Hope Wilson
My mother is such a witch, ugh I pride myself on being strong and mature at times but this is just one of those times I have to let anger take me over. She left me and my father when I was 13, her reason was she couldn't deal with the pressure of being a fucking parent.
As if I was the one that made the call and told her to have a child, no yet I got left behind and my dad was no better, he got drunk almost all the time when she left, leaving me to take care of myself, cooking my own meals taking myself to and from school, hell by the time I was 16 I worked my ass off to get the hell away from my dad. He had completely given up when she left, it was as if he didn't want me there or maybe he didn't even see me anymore, on one of his drunken nights he said I looked just like that bitch who broke his heart and then he passed out. A few days later from that night I got a knock on the door and it was the police.
They wanted me to come with them because my father was killed in a car accident, open bottle in the car, and he killed someone else. I don't know what I had done to deserve this life that was given to me. I hated my parents, it was their job to look after me and they didn't, now I was left to the system.
After a search for some family members to care for me, they had to put me somewhere because they couldn't find anyone, so group home it was. I got beat up my first day and someone took my chain necklace I had.
I grew hard and closed off, by 17 I was fighting random girls taking shit that wasn't mine. I basically transformed into a wild card.
There was this boy named Damon and he was a bad boy all dark sexy and he was someone others followed. Hell, I liked his power and I let him take my virginity, we fucked and fucked until he was whipped, then I ended it. He acted like it was nothing and he didn't care fucking other girls but I, didn't care and to prove it, I fucked his close friend and told him his dick was way better.
Even though I was acting out I never stopped focusing on my grades, I was about to graduate and I got a full scholarship to Rylan University a prestige college, the dean was impressed with my essay the whole backstory of being put in the system and coming out top of my class with all the challenges I had to face really moved the rich white people.
I maybe half white but being half black and my skin being light brown, people only see me as black or they ask if I'm Latina, I have my mom's long light brown hair, C cup breasts and a nice ass if I do say so myself. My stomach is firm and flat and I'm 5'3 and my dark grey eyes are a winner I got those from my dad.
My first time stepping on campus was overwhelming and after working my ass off all break I saved up enough money to take to school, my room and board was covered and I got books and everything I needed to start classes. At times I wish I had parents like the girls around me to walk me in and brag about me. Shit, I hate feeling vulnerable and weak,l.
So this is it 2 year of college down, my 3rd year is going to be a drag but whateve. I am so focused nothing can stop me. I will have a better life. I just hate breaks, I have nowhere to go, my roommate Ashley is telling me I could come with her again, but I won't. She is so cool and her parents are awesome, I just don't want to wear out my welcome.
"Thanks Ash, but I don't think so. You go I really want to chill here this summer."
"Uhh, are you sure cause you know its no big, Daddy's gonna be at work mostly and besides I need a wing woman this summer, Bobby is coming home from LT. University and I am sooo ready to let him have me."
"Finally...but I'm good promise...goooo already you don't want to miss your flight, lord knows what you'll do if you had to ride couch." I wiggle my eyebrows at her and smirk
" Ewww, don't you dare joke like that ugh."
We both laugh and hug as she rolls her stuff to the car
"I'm going to call you when I land babe."
"Have fun!" I head back in going to my room, I clean up then hit the shower, after I get dressed I check the mail Ashley left on my desk.
Deborah King
The envelope reads, it's huge and I don't know why but I get this sinking feeling. Fuck
that was my mom's first name but King, I don't know who this is. I know I'm procrastinating because my mind knows what I refuse to let myself see. This is from my mother. I know it. I feel it. I hate it.
How the hell did she find me, why now. What could she possibly want to say to me, or is this all me overrating for nothing. Only one way to find out. I have to open it.
Hope, I hope this finds you. I have been looking for you for some time now and by miracle I found you, I know about your father and honey Im so sorry that you had to deal with that, I know I have a lot of things to make right and I hope you give me the chance to do so, I need to do this for us. If you are willing to, I am giving you first class tickets to LA on the 4th you can go to the airport and everything is all set,in the envelope is tickets. I hope we could spend this summer together, to start over. I should tell you now, I married someone, he is really nice and he's looking forward to meeting you too, I hope you come please do
Mom
What the... I have never felt more rage than I had after reading that letter, sorry I had to deal with that!!! Is she fucking mental, she has no fucking clue what I had to deal with, ugh the nerve. Ohhhh.hell no I will not go so she...
Fuck it I will go it's time she gets the speech I've been dying to give her for years
Mommy your daughter is coming
With a vengeance