Mishti's POV :
It was the next day, I woke with tired eyes as I couldn't sleep last night. Everything felt unreal, as if I was still dreaming, the one who was done with the relationship was once again in a relationship and in addition to that "LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP".
The feelings were overwhelming me the whole night. Different thoughts, questions, doubts. I won't regret this right? All the 'what it' questions screaming inside my brains.
What if he does the same? What if things don't work out? What if I ended up getting attached to him? What if he doesn't find me good-looking once we meet in real life ? What if….
All the 'what if' questions stopped on its track as his message came to my sight.
Zayd : "Good morning beautiful"
It was our first day in this new relationship, everything was the same, yet everything was different, butterflies were flying all over my stomach. Even though it was just a simple message, it meant something.
Mishti : "Good morning"
He replied in a second.
Zayd : "How was your sleep?"
Mishti : "Not so good. Couldn't sleep."
If I wanted to I could have lied as I didn't want him to worry about me, but I just couldn't.
Zayd : "All good? Want me to call?"
Mishti : "Yeah...i just woke up so please no T-T"
Zayd : "Damn so did I :)"
*Zayd calling*
It was going to be our first call as a couple...as if calls weren't awkward anyway.We talked in calls for like 4 times as I remember, even though I didn't hate talking in call with him at least, but that doesn't mean it isn't awkward as most of the time no one has anything to say just complete silence.
I just want to talk with him with my morning voice as I hate it just like my normal voice.
"Oi what happened?" As he spoke in his husky deep voice my mind went completely blank. He sounded sexy without even trying. I could almost see myself drooling over his voice. Besides that I was speechless too.
Without getting any response from my side he asked, "You there?"
"Y-yeah", it sounded more like a whisper.
"Is everything alright?" He was worried, but my mind wasn't even paying attention to his word but his voice.
"Mishti?" I snapped when he called my name. "ah yeah sorry told you I just woke up", hurriedly I explained to him, as if I wasn't just drooling over his voice. Anyway ahem.
"What's bothering you? You know that you can share anything with me right..." After a brief pause he continued, "...is it about yesterday? If you don't want to, or you aren't ready you don't have to-"
I finally collected myself and told him everything.
"...see I ain't sure about my feelings for you... I mean I like you but...like I don't know...I...with you everything feels so right. Not only that, I can share everything with you, I feel safe. I trust you..."
"Hey hey calm down everything is alright this is nothing to be worried about okay? There is enough time to figure out your feelings."
His words were somewhat reassuring, what am I even overthinking about? Not knowing what I actually felt for him?
"I am an overthinker, I have an attachment issue, sensitive, yap 24/7"
"Did you think these gonna scare me away?" he chuckles.
"N-no just so you don't complain later."
"Idiot"
"What if things don't work out?" Thoughts managed to escape my mouth.
"What if they do...then this relationship will end with marriage."
My heart skipped a beat literally. Smiled slowly spreading all over my face, I don't want to lose him.
"You will marry me?" My mouth worked on its own before my mind could even think of a reply.
"Yes and there's no going back."
"Do you love me?"
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Zayd's POV :
"Do you love me?" She asked with a sweet but addictive voice. Of course, I love her. I am completely in love with her.
"I love you."
"Why me?"
Why her? Do we need reason to fall in love?
Love is not always something you can explain with logic. It's more about the emotions, the chemistry, and the feelings you have towards someone that can't always be put into words or reasons. It's like a magical, unexplainable force sometimes, don't you think?
It's like our hearts just know, right? Love can be this wild, unpredictable thing that just happens without a clear reason sometimes. It's pretty amazing how love works in mysterious ways!
"What do you think love is?" I asked the person on the other line of the call.
"Addiction." Mishti replied.
"You are my addiction."
"But addiction isn't good. " she replied after 1 min of silence.
"But we still wanna be addicted, we just can't stop even if we want to."
"Addiction can destroy people."
"And I wanna be destroyed by you." She is really gonna be the end of me.