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Chapter 10 - Fractured melody

Winter's grip on Rosehaven began to loosen, giving way to the first hints of spring. The snow slowly melted, uncovering the vibrant life hidden beneath the frost. Yet, as the seasons changed, so too did the dynamics between Ethan, Sophia, and Clara.

The incident at the park between Sophia and Clara seemed to have drawn a temporary line in the sand. Clara kept her distance from Ethan for a while, but her resolve wasn't so easily shaken. Her admiration for him only grew, and she wasn't ready to give up on the possibility of something more.

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One day, during their literature class, the teacher assigned a group project that would last several weeks. Clara, using the opportunity to get closer to Ethan, quickly volunteered to work with him before Sophia had a chance to speak.

"Looks like we're partners," Clara said, flashing a bright smile as she slid into the seat beside Ethan.

Ethan glanced at Sophia, who sat two rows away, her expression tight. He gave Clara a small nod. "Yeah, okay."

Sophia said nothing, but the tension in her shoulders was unmistakable.

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Clara's enthusiasm for the project was infectious. She suggested they meet at her house to work, and though Ethan hesitated, he agreed.

"You've been kind of stuck in your shell lately," Clara said as they sat in her living room later that afternoon. "I get it—you've been through a lot. But it's okay to let people in, you know."

Ethan looked at her, surprised. "I thought I was doing that."

"You are," Clara said softly, "but maybe not as much as you think. You've got this incredible depth, Ethan, and people want to see that. I want to see that."

Her words stayed with Ethan as they worked. Clara had a way of making him feel seen in a way that was different from Sophia—less bound by history, more focused on who he was in the moment.

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Over the next week, Sophia noticed the increasing time Ethan was spending with Clara. Though he reassured her it was just for the project, the distance between them began to grow.

One evening, as they walked home together, Sophia finally voiced her concerns.

"You've been spending a lot of time with Clara lately," she said, trying to sound casual.

"It's for school," Ethan said. "You know that."

"It's not just that, Ethan," Sophia said, stopping in her tracks. "She likes you, and I don't think you see it."

Ethan sighed, running a hand through his hair. "We've been through this, Sophia. I told you, I don't feel that way about her."

"Then why does it feel like you're pulling away from me?" Sophia's voice trembled.

"I'm not pulling away," Ethan said, his frustration rising. "I'm just trying to keep up with everything. School, my writing, dealing with my dad… It's a lot, okay?"

"And where does that leave us?" Sophia asked quietly.

Ethan looked at her, his expression softening. "I don't know. I just need some space right now."

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Sophia walked home alone that night, her heart heavy. She couldn't shake the feeling that Clara was slipping into the space Ethan had asked for, and it terrified her.

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Clara, meanwhile, continued to make her intentions clear, though she never crossed any overt lines. She would compliment Ethan's writing, laugh at his jokes, and share personal stories about her own struggles.

"You've been through a lot," Clara said one afternoon as they worked on the project in the library. "But I think that's what makes you so interesting. You've got this resilience that's rare."

Ethan smiled faintly. "I'm not sure I'd call it resilience."

"Well, I would," Clara said firmly. "You're stronger than you think, Ethan."

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Sophia's jealousy reached a boiling point when she saw Clara and Ethan laughing together in the cafeteria one day. Clara leaned in close, her hand lightly brushing his arm as she spoke. Ethan seemed completely at ease, unaware of the storm brewing in Sophia's heart.

Later that evening, Sophia confronted Ethan again.

"Do you even realize what's happening?" she demanded.

"What are you talking about?" Ethan asked, exasperated.

"Clara," Sophia said. "She's not just your project partner, Ethan. She's trying to take my place."

"That's ridiculous," Ethan said, shaking his head. "You're overreacting."

"Am I?" Sophia shot back. "Because from where I'm standing, it looks like she's succeeding."

Ethan's face darkened. "You don't trust me, do you?"

"This isn't about trust, Ethan. It's about boundaries," Sophia said.

"I can't keep walking on eggshells because you're insecure," Ethan said, his voice rising. "I need space, Sophia. I need to figure things out, and you're not making it any easier."

Sophia's eyes filled with tears, but she refused to let them fall. "If that's how you feel, then maybe I should give you all the space you need."

She turned and walked away, leaving Ethan standing alone in the cold night air.

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The days that followed were marked by silence between them. Sophia threw herself into her music, her violin becoming both her solace and her outlet for the heartbreak she felt.

Ethan, meanwhile, spent more time with Clara, though he couldn't shake the guilt gnawing at him. He missed Sophia, but he didn't know how to fix the rift between them.

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One afternoon, as he and Clara finished their project, she looked at him with a seriousness he hadn't seen before.

"Ethan, can I ask you something?" Clara said.

"Sure," he said, closing his notebook.

"Do you think you're happy?" she asked, her green eyes searching his.

The question caught him off guard. "I don't know," he admitted. "I guess I'm trying to be."

Clara nodded. "Sometimes, the things that make us happiest are the things we're too scared to chase."

"What do you mean?" Ethan asked, frowning.

Clara hesitated, then reached out and placed a hand on his. "I think you know what I mean."

Ethan pulled his hand away, his heart racing. "Clara, I—"

"I'm sorry," Clara said quickly. "I didn't mean to make things awkward. I just… I think you're an incredible person, Ethan, and I care about you. I just needed you to know that."

Ethan stood, grabbing his things. "I need to go."

Clara watched him leave, a mixture of regret and hope flickering in her eyes.

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That evening, Ethan sat alone in his room, staring at his journal. His mind was a whirlwind of emotions—confusion, guilt, longing. He thought about Sophia, about Clara, about the person he wanted to be but didn't know how to become.

The cracks in his relationship with Sophia felt deeper than ever, and he wasn't sure if they could be repaired.

As he wrote in his journal, a single question echoed in his mind: How do you choose between the person who knows your soul and the one who makes you feel seen in a way you never have before?