Since it's weekend i returned back home, usually i don't come here often i just prefer to sleep in on call room in hospital due to my busy schedule. It's been two weeks since i'm home.I took a long hot bath,dried my hair and back into pajamas. it feels so refreshing i rarely get this feeling since i always stays in hospital like that's my house. i doesn't usually have leisure time to spend on my self or taking care of health it's always hectic, sometimes i just wanna resign there but only thing that's stopping me is my man. If it isn't for him i might have opened a clinic with few staff, maybe i might got some spare time for my life if i just have done that it's no use of thinking the things that will never happen.I gave a pause to my thoughts and started to to eat instant ramen, i controlled my mind so hard but the pictures from the morning scene keep popping into my head. His big hands and those nerves and the way he asked me if i am alright with that not too deep voice godd that is so tempting he makes me want him more and more. Maybe i should just stop thinking that now otherwise i might end up being lunatic.for one last time i opened his socials it seems like he has been inactive for a week maybe because he has been busy lately.My poor man he always works without complaining unlike me.okay now i have to sleep in this precious free time cause it's so rare.slowly i started drowning into sleep so that i can dream about my man.
It's ten in morning decided to eat breakfast late cause now i'm too lazy to prepare it. now i'm sitting leisurely on my couch and thinking that i can sleep all day and spend some time on myself but speek of devil i just got call from hospital and i have to be there in fifteen minutes since there is an emergency surgery.I rushed to hospital changed into scrubs and entered into OR. It's a baby boy and three months old, this case is in quite difficult level but i managed to compleat the surgery without any obsticles.I'm really exhausted now i did that surgery with all my will since that is sensitive case.i returned to my cabin and cleaned up and decided to go back home but before that i need to dump something into my stomach otherwise i might pass out with hunger.i make my way to cafe and when i am about to enter into cafe we bumped each other,yeah it's . dude look who is here ,my heart started to beat faster and faster i'm just afraid that he might hear the crazy sounds that my heart making. He asked me" hey Dr.sophie what about the baby? did the surgery go smooth" I calmed my heart and said" um aa Dr.justin the surgery went well and the baby is good" i said casually just like i dont have crush on this guy for seven years.then he continued"oh that's good to hear ok now i gotta go i have plans" and started walking out of cafe. Damn that was close i got all goosebumps on my hands. look how fine and considerating he is no wonder that i have crush on him over so many years.
.It's been three hours since i'm home, i'm just deadly bored. i haven't started doing anything i don't even have any plans, at this rate i think i might pass out. few moments ago rosie called and asked me if i wanted to go to theme park with her but i'm not into something like that so i said i'm not intrested. She yelled at me for rejecting, she is always like that we have been best buddies since high school she knows every little secret about me. i rejected to join her but i don't have any choice i don't wanna waste my weekend by doing nothing at home so i called her again and said i'll be joining her in thirty minutes.
I dressed up nicely and arrive at the exact address she sent me but i couldn't find her. Today atmosphere seems little weird i don't know why but i'm just getting this feeling that some weird thing is going to happen, anyways first of all i need to find that little witch she is litterally pissing me off. The atmospere is quite gloomy today and the wind is stronger than usual since it's all dusty here due to wind i really cannot see things clearly they are all blurry. few meters away from me i can see a very familiar figure of a man. i tried to focus more and started walking closer to that man, even before i reach him i can certainly tell who is that. Yeah it's my love it's so rare to see him outside the hospital, whenever i got a glimpse of him outside i tend to watch him from distance rather than greeting him or cmmunicate with him but now it seems like it's my opportunity to make him mine. yah today i will gather up courage from the last cell of my body and talk to him.
I started walking towards him