Everyone is gathered together.They like to be in that way?
I can't probably understand it.How they are together,laughing,sticking each other.Yeah that's tottaly different from my life.From the time i got transferred to that d*mned school,i was the isolated one,it s*cks.I didn't choose to be like that.I wanna be with people too.Seems like got no potential for that.They all are extrovert people who gets along,the ones like me are just nerds?losers?even freaks?
The life is like that for me.I was always same.I couldn't understand why they were working hard for the things i dont even work for.My grades?they were all A s.I didn't even work for it.I have everything that i wanted.It was so boring.Why even they are like that.That's just how i see the life.I always hated it....
FROM THE START?
bell rings and class starts
The teacher was speaking to class"The philosophy of Van Gogh is so complicated and sophisticated one because of his autoport-",starring at Karina who was late"You are late again?Are u even planning to change that?"
-"Im sorry,i'd like to change that"yeah exactly that words come from my mouth,was i even planning to change that?No.Im not gonna try to come early for that place you can speak blah blah
Teacher looking at me with frustrated face"hurry,take a seat"
I took seat and looking at the sky,im not planning to listen that philosophy,too lazy for that.I lay my head on desk and slept for the whole class.Then i woke up when bill rings.Boring story,is it?i have been living that nigthmare for years,you got bored even in seconds,funny.Thats how my life is.There have nothing so exciting,so sad.Atleast for them im invisible.Its good thing to know.
It was time for lunch.im leaving class for the cafeteria.i dont like eating the food of there.Picky one maybe.Imagine being loser and plus being picky too.Yeah i know my taste.Im just gonna take that food and sit.That's how my life simulation game supposed to be right?
Im taking my food and seating on the spot where everyone else seats and eating in there.Im siting with them because you know its not easy to find spot where you can seat alone.Im looking at the food tray.It looks so boring.Same things,different days.How they can eat these things.I didn't finish my food then leave the cafeteria.I will be at class.Walking on the hallway thinking like "Why this world is supposed to be like that?";"Isn't it so boring";"why do i even continue,when i got no goal,no targets,no ai-"
I bumped to some guy.
He is looking at me with annoyed eyes "would you like to be more careful ma'am"
"Am i that much old..?"i think i said it on outside,it was supposed to be unheardable,what did you done that caused me forget it...
Smirks and grinding his eyes "Im joking,you are not old don't worry,you look pretty"That was enough,that was enough part for me to get heart attack.Im looking at him with shocked eyes.What did he say?He called me pretty?He actually did?Why?For what reason?It makes my heart flutter.Im getting nervous.I left there awkwardly.I couldn't stay more.He is probably pervert and playboy who is saying it to everyone.What is the point of being nice?Dumb