" MOM !!! "
Shouting , Roan woke up on his bed .... His hand outstretched and a tear in his eye .
Seeing the similar dark and damp walls of his small room , Roan felt sour and bitter .
Pulling back his hand , Roan wiped away his tear and clenched his fist .
" You were wrong ma ... This world doesnt care about if you are hiding and trying to survive ...no ... All it wants is to crush other , cause they can ...but no , i wont follow your advice ma... If this world wants to kill me ...ill kill it in return !! "
Roan turned to get out of bed but as soon as his body touched the floor , Roan felt something was off ... Something very wrong .
' Huh .. '
Slwoly pushing of the bed , he felt it .
Something different , something good ..
' Good ?? ... No.. not good ... I fell ..no pain ?'
Instinctively , Roan reached out his hand to touch his own back ... But as his fingers touched to smooth ... Wait smooth !??
Freezing in shock , Roan frantically used both of his arms to touch his back !!
Where are the scars !!!?
What in the world !!...
Removing his shirt , Roan turned his back to the mirror and turned his neck as far back as he could to look at his reflection !!!
As he saw his back , Roan left dumbstruck as his heartjumped out his body and trembling in horror as well as shock , Roan saw that his back ... His back was healed .
Yes healed there were not a single blemish , not a single scar .
" WHAT THE HELL !!!! "
As Roan jumped away from the mirror in fright with a trembling body , his vision blurred and world in front of eyes changed .
The colourful world turned dark ... No not dark ... Grey and dark grey .
As if the colors had been sucked dry from the world , leaving it bare and naked .
Shocked and now even more freightened ... Roan felt his heart feel something ...
Turning his head to look outside the window , Roan saw it for the first time .
A Dark Star floating high up in the endless Dark Sky ... Or something that was similar ... Well it was more like a huge Dark Sphere of flowing liquid... No ..gas...no..no..it was everything.... It was solid as well as liquid as well as gaseous .
Something that felt wrong ... Unnatural and honestly something that shouldnt exist in this world ...or rather anyworld .
But the moment , Roan laid his eyes on the Dark Sphere , He knew what it was ...
It was his soul .
It was him ... It was what had happened to him .
Suddenly , he started ro remember the weird dream , the memories cycling in his brain , the fall into the abyss... The feeling of indescribable and abysmal plain assualt his body as black tendrils started to devour his body , the memory of his mother explain about death ...and finally he realised it .
It wasnt that was wrong ... No ..it was the world .
It had been from the very moment it came to be ... It was something that wasnt supposed to exist ...it was something that was against the rules of nature .
A world where a little primate ruled the entire world with things , weapons that werent natural ...was a accuursed world .
He felt it ... The Abyss .
The Abyss felt the same .
Same as him .
This World doesnt need to exist !!
Roan , Slowly stood up and as soon as he thought about it , his figure vanished from his black and white room and appeared in front of the Dark Star , floating high above the ground .
Roan slowly outstretched his hand and touched it .
He touched his soul .
Or atleast what his soul had become .
A surge of Energy , Energy unlike anything ever before , Surged into Roan .
His muscles buldged and expanded as he greedily absorbed and assimilated with the Dark Star .
A feeling of euphoria and unparalleled power courses through his veins .
Feeling his body undergo a stupendous chnage , Roan slowly woke up , this time his face had a calm look as he slowly and gracefully stood up .
His feet silently landed onto the floor as he , felt the changes in his body .
So this is what it feels like ... What it fells like to be free .
Trying to hide his smile , Roan tried to cover his face and control his facial expressions but failed to do so and started to laugh out like a maniac .
" HAHAHAHAHHA ... FUCK YOU WORLD !NN HAHAHHAA ..."
.....
Instead of going to his job , Roan decided to head towards the city ... The Real City ...the one hidden away from the eyes if the Mundane and weak ... From the stupid and blind .
Roan, had come to a realisation ... The momentum he awaken his power or rather he became an Error in this world .
He felt the rejection or rather the cruelty of his life disappear , he was free ...the chains of fate that had bound him were corroded away by the dark threads of abyss that naturally flowed out of his body .
His mind quickly reorganized the information that he recieved from the abyss and realised , the real truth of the world ...the truth he had once before came into contact with and the truth that had destroyed his family .
This world , the seven continents , the humans , the cities , the slums ... Were nothing but a farm ... A farm of ants and pigs .
Something that was only grown and created to be slaughtered and devoured by those who created it .
His parents , His friends at works , the slums , the cities , the continent ...was nothing but an illusion .
As the Truth came out of the Abyss .. ironically from the place that had been notorious even among mundane humans to the Darkside of reality , the End Of All Ends .
The Abyss .
As Roan saw the crumbling chains of fate through his eyes that seemed to reflect the deapths of abyss itself , He felt a sense of liberation... Like he had been unbounded and utterly and incomprehensibly freed of it all .
He no longer was a slave to the whims of fate.
" Hmm .."
Roan looked down on his hands and felt the dark threads move as he per his command .
A stream of them attacked the crumbling chains of Fate , but instead of destroying them , the threads grabbed them together and started to corrupt them .
From the luster blue glow , the chains started to turn darker than dark sky .
But after merely five seconds , Roan felt a sense of exhaustion and called back his threads .
Along with them came a piece of information he was able to grab or rather steal from the Chains of fate .
The Location of the Awakened Secret Society .
Who were these awakened ? ...well basically they were the first humans or rather the strongest bunch of humans in all of history .
They were the ones pulling the strings from behind , the ones who lived in the shadows of the buildings they created on the blood and sweet of millions of people like Roan ... At the previous Roan .
As he thought about his past , he felt a sense of disassociation within himself .
" Am i still the Roan of the past or ... Am i now free of even that ? "
As he looked down at his body , He saw two threads that had now lost their essence , all dried up but clinging to his body .
These threads... Were the thread of love and blood that he used to share with his parents but they were snapped a long long time ago .
As his fingers felt the strings of blood wrapped around his heart ... He sighed and with a pulled them out easily .
" i guess , Roan also died with them that day , only i didnt knew it back then"
.... As he watched the two dried up red strings in his palm , they were slowly encased into a black crystal that was formed by his Black threads and watching the threads eternally trapped in the black crystal , he said in low voice .
" Good bye mom and dad ...i hope you are happy "
The crystal was transported straight to his soul space , that now resembled his old home from the slums .
The crystal landed in front of a picture of two adults .
Something that Roan was grateful for was remembering his parents faces onces again .