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Chapter 21 - THE WEIGHT OF TOMORROW

~Eliana~

I woke up to the lingering warmth of Jamal's body. The

sheets, tangled around my legs, still carried his scent—a mix of sweat, smoke,

and something distinctly him. My skin hummed, sensitive to every shift in the

air, every memory of his hands on me, his mouth tracing fire along my skin.

 

Last night still burned in my mind. The way he held me, the

way we clung to each other like the world outside didn't exist, like we weren't

about to throw ourselves back into war. For a few stolen hours, there was no

past, no blood, no fear. Just us.

 

I turned, expecting to find him beside me, but the bed was

empty. A sigh left my lips. Of course, he was already gone. I stretched out my

limbs, soreness creeping into my muscles, reminding me of just how real last

night had been.

 

The cold air prickled my bare skin as I slid out of bed,

grabbing a shirt to wrap around me before heading to the bathroom.

 

The dim light flickered as I turned it on, and for a moment,

I just stood there, gripping the edges of the sink. My reflection stared back

at me. My hair was a mess, the faintest marks of last night still visible along

my collarbone. But my eyes—those held something different. Something fierce.

 

Scott.

 

The name alone made my stomach tighten.

 

I sighed, trailing my fingers along the cold porcelain of

the sink. You better be holding up, Scott.

 

My cousin had always been a coward. I loved him, but I knew

him too well. He had a sharp mind, could talk his way out of almost anything,

but when it came to standing his ground? He cracked. Every damn time.

 

Even back when we were kids, I was the one throwing punches

when we got cornered, while Scott looked for the nearest exit. And now, knowing

he was locked away in some facility, facing things worse than I could imagine…

I could only hope he hadn't completely lost himself.

 

"We're coming for you," I murmured, watching my own resolve

harden in the mirror.

 

Shaking off the weight in my chest, I turned toward the

shower. The pipes groaned as I twisted the knob, releasing a weak stream of

lukewarm water. I stepped in anyway, letting it cascade over me, washing away

the exhaustion clinging to my skin.

 

The warmth loosened my stiff muscles, but my mind remained

restless, flickering between memories and what lay ahead. I ran my hands

through my hair, exhaling deeply.

 

Focus.

 

I scrubbed away the remnants of last night—the sweat, the

scent of Jamal, the momentary escape. By the time I stepped out, toweling off

quickly, I felt clearer, more grounded.

 

I dressed swiftly, slipping into my underclothes before

grabbing my boots. The combat suit hadn't arrived yet, so I made my way out,

heading toward the armory.

 

 

 

A soldier intercepted me as I passed through the main hall,

handing me my combat suit—sleek, reinforced fabric designed to withstand the

worst.

 

I nodded in thanks before making my way to Lily's room. She

wasn't housed near the main sleeping quarters but in a secured section with the

other rescued children. The moment I entered, I spotted her sitting on the edge

of her cot, her small fingers gripping the fabric of her blanket like it was

armor.

 

The second she saw me, her face brightened, but her eyes

held something deeper—something fragile.

 

I knelt beside her, brushing a strand of hair from her face.

"We'll be back soon, okay? And we won't be alone."

 

Lily hesitated, then threw her arms around my neck,

squeezing tight. "Promise?"

 

I hugged her back just as fiercely. "Promise."

 

I kissed her forehead before standing, giving her one last

reassuring smile before stepping out.

 

 

 

I suited up on my way to Jamal, adjusting the reinforced

fabric over my arms and legs. The gloves fit snugly as I pulled them on,

feeling the weight of what was coming. By the time I reached him, he was

fastening the last strap of his gear, the tension in his shoulders

unmistakable.

 

"How we looking, J?" I asked, flexing my fingers.

 

Jamal glanced up, a slow grin spreading across his lips.

"Not as ravishing as you, tigress."

 

Heat flushed through me, but I covered it with a scoff,

elbowing him lightly. "Focus, Romeo."

 

He chuckled, but something flickered across his face—just

for a second. His shoulders tensed, his expression darkened, like he'd just

heard something terrible.

 

A chill crawled up my spine. "Jamal?"

 

He didn't answer right away. He just exhaled slowly, rubbing

the back of his neck. Whatever had just crossed his mind, he wasn't going to

share it.

 

I decided not to push. Not yet.

 

A group of soldiers approached, carrying advanced weapons

with sleek, metallic designs. One of them handed me a compact rifle, explaining

its functions with the efficiency of someone who had done this a hundred times.

 

Jamal tested the weight of his own weapon, nodding in

approval before locking eyes with me. "You ready for this?"

 

"Always," I said, gripping the rifle tighter.

 

 

 

Malik stood near the transport vehicles, waiting. As we made

our way over, Jamal's pace slowed again, his posture tight, his thoughts

distant.

 

Then, he stepped onto the platform, facing the gathered

soldiers. His voice was steady, commanding as always.

 

"There's an underground facility deep beneath the ruins of

London. Access is limited, security is tight. It's built to keep people out,

but more importantly, to keep those inside from ever seeing daylight again."

His jaw tightened. "Two of our people are there—Steven and Michelle."

 

My stomach twisted.

 

My grip on the rifle faltered slightly before I forced

myself to tighten it. Two.

 

The air around me felt heavier, the weight of reality

pressing down on my shoulders. He didn't say Scott.

 

He didn't say Maggie.

 

I already knew the answer before he even spoke the next

words, but when they left his lips, it still felt like a punch to the gut.

 

"Scott and Maggie were flown to a facility in the United

States."

 

I went still.

 

For a moment, I barely heard the rest of his speech. The

voices around me blurred, my heartbeat loud in my ears.

 

Scott wasn't here. He was thousands of miles away.

 

I clenched my jaw, willing myself not to react, not to let

the anger and helplessness crawl their way up my throat. It wasn't like I could

argue. Not now. Not when we were about to roll out.

 

Jamal's gaze flickered to me as he finished his speech. A

moment passed between us—silent but heavy. Then, he turned back to the

soldiers.

 

"Move out."

 

I exhaled, adjusting my grip. No time for hesitation.

 

This was war.

 

And we were just getting started.