Day 4
I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I keep trying to keep busy. Work. Chores. But it's all so... pointless. I can't focus. I keep thinking about the kids, but every time I see them, it's like they're strangers. They don't look at me the same. They don't need me the way they used to.
I saw her today. She wouldn't let me inside. She didn't even open the door. I'm just standing there, feeling stupid. I don't know what to do anymore