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I've unlived her

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Chapter 1 - The beginning

Peter was a man of lies he often lie about everything he was made a fool of himself plenty of times he was I lonely men until he met a women named Eliza Peter had made a false persona of his life he tried to pretend that his this man who has been in plenty of relationships before even though he barely been in one the closes one he had was of an online one he had something called false confidence but it did attract a women named Eliza Peter deep down know that the person he is is merely an illusion he had made out of his mind he always says his handsome but his more bellow Avarage to be precise Peter is a man you would call a fake.

Even though with this false persona of his instead of seeming confident he got the glare of others labeling him as arrogant or a delusional person which he neither was you can't lebel someone a delusional when he knows that his telling a lie you could only lebel him as I liar Eliza on the other hand is I above Avarage women on the shorter side with cute and quite chubby face Eliza was really never the type of women that Peter dream of but out of loneliness he asked her out and surprisingly Eliza agreed to be with him there relationship was quite a healthy and good one back before the next school year started but when it started all hell break loose Peter is the kind of person that value the opinion of others.Peter and Eliza was put on the same class and was pretty open about their relationship at first until some of his classmates started talking bad about Eliza and why you might asked Eliza is the kind of women you guys would labeled as a stuck up nerd the teachers pet and no human wants to be out Shadow no matter how kind and friendly Eliza is she was never accepted as I real part of the class because of her trait of out Shadowing everyone with her intelligence the class where are characters are pretty brutal they are the jealous kind the greedy kind the desperate ones the cheaters the people you wouldn't want to make enemies of because of how strong their influence is in the school and this influence clouded the affection that Peter had for Eliza he was embarrassed being seen with the teachers pet he doesn't like this kind of attention.

He tried to distance himself away from Eliza at first until they got seated at one of their classes where Peter's list overcome him and he asked Eliza if he could touch her by the thighs Eliza hesitantly agreed but agreed nonetheless this continues of weeks Peter is no longer embarrassed of being seen with Eliza his list overcome the shame of being seen with the "teachers per" but a few weeks later Peter realized that Eliza seems to be distancing herself away from her he didn't know what was happening he done everything he could even though he seems lustful he is also quite the loving type and quite the spender also buying Eliza gifts and food to eat with his own allowance so why why is Eliza suddenly distancing herself away from her until one day he saw Eliza sitting next to another man being quite friendly with Peter's false confidence and persona his deeper insecurities started showing at first he let Eliza hangs around with the man trying to be the ideal partner who is neither forcing nor too possessive but Peter started noticing the less and less time Eliza spending with him instead spending it with this other man.

Peter felt betrayed angered jealous!

He doesn't know what he did wrong he gave her everything he never was once this loyal or loving to anyone before but why why did she return it like this Peter continue to try to pretend to be the understanding boyfriend type but he started noticing things that shouldn't be even when he asked Eliza to hangout with him she doesn't but when the other man asked she quickly agreed with out any hesitation but on the other hand peter needs to bribe Eliza with free food to get her to come with him when he asked Eliza to sat next to him she always made up excuses how the teachers could see them on how the sitting arrangement shouldn't be change but when it comes to that man she even asked that man seat mate to switch seats with her but she had never done it to me Peter says to himself it's the most awful feeling that Peter have felt in his entire life that his first love the women that he would give everything is with another man and is spending more time with him this is the moment where Peter snap the moment he got home he confronted Eliza about the man and Eliza tried to make excuses such as oh we're seatmate at this subject his just a friend and all but that moment Peter demanded that Eliza start distancing herself away from her or else he would break up with her out.

Eliza agreed to stopped talking to the man but in just a couple of days their back a again with their routine Peter couldn't hold it int the worse part is when he told it to Eliza's friends they just simply replied she's just dense Peter tried to confront Eliza about this issues manny times but it never changes in just a matter of days their back at it again Peter first thought is yes maybe Eliza is just dense because he is her first boyfriend after all but the moment he heard that one of Eliza's friends the reason why they fight is because the friend told Eliza that she should Listen to Peter she merely rolled her eye and argue with the friend.

With that information thousands of reasons no millions of reasons came into the mind of Peter didn't she even thought of how I would feel didn't she even think I would be hurting why why is she like this Peter was lost his mind and with all this thought that one day he confronted Eliza again about the man and she cried and said she will avoid him completely but as Peter was walking Eliza home this afternoon the man walks bh the man's started talking to Eliza instead of the responsible thing in Peter's word to ignore that ma Eliza proceeded to flirt with the man Infront of Peter this angered Peter but he hide it quite well as the man left and a smile on Eliza's face the usual argument between the couple of 8 months have started again "why do you still talk to him" Peter asked with his angered tone Eliza seems shocked with Peter's reaction simply say"Peter he talked to me first it would be rude to not respond back" this angered Peter more the thought in his head going into frenzy.

Seriously respect what about my wishes what about my dignity as your boyfriend flirting with another man Infront of me don't you have an ounch of respect from me but you do for another man in Peter's mind.

The argument continues until Peter said " let's just break up when you keep acting like a stupid whore if you can't keep your labido in check when there is another man you shouldn't be in a relationship"

Eliza simply replied "okay then let's break up after all you just done nothing but threaten me with breka ups"

As Peter's heard this words his heart was shattered doesn't she even cared he asked himself I did everything right I didn't do anything wrong so why is this happening to me he asked himself why why why!! Do I mean so little to the point she would just said Okay when I asked for a break up Peter our of anger approaches the leaving fingure of Eliza and choke her from the back(rear naked choke to be exact if you wanna imagine it even more)

As Eliza's struggled in the graps of Peter we heard a pop signalling the breaking of Eliza's neck.

As Peter finally came to his senses he saw Eliza's lifeless corpse in his arms "what have I done" he spoke "what have I done!!!" Peter quickly look around and saw no one around as he dragged the lifeless body of Eliza and throw it over the bridge

He proceeded to lock himself in his room for the entirety of the weekend filled with guilt and disgust towards himself he kept repeating what have I done what have I done as the worse day of the week finally come Monday Peter was surprised that he hasn't been arrested yet it's a pretty obvious crime and it's not well planned he simply just killed then throw the body off the bridge as he was walking towards his university a man talked to him "ey lad nice coat your wearing there"

It was indeed a nice coat but a little unusual for the sunny weather Peter decided to wear his father's coat for he felt expose naked whlie Walking almost like they will critize everything he does he worries that the might recognize his posture his build and suspects his the killer as the man says those words to Peter a gazillion thoughts wonder on his phone head wondering how could this knew does he really looked like that suspicious at his mind he continues to ridicule himself scolding him "you idiot why did you think of wearing a big coat for such a sunny day of course they will be suspicious oh no!! Oh no!! What should I do!" Peter's heart started beating faster his stomach seems to want to vomit out his breakfast is it guilt is it fear even Peter doesn't know but as the man for earlier was weirded out by this boy he continue on with his day and so was Peter

But Peter continue too looks around the hallway like any moment cops would suddenly just arrest him he turn to all side walk as fast as he could his heart beating as if he's in danger but all this was just in his mind he kept thinking of all kinds of possiblity that shouldn't happen possibility that is just fantasy what if he was not caught because Eliza survive what if what if!!

He was a completely broken man in just 2 days as the other students enter the class room Peter anxiously shaking in his seat everytime the door opening thinking is that Eliza no!! No he was so anxious to the point that he sweat so much that it made it looked like he just took a swim

As his thoughts continues a hand was suddenly place on his shoulder in just mere seconds Peter have already thought it's probably the cops Eliza or someone who will do harm to him

"Bro why are you so wet it's a sunny day out there, there isn't even an ounch of rain mate did someone splash water on your or something "

In the end it's his friend Simon

"O-oh Simon it's just you you scared me there for a minute yes I splash some water at me on my way here" he chucklingly said he tried to cover his thoughts with a smile which Simons buys quite well

As Simon sit Infront of him he notice how pale Peter was and how much weight he lose just this weekend alone "you aight mate your even whiter than your girlfriend now and you looks like you haven't eaten in days I understand your try to cut some weight of but this ain't healthy"

As the word girlfriend rang into Peter's head his thought started to malfunction again and again thinking of all the possiblities does he know what I did to Eliza and what does he meant as white is he trying to say to me that he knows I killed Eliza (Remember Eliza is a women with dark brown eyes and dark hair with skin as white as snow and with body who's neither thin nor fat) as Peter's thoughts start take over him another hand landed on his shoulder it's the man that Eliza always talks to the man that Peter hated with all his being Alexander "yo Peter have you seen Eliza I was asking her a question through chat but she never really responded" at that moment even in the death of Eliza Peter's jealous couldn't hold it any longer he lounge's towards Alexander but before he could really Simon punches Alexander in the face shocking Peter and the whole class "found your own women to bother snake do you even have self moral" Simon is the only friend that Peter really told his insecurities about Eliza's and Alexanders relationship at first Simon just surges it off and thought that his buddy here is just feeling insecure and advice him that he should told Eliza to go away from that guy Peter late follow his advice but nothing really worked (a man can differentiate a male person who was an intention to just be friendly and be romantic a lot of people might argue they can't but they are for a man knows what the other man thinks because they have been in that situation before think of a man telling his spouse to wear modest clothes why because he knows that if she doesn't a lot of guys would stare how does he know you might asked because he would also stare.)

As the fight continues it was sowly broke off by the other classmates and they all returned to their respected sits it's a fight but no one really wanted the teachers to be involved as the teacher finally came a man who clearly bolding but is still not shaving wearing a suit suitable for his position as a teacher bu that's the only thing respectable about him

As the class started Peter's mind wonder something else and so does his gaze his gaze laze upon the seat wearing Eliza was seated in he doesn't know if his feeling guilty anger or jealous but he just knows that that's the seat of a women he once loved dearly adore spoil.

As this continues he barely pays any attention to lectures of the teacher he didn't even realize that his professor is already different he recalled times before his ugly side shows it's head the happy times of their first date as the class ended Peter was later called into the principals office as he made his way through the hallway the familiar lump on his stomach was once again there did they finally found the body did they finally see through the mask his wearing did they know as he walked through the hallway with this thought on his head he saw Alexander smiling laughing this angered Peter it's all his fault my relationship with a Eliza was everything it was romantic it was nice it was beautiful it was healthy until this bastard came I should have killed him not my edrib I should have choked him no torture him I wanna to peel off his skin one by one with anger he tried to approach Alexander and stabbed the guy in his throat maybe it just the faith of the universe or just mere coincidence that they were alone him and his victim no one saw them how lucky of Peter how unlucky for Alexander to mess with the wrong women maybe it's just faith that the two snakes be killed by one ginepig

Peter was covered with blood his pen it his hand the lifeless body of him enemy in his feet.