Have you ever fallen in love ?
This question is a random question from friends. One of your friends, whether in school or at work will surely ask you this question one day just like how I just did .
I met my first love in my school named D&G, meaning Dominion of God.The first day of me meeting her was on Tuesday morning, I heard that a new student just applied into the school on Monday from my classmates because I was absent .
I turned a deaf ear to them not knowing it was someone who will be closer to my heart that just applied into the school, In my class for that matter! .The first time she came into the school , I never knew she will be someone close to me.
My school secretary escorted her to the class and told her to introduce herself to us.
I stared at her while she spoke. Her voice was like that of an angel. I've not seen anyone who has such wonderful voice like hers.
( I'm sincerely speaking right now. )
I kept silence and acted like as if I was not aware of her coming, I kept silent . My seat was located at the back of the class not because I'm a dull dude but because I chose to be there.
The secretary searched around for a space for her to seat. Fortunately for me, I was the only one sitting on a chair but unfortunately, I wasn't the only boy sitting alone.
As the secretary was still searching for where to put her, the other boy who's named kachi was giving a sign to the secretary ; telling her not to put her beside him.
"Josephine, come and sit near kachi". the secretary said.
"Ma'am! ". Kachi shouted.
"So you were planning to sit alone throughout the term?, if you send her elsewhere, you will pay the price."
I on the other hand, I thought the secretary would put her beside me since I'm the quiet type but all my plan failed.🥹ðŸ˜.
So as time goes on, we began to talk but only when we go for our departmentmental class because we're both offering government.
She was in commercial department while I was in Art . We talk when we have a separated class which is departmentmental from the general class . We were just friends at first but when my classmates and even the teachers started pairing and calling us names like " The Latest Couple in Town".
They observed that the rate of our discussion was far more than the normal discussion between friends.
She loves talking and I on the other hand, I listen to half of what she do say when she start talking. She really love gisting , especially with me to the extent that she changed her sitting position to the second row at my front .
I'm not that kind of person that talks for long, while the time ticks twinkly quick in the day . At times,she would come to me and disturb me to sing or to continue my interesting story book . The first story I wrote was the story she read first and last ðŸ˜.
(I'm trying to control my emotions right now, I wish....,let me just continue.)
She's just always the first whenever I'm asked who my first love is . She was not the first girl that loved me actually but it's just that she was the first girl I accepted with all my heart.
There was one of my female classmate who also sent or should I say propose to me for me to be her boyfriend but I failed to accept her, I disposed her request.
Ye ah!, I didn't accept her because my heart didn't feel the same way her heart felt towards me.
(For a girl asking me to be her boyfriend means I have no shame right?, I know but there's nothing I can do because I have no boldness , mind nor capacity to face a girl especially to tell her how I feel about her.
It would make me feel irresponsible because what am I to render when I have no financial ability to function like how other boyfriend does, eg kiss you on the lips, take you to an hotel nor bush 😫, buy this and that, blah, blah, blah...no...no, I can't do all that , it's never part of me at that moment.)