."
"And what did that cost?"
"Choji almost died," Naruto's voice cracked slightly. "Neji too. Kiba and Akamaru are still recovering. All because I couldn't separate my feelings from my duty. Because I convinced everyone to risk their lives for someone who didn't want to be saved."
"And what about your promise to Sakura?"
Naruto's jaw tightened. "I already told her I was wrong to make it. That I can't keep it. Not without getting more people killed."
Tsunade raised an eyebrow. "You told her this?"
"Yeah. Six days ago. She came to my room and..." he trailed off, then straightened. "I told her the truth. That if I see Sasuke again, I won't be fighting to bring back a friend. I'll be fighting a missing-nin who's threatened the village and tried to kill a fellow shinobi."
"You really mean that?"
"Yes," Naruto's voice was firm. "I do. Because that's what being a real shinobi means. That's what I should have done from the start."
Tsunade was quiet for a long moment, studying him. Finally, she spoke: "Do you know why Kakashi was the one who found you?"
Naruto blinked at the sudden change of topic. "No."
"Because I sent him after you," Tsunade's voice was hard. "Because I knew you weren't ready for this mission. Because I knew you'd let your emotions cloud your judgment. But I let you go anyway, because I thought maybe you needed to learn this lesson for yourself."
"The lesson being that I'm not ready to be Hokage?" Naruto asked quietly.
"The lesson being that a Hokage can't afford to put personal feelings above the village's safety," Tsunade corrected. "That sometimes protecting the village means making hard choices. Choices that hurt. Choices that go against what your heart wants."
"Like the Third did with Orochimaru?"
"Exactly," Tsunade nodded. "And like I should have done with you. I let my own feelings interfere. Let myself be swayed by your determination and Sakura's tears. It won't happen again."
"Good," Naruto said, surprising her. "Because I need to learn how to be a real shinobi, not just someone playing at being one. And I can't do that if people keep treating me like a kid who needs protecting from hard truths."
Tsunade's expression softened slightly. "You really have grown up, haven't you?"
"Had to," Naruto shrugged. "Saw too many friends in hospital beds not to."
"Very well," Tsunade straightened in her chair. "Report completed. You're dismissed."
Naruto turned to leave, then paused at the door. "Tsunade-baachan?"
"What is it?"
"I'm sorry I let you down."
"You didn't," she replied. "You learned. That's what matters. Now go. I hear Jiraiya's looking for you. Something about training."
Naruto nodded and left, closing the door quietly behind him. Tsunade stared at the closed door for a long moment before pulling out a bottle of sake.
"Well, First Hokage-sama," she murmured to herself. "Looks like that kid might actually grow into the title someday after all."
Later
Steam rose from the bubbling pots as Naruto ducked under the familiar curtains of Ichiraku Ramen. The scent of broth and noodles usually lifted his spirits, but today it just made his stomach clench.
"The usual, old man," he said, sliding onto his regular stool.
Teuchi looked up from his cooking, his experienced eyes taking in Naruto's slumped shoulders and distant gaze. "Coming right up." He stirred the pot slowly, then added, "Been hearing all sorts of stories about the Uchiha boy. Some say he was kidnapped, others say he left on his own. Nobody seems to know the truth."
For a moment, Naruto felt the familiar urge to explode, to rant about Sasuke's betrayal, about his own failures. The words burned in his throat, but he swallowed them back. Teuchi had always been kind to him, but this wasn't something the ramen chef could fix with a bowl of noodles.
"I'd rather not talk about it," Naruto said quietly.
"Of course," Teuchi nodded, understanding in his eyes.
"Hey, Naruto," Ayame leaned over the counter, her smile bright. "Did you hear about the merchant who tried to sell instant ramen as 'authentic Ichiraku style'? Dad nearly chased him down the street with a ladle!"
Despite himself, Naruto felt his lips twitch. "Really?"
"Oh yes! You should have seen his face when Dad started listing all the ways his soup base was wrong," Ayame laughed. "I thought he was going to faint!"
"The nerve of some people," Teuchi grumbled good-naturedly, placing a steaming bowl in front of Naruto. "Thinking they can replicate forty years of experience with powder and dried vegetables."
"What did you do?" Naruto asked, finding himself genuinely curious.
"Made him eat a bowl of real ramen," Ayame grinned. "He looked so ashamed, he packed up his stand and left town that night!"
Naruto chuckled, picking up his chopsticks. "Serves him right. Nobody can copy Ichiraku ramen."
"Speaking of copying..." Ayame's eyes flickered to something behind Naruto.
Familiar footsteps approached, measured and deliberate. Naruto's shoulders tensed. He didn't need to turn around to know who it was—he'd recognize that chakra signature anywhere.
Please keep walking, he thought desperately. Please just keep—
The stool beside him creaked as Kakashi sat down. "I'll have what he's having, Teuchi-san."
Naruto stared intently at his bowl, stirring the noodles without eating them. The silence stretched between them, broken only by the bubbling pots and distant street noise.
"You know," Kakashi said finally, his voice casual, "ramen tastes better when you actually eat it."
"Not hungry," Naruto muttered.
"Really? The Naruto I know would be on his third bowl by now."
"Maybe you don't know me as well as you think," Naruto snapped, then immediately regretted it.
"Maybe not," Kakashi agreed mildly. "The Naruto I thought I knew wouldn't avoid looking at his sensei."
Naruto's hands tightened around his chopsticks. "Wouldn't you? If you'd failed as badly as I did?"
"Hmm," Kakashi accepted his bowl from Teuchi with a nod. "And how exactly did you fail?"
"How did I—" Naruto finally turned to face him, anger flaring. "I let Sasuke go! I had chances to stop him and I didn't take them! I got my friends nearly killed! I—"
"Made mistakes," Kakashi cut in. "Like every shinobi does. Like I have."
"But the others—"
"Knew the risks," Kakashi said firmly. "They're shinobi too, Naruto. They made their own choices."
"I still failed," Naruto looked back at his bowl.
"Yes, you did," Kakashi agreed. "And you learned from it. That's what matters."
"Tsunade-baachan said something similar."
"Smart woman," Kakashi finished his bowl with impressive speed. "Though don't tell her I said that."
A small smile tugged at Naruto's lips. "So... you're not disappointed in me?"
"For failing the mission? No," Kakashi turned to face him fully. "For avoiding me for a week? A little bit."
"I thought... I thought you'd be ashamed of me."
"Naruto," Kakashi's voice softened slightly. "The only thing that would make me ashamed is if you didn't learn from this. And from what I hear, you already have."
"Yeah," Naruto picked up his chopsticks again, finally feeling hungry. "Yeah, I have."
"Good," Kakashi stood up, leaving payment on the counter. "Then I'll see you at training tomorrow. Six AM sharp."
"You mean noon?" Naruto asked, a hint of his old self showing through.
"Six AM," Kakashi eye-smiled. "After all, you want to learn to be a proper shinobi, right?"
"Right," Naruto nodded firmly.
"Then eat up. You'll need your strength," Kakashi turned to leave, then paused. "Oh, and Naruto?"
"Yeah?"
"I'm proud of you. Not for failing the mission, but for how you've handled that failure. That's what makes a real shinobi."
Before Naruto could respond, Kakashi vanished in a swirl of leaves. Naruto stared at the empty space for a moment, then turned back to his ramen, a small but genuine smile on his face.
"More noodles?" Ayame asked, already reaching for the pot.
"Yeah," Naruto said, his appetite finally returning. "Yeah, I think I could eat."
"That's the Naruto we know," Teuchi smiled, already preparing another bowl.
As the steam rose from his fresh bowl of ramen, Naruto realized something had shifted inside him. The weight was still there, but it felt different now—less like a burden and more like strength waiting to be built upon.
Tomorrow would be hard, but that was okay. He was ready to learn, ready to grow. Ready to become the shinobi he needed to be, not just the one he'd imagined being.
Tomorrow
Dawn painted the training grounds in shades of purple and gold as Naruto arrived, surprised to find Kakashi already there, reading his ever-present orange book.
"You're... early?" Naruto blinked, wondering if he was still asleep.
"Ah, about that," Kakashi closed his book with a snap. "I thought about being late, but then I realized something interesting had happened yesterday."
"What's that?"
"You grew up a little," Kakashi's visible eye crinkled. "Seemed only fair I should do the same."
Naruto shifted uncomfortably under his sensei's gaze. "About that... I heard from Ero-sennin that he wants to take me away for training."
"Three years, I believe," Kakashi nodded, moving to the center of the training ground. "Have you decided?"
Naruto followed, falling into a defensive stance automatically. "I don't know. The village is my home, and after what happened with Sasuke..."
"You're worried about leaving?" Kakashi launched a casual strike, which Naruto barely blocked.
"Yeah," Naruto admitted, countering with a sweep kick that Kakashi easily avoided. "What if something happens while I'm gone? What if—"
"What if you're not strong enough when the Akatsuki come?" Kakashi finished, increasing the speed of his attacks.
Naruto's eyes widened as he desperately defended against the barrage. "How did you—"
"Because that's what I would be thinking," Kakashi caught Naruto's punch and used the momentum to throw him. "The village or your training. Security or strength. It's not an easy choice."
Naruto rolled to his feet, creating shadow clones. "Which would you choose, sensei?"
"That's not the right question," Kakashi dispelled the clones efficiently. "The question is: which choice makes you stronger for the village in the long run?"
"I don't—" Naruto dodged a kick, "—understand."
"Sometimes," Kakashi appeared behind him, "leaving is how you protect what matters most."
Naruto spun around, kunai drawn. "Like Sasuke did?"
"No," Kakashi caught his wrist. "Like the Fourth did when he left to train with Jiraiya. Like many strong shinobi who sought knowledge outside these walls. The difference is in the intention."
"The Fourth trained with Ero-sennin too?"
"And came back stronger for it," Kakashi released him, stepping back. "The village was still here when he returned."
Naruto lowered his kunai, thinking. "But what about my friends? Sakura's already lost Sasuke, and now if I leave..."
"She'll understand," Kakashi said softly. "She's growing too, you know. Training with Tsunade-sama. Everyone is moving forward, Naruto. The question is: in which direction will you move?"
"I want..." Naruto clenched his fists, "I want to be strong enough to protect everyone. Strong enough that next time, I won't fail."
"And do you think you can reach that level staying here? Training in familiar grounds with familiar faces?"
"No," Naruto admitted. "But it feels like running away."
"Running away?" Kakashi chuckled. "The Naruto I know doesn't run from anything. Not even hard choices."
"You think I should go?"
"I think," Kakashi drew another kunai, "that you already know what you need to do. Now, show me what you've got. If you're leaving for three years, I want to make sure you remember at least some of what I taught you."
Naruto grinned, his first real smile in days. "Better not hold back then, sensei."
"Oh?" Kakashi lifted his headband, revealing his Sharingan. "I wasn't planning to."
The training ground erupted with the sound of clashing metal and jutsu, but beneath the combat, both teacher and student understood what wasn't being said. This wasn't goodbye—it was preparation for a new beginning.
As the morning wore on and their sparring intensified, Naruto felt the last of his doubts fade away. He would leave, but not to run away. He would leave to become stronger, to protect his precious people, to honor the faith his teachers had placed in him.
And when he returned, he would be ready—ready to face whatever challenges awaited, ready to protect his village, ready to be the shinobi he needed to be.
Later
Kakashi paused their sparring session, reaching into his vest pocket. "Before you go with Jiraiya-sama, there's something else you should know about."
"What's that?" Naruto asked, wiping sweat from his forehead.
"It's time you learned about your element affinities."
Naruto tilted his head. "Element affinities? What's that?"
"Everyone who can use chakra has natural elemental affinities," Kakashi explained, pulling out a small square of paper. "Think of it as your chakra's natural inclination toward certain elements. There are five basic elements: fire, lightning, water, earth, and wind."
"Like your Chidori is lightning?" Naruto's eyes lit with understanding.
"Exactly," Kakashi held up the paper between his middle and index finger. "These are special papers made from trees fed with chakra. They react differently depending on your elemental affinity."
Naruto leaned forward, suddenly interested. "How does it work?"
"Watch," Kakashi channeled a tiny amount of chakra into the paper. It immediately crinkled and wrinkled up. "See that? That's what happens with lightning affinity. If the affinity is particularly strong, it would ball up completely."
"Cool!" Naruto grinned. "What about the others?"
"Fire affinity makes it burn – first warm, then to ash if the affinity is strong. Earth turns it brown and crumbly. Water makes it damp and slimy. And wind..." Kakashi pulled out another paper, "cuts it. Either in half or into multiple pieces, depending on the strength of the affinity."
"So everyone has one of these affinities?"
"Some people have more than one, though it's less common," Kakashi reached into his pocket again. "Most jōnin develop a second affinity through training. I have both lightning and earth affinities, though lightning is my strongest."
He held out a paper to Naruto. "Want to find out yours?"
Naruto snatched the paper eagerly. "What do I do?"
"Just channel a small amount of chakra into it. Like you're trying to make it stick to your skin, but gentler."
Naruto held the paper like Kakashi had demonstrated, concentrating. For a moment, nothing happened. Then suddenly, the paper split cleanly in half.
"Wind affinity," Kakashi nodded approvingly. "And quite strong too. That was a clean cut."
"Wind?" Naruto looked slightly disappointed. "But I wanted something cool like your lightning!"
"Wind can be incredibly powerful," Kakashi's eye crinkled. "The Fourth Hokage had wind affinity too. In fact, he used it to create one of his strongest techniques."
Naruto's eyes widened. "Really?"
"Yes. Wind chakra, when properly mastered, can be sharp enough to cut through almost anything. It can enhance weapons, create powerful defensive barriers, or..." Kakashi paused meaningfully, "even be combined with other techniques to make them stronger."
"Like the Rasengan?" Naruto asked excitedly.
"Potentially," Kakashi agreed. "Though that would be an extremely advanced application. Something to think about during your training with Jiraiya-sama, perhaps?"
Naruto looked at the split paper with new appreciation. "Do you think Ero-sennin can teach me wind techniques?"
"Jiraiya-sama knows techniques from all elements, though wind isn't his specialty," Kakashi said. "But knowing your affinity is just the first step. The real work comes in learning to manipulate it."
"How do you do that?"
"Well," Kakashi picked up a leaf from the ground. "One traditional exercise is trying to cut a leaf using only your chakra. Want to try?"
Naruto grabbed the leaf eagerly. "Show me!"
"Channel your chakra like you did with the paper, but this time, try to make it as sharp as possible. Imagine your chakra becoming a blade."
Naruto concentrated hard, his face scrunching up with effort. The leaf trembled slightly but remained intact.
"It's harder than it looks," Kakashi chuckled. "But this is something you can practice anywhere. Even while traveling with Jiraiya-sama."
"I'll master it," Naruto declared, still staring intently at the leaf. "I'll make the strongest wind techniques ever!"
"I don't doubt it," Kakashi said softly. "But for now, let's get back to sparring. You'll need solid fundamentals before you start playing with element manipulation."
Naruto tucked the leaf carefully into his pocket, a determined glint in his eye. "Right! And when I come back, I'll show you what I've learned!"
"I look forward to it," Kakashi raised his kunai again. "Now, show me that determination in action."
As they resumed their sparring, Naruto's mind was already racing with possibilities. Wind chakra, like the Fourth Hokage... maybe leaving the village wouldn't just make him stronger. Maybe it would help him forge his own path, just like his heroes had done before him.
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