"Bro, are you seeing anyone?"
"Why are you asking me that?"
"Lately, you seem to be avoiding us."
"No, I am not."
"We planned to go to the internet café this evening to try a new game. You wanna come?"
"No, I have to go home early today."
"Okay, then let's go another time."
"Yeah, sure."
Another time? No, I am planning to die today.
"Students! Take your seats. Take page 262 and… Lisa, can read from the last passage?"
I am just tired of these people. I just want to be alone. I hate this place, these people.
*If I had the power to wipe away humanity, I would do that. But I don't have the power…
Even if I had it, I wouldn't use the power to kill them or help them like a superhero.
I just ignore them. Why would anyone care about these dumb idiots? Why save them?
I hate superheroes…
If I could have power, I would ask for immortality so I can watch the fall of humanity.
What a waste I am?
Today, after this last period ends, I need to go to the abandoned building next to the school.
That's the perfect place to die.
Finally, these fucking shitty periods ended, and this is going to be the last day for me in this school.
I won't miss it, but I wish someone would burn this school down to the ground. I wish someone will wash away every human from this earth.
That won't happen, I know it.
That gives me a reason to die.
As I walk out of this school, I take one look at my friends.
I said to myself, this is the last time I am going to see them.
Should I say…? No, it's better this way.
The clouds look beautiful as always.
The air is so chill and warm, and the sky is painted orange.
This is golden time.
What a beautiful day.
What a beautiful day to die.
Even the broken abandoned building looks beautiful.
Finally, man, this view is beautiful. This building has 8 floors, so there's no way I'm surviving the fall.
If I survive, please someone kill me.
Everything I experience will die with me, and I will be forgotten the moment I am buried.
That's how it works.
People die, and people move on.
As I stand on the edge of the building, I realized I needed to say something.
My final words! My final words to the world.
"Don't do it!" A girl screamed.
I turned to look at her.
What is she doing here?
"I said, don't do what?"
"Don't die."
"What?"
"Don't play with me, Akira."
"I know you're going to jump off this building and die!"
"How do you know?!"
"Because I can read minds."
"Read minds?"
"Yes, I have the power to read people's minds. I heard everything."
"Not everyone is as bad as your mom or your dad. There are people like your grandma."
"I know what your mom did to you. She is the worst human, garbage and trash that doesn't deserve a life on this earth. But people like her are all over this world, just as there are people like your grandma."
"Good people exist… like you…"
"I am not a good human. Like you said, I am trash like my mother."
"Think about your grandma for a second. Why? Why do you want to die? Why?"
"Don't kill yourself because of someone like her."
"Don't do that. Please."
"Why? I don't understand… Why? Why do you care about me?"
"Someone like… why you? Just why?"
"Ooooooooh God, I hate this world!"
"Stop it, Akira! Stop punching the wall!"
"Akiraaaaaaa!" she screamed.
"Shut up… just shut up!"
Punch it, hit the wall, hit the wall until you bleed.
Hit the wall until you break your fucking hand.
Hit the wall until you die.
She pinned me to the floor. My hand was broken and bleeding, but I didn't die.
Everything is getting darker. Am I dying?
I don't want to die…
I didn't expect this to be my final words.
What is this noise? Where am I?
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"Akira…"
I opened my eyes. I am in a hospital.
"Akira…"
"Lisa?"
"Yes, I am here, Akira."
"Don't close your eyes."
"I will go and call the doctor."
"Lisa, please don't leave."
"I won't," she said it with a smile. She had dark circles around her eyes.
She has green eyes like crystal. Her hair is long.
The sunrise light shone on her through the windows.
She looks like a golden angel.