Don't know whyyy....

I'm just stuck in between, like I don't know why but I'm getting to much attracted towards him, getting to much comfortable while talking, wants to share every thing, wants him to be mine and only mine , but what in the end, like what if he don't feels the same for me, or is engaged in someone else, or in genuine love with someone else, or in relationship or what if he is secretly admiring someone else like I'm doing with him, what if he is saving others photos in gallery like me,

Okay let's be on positive side, if he would ever feels the same for me, then what about our future like how I'll manage my pappa, how I'll be able to let him know about him. How can i be so selfish by not thinking about pappa and just only about him, but still at some point for some specific period of time, I forgot about everything thing and just endup by dreaming about what if we will end up together by getting married with having a small house with open kitchen attached to dining hall, and a dining table in between of black marblish colour, glass mirror window in North facing the table with white curtains and a lot's of small shrubs and plant in white pot with having monestra in biggest pot exactly in between of window,

We both are admiring each other and just increasing our love day by day with our cute little conflicts and by tackling every ups and downs together. Dancing with him, drinking with him, and getting old with him just with him ONLY,,

But forgot, it's just a dream or delulu ,, so just let it be....