1st chapter
~The silent morning~
The past was a distant echo, buried beneath timeâbut not lost. Some wounds never fade, even when the world moves on.
The morning was still. A soft wind whispered through the town, carrying the crisp scent of earth and fading night. The world was calm, yet untouched by warmth, as if time itself hesitated to move forward.
At the edge of an endless forest, a small town stirred from its slumber. The rhythm of life here was slow, almost unchanging, and yet, in the midst of it, stood a man who had once been part of something far different.
Birds chirped outside a modest wooden house, their voices the only sound cutting through the silence of dawn. A thin ray of sunlight slipped through the narrow window, stretching across the room, resting upon the face of a man lost in slumber.
Li Xin opened his eyes.
The golden light warmed his skin, yet it did not stir him. He lay still, gazing at the ceiling above, expression calm and unreadable. The world outside existed, and he acknowledged it, but it no longer touched him.
He no longer dreamed. Not because he could not, but because he had long since abandoned the need for illusions.
Reality, too, had become something distantâsomething that no longer held any claim over his soul.
At twenty-nine, Li Xin was neither noble nor wealthy. He was no heir to a prestigious family, nor did he belong to the world of warriors or scholars. He was a simple man, blending into the nameless crowds of the world.
His long, dark hair flowed past his shoulders, its strands untouched by the winds of fate. His features, though striking, carried a quiet stillnessâelegant yet simple, never excessive, yet possessing a presence that could not be ignored. He was not the kind of man whose beauty turned heads in a crowd, but to those who found solace in silence, who appreciated the calmness of an undisturbed sea, he was mesmerizing.
But there was a time when he had been different.
Once, long ago, he had been recklessâhis soul burning with passion, his heart filled with desires and dreams. He had walked a path that was not meant for ordinary men, one that had led him through storms he had not been prepared to face.
He had fought. He had lost. He had survived.
But fire, once drowned, never returns the same.
There was no single event that had shaped him into the man he was now. It was a collection of momentsâaccidents, tragedies, choices that could never be undone. Life had been a storm, and he had fought against it, but in the end, he had learned.
There was no point in keeping uncontrollable emotions. No meaning in clinging to selfish desires.
Now, he lived without regrets, without attachments. The world moved, and he let it pass him by.
He rose from his bed, stepping into the quiet morning. Outside, the town had begun to stir, merchants and travelers filling the streets with their voices. He paid no attention.
Li Xin was a seller of steam buns.
It was a humble livelihood, requiring no ambition and no purpose beyond the day itself. Every morning, he set up his stall in the heart of the town, where countless strangers passed him by. Merchants haggled over silks and spices, imperial soldiers patrolled in their armor, and cultivatorsâthose who sought power beyond mortal limitsâwalked with their heads high, their eyes burning with ambition.
Yet none of it mattered to him. He was unbothered by the noise, uninterested in the world's endless pursuit of riches and glory. He existed in the crowd, yet remained apart from it.
As the sun climbed higher, nearing its peak, the usual rhythm of the day continuedâuntil a faint voice, weak and almost lost in the bustling air, reached his ears.
A child.
Li Xin's gaze shifted slightly. Standing near his stall was a little girl, frail and covered in dust. Her clothes were worn thin, hanging loosely from her tiny frame. Her lips were cracked, her hands trembling slightly as she clutched them together. Yet her eyes, wide with hunger, carried an innocent hope as she stared at the freshly steamed buns before her.
For a moment, Li Xin looked at her. His expression did not change. He did not frown, nor did his gaze soften. He simply observed her, as he did everything else in this worldâdetached, unbothered.
Then, without hesitation, he looked away and continued his work.
Perhaps the years had made him indifferent. Perhaps time had carved into him a silence too deep to break. The world had been merciless, and he had long accepted its nature.
But no matter how much life had taken from him, it could never change the core of a person's soul.
And deep within him, beneath the stillness, a quiet kindness still remained.
Without a word, his hand moved. He reached for a freshly steamed bun and placed it at the edge of the stallâan unspoken gesture, so small it could be mistaken for nothing at all.
The girl hesitated, as if afraid to believe in such fortune. But in the next instant, she reached out, grasping the bun tightly. She did not thank him. She did not need to. The way she ateâhurried yet carefulâwas enough.
Li Xin did not watch her. He did not wait for gratitude. He simply turned back to his stall and continued as if nothing had happened.
Because, in the end, nothing had.
Just another moment, passing like all the rest.