"You want to know my story? But don't expect some fairytale. This world doesn't work that way. It never did-not for people like me."

"I was born in Vladivostok, a city that never knew what it meant to be warm. The cold winds from the Siberian plains never seemed to stop , but nothing was colder than the life I had to live . My family? We had everything- wealth , status, luxury. But it all fell apart the moment I began to grow enough to understand what was happening . I was a child then , naive, unaware that everything was just a mask , covering the rot beneath."

" My mother was my world. She was pure. I know that the word gets thrown around a lot, but for me, it meant everything even though I haven't seen her when she was alive after delievery she passed away . But my father- he was a different story. He was a man of vices-alcohol, gambling. I don't even know how my mother stayed with him. She had her heart in the right place , but he... he was lost."

"But one thing I know for sure is that my mom really liked my dad . It was because before my mom's death , my dad was completely different-he wasn't the person he became after she passed away".

"Then comes the worst mistake of his life- he remarried".

I used to think the word 'mother' means safety. Warmth. Love. But the woman- she was none of those things. She was a disease. A parasite. And i was the host she was waiting to destroy. when my father remarried her i was relieved at first. I thought, maybe now our home feel like a family again . I thought maybe she will love me. I was so stupid...

"It took only two days- two damn days -to realize the truth she was nothing but a gold digger a woman who married my father for wealth for his status, for what she could take from him . She didn't care about me. In fact she wanted me gone".

"There were moments when I believed we can act as a Happy Family but those moments ..... never came . My father's addiction got worse , and I didn't know it then , but it wasn't just the money he was throwing away-he was throwing away his soul. I couldn't see it as a child but now I know .I know what it was".

" The day my father died l was numb because he was the only blood related family left after mom. I know he did worse in his life after mom death . The accident-the train tracks-I don't even know if it was really an accident. maybe it was fate. Or maybe someone had a hand in it.I didn't care what I felt that day was not sadness it was relief but i can't forget he was once my dad ."

I think now you are thinking about the 2nd wife right ?? Ok let me tell you that she is also dead- for the first time in years. I could breathe. It was as if a crushing weight that had been pressing down on my chest had suddenly disappeared. The air felt lighter , the world seemed quieter. There were no more slammed doors , no more drunken shouting , no more fear of what would come next . Just... silence , peaceful, undisturbed silence".

" I ENJOY THIS , I ENJOY THIS, I ENJOY THIS HAHAHAHAHAHAH.....HA".

*But i am left alone in this injustice world .*

This world was never fair . It never played by the rules. The strong crushed the weak. The powerful rewrote the innocent? They were left to rote in the shadows. Justice was a myth, a fairytale told to fools who still believed in goodness . But the reality? The reality was far darker than any nightmare ". Everywhere i looked saw shadows . Not the kind that came with the night, but the ones that never left , the kind that followed people wherever they went. Some carried them in their heart , in ther eyes, in the way they walked . Some wore their darkness like a second skin , so used to it that they forgot what light even felt like".

But now I am free from this world of darkness ... have some ray of hope in my heart that i will get justice. This ray was dead when i was in Russia now I am currently in Osaka and i think something better is waiting or I have to spend my life like this till the death sometimes i think of ending my life but what's the point in dying no one will remember me i don't care about other but i want to tell GOD the heavenly that i am strong and can lead my life i will not go according to his plans his injustice plans i will make my own path .....

"I don't want to talk about my past for now . I will reveal it little by little . For now this is enough."

Author:- In mind (Hehe) you've already told me the whole story

Hey just tell me the rest too. What's the harm?? Trying to create suspense , huh? Well, that's my job. Just tell me -I won't tell anyone.

"Not even the audience.....wink."