FUCK! What is the moon goddess thinking?
Out of all the species of women in this world,she paired me again with a human as my second chance mate. I don't even want a mate again. After what happened with Serene,i don't think i will ever give my love to anyone again.
*"Serene why did you do that to me?,why did you abort our children?,Why do you think you have the right to kill my children Serene?".I asked my mate,my voice breaking.
"What do you mean killing your children?". It's my body Damon, and i choose what stays inside me. I'm not ready for that. Besides I never loved you.Some fucking bond has me tied down to you Damon. And God knows I'm not settling down with some beast. I'm scared of you Damon,scared that you could shift and lose control of yourself and kill me one day, much less have your fucking children and for your information i have someone waiting for me. I'm not ready to be a mother to some little brats who won't let me sleep.
Pregnancy will take my beauty away. I appreciate you showering me with all your love but i never asked for it Damon. I stayed with you because i loved how you made love to me and how you cared for me and that's all Damon. I want to be free and live my life,not the other way round, so please let's just stop all these cause i think it's time for me to go. Goodbye Damon**
*vrrr,vrrr*my cell phone brought me back to reality.
Hello dad ,what's up?.
'Damon where are you?,come home now cause the meeting will be starting any minute from now. He said and ended the call. I sat there silently making my mind drift to my new mate. Layla,that's her name cause I heard a little boy calling her. She is beautiful and innocent and GOD her scent is so fucking delicious. It took all in me not to almost turn back and claim her as mine. I felt a deep connection with her. I hope she is part of this year's ritual where the mateless males of the kingdom comes and choose a human girl of their choice and claims her as his mate. I never attended any of the rituals before but i don't think i can escape this one. The ritual is performed by the elders of the village to thank us for protecting them or something like that. My dad has been on my neck for the past one month that if i don't do it, then I'm not getting the alpha seat. Bet that's just an excuse to get me to participate. He's been pressuring me for a grandchild and i can't blame him. He's been lonely ever since my mom his mate passed away. I tried settling down a number of times but i can't love them much less sleep with them. 'Guess you have to go and claim our little human mate',my wolf Lucas stated. I don't know Lucas,i don't want to give my love to someone who doesn't deserve it. I'm scared she won't love me.What if she also gets scared of me and calls me some fucking beast. 'You should know that everyone is different and i think you should give this human girl a chance.i have a feeling she will love us'.Lucas said. I don't even know how to tell her I'm some beast and there is another world other than the one she knows.And i think she will run away for sure. 'You never know maybe she will accept us and be with us forever'.Lucas stated.
"Thinking about that,Damon felt a perculair softness thawing the cold,calculated walls around his heart. His cell phone rang again and he got up and walked out of the woods and headed for home as his dad and the elders were waiting for him to start the meeting.