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Chapter 17 - A Change in Mentality

'She is too tempting.'

He couldn't remove his gaze from her exposed ass and how the black thong dug into her flesh. Even though it wasn't his first time seeing it. The buzz from the shared capsule and intense battle stirred something inside him.

"Julian?"

Kang Sena called him while wearing a mid-length white sundress with red ribbon shoulder straps.

"Ah, sorry. I was just charmed by you and became confused." 

"Eh?"

Julian's comment seemed to have caught her off guard because her cheeks immediately turned bright red as she slumped onto her bed with a bounce.

'How adorable.'

He couldn't help but smirk. Not because of memory, but his genuine feelings and thoughts, which were his alone. 

Julian never expressed these emotions, even while still together.

"Do you mean that?" Sena's voice trembled, her cheeks rosy red.

He wondered to himself, thinking, 'how would I have answered if it was my past self?' 

Since Julian's regression, Julian swore to stop holding back his feelings, instead remaining honest and open. 

"I do." His lips curled into a warm smile.

Julian watched as Sena's face lit up like the sun, her smile growing brighter each second. His gaze remained fixated on her, soaking her rays as if he were a flower.

"What parts?" 

Sena wouldn't ask such a question in the past. He couldn't help but feel delighted as she did. Since he returned, Julian started to realise their relationship never developed before because he lacked the maturity or will to learn more about her.

'Will she be mad if I am brutally honest?'

Creak!

Sena leaned closer to Julian while he considered how to respond.

He couldn't help but smell her faint floral scent, and the honey butter cream she used for her face. Then his eyes slowly scanned her face. 

Her big dazzling opal eyes that shone like honey, gazing at him in anticipation.

Sena's perfect pear-shaped body with wide hips, a plump yet toned buttocks and her newly enhanced breasts. He found every aspect of her, from visual to scent, to be his ideal. 

Julian noticed her nose flare, while her lips trembled as his gaze travelled across her face and body, while he tried to hide his feelings to tease her. "Well…" 

His voice stopped, causing her eyes to widen and her hand to grip his arm, squeezing him. 

'This is enough, she looks close to tears.'

"Everything, your beautiful big opal eyes that put jewels to shame, those soft, squishy cheeks and your smooth V-shaped chin. Don't get me started on your plump red lips, and how silky your hair feels to touch."

Ahh! ♡

Julian slipped his fingertip across each part of her face when he mentioned a positive point. Sena's cheeks turned red when he touched her. He knew she wouldn't expect him to be direct about what he liked. 

"A-Anything else?"

She gazed up at him with wet eyes, almost as if enchanted, while he stroked her chin with a grin.

"Well… I won't touch them, but." Julian's lips curled into a smile, before he lowered his gaze to her chest, slowly scanning her body until he reached her thighs and flicked back to her face.

"Your body, everything about it, is perfect and to my taste." 

Her shoulders shuddered, curling her lips into a cute little smile.

Sena moved her arms, and whether on purpose, she pressed them together to enhance her cleavage that popped out from the top of her dress a little.

"Idiot~ that's enough! Let's go order something to eat." 

Julian watched her rush out of the room, blushing.

He enjoyed the situation. It was something he never experienced before, causing him to doubt his past life.

'Why was I such a loser?'

He leaned back, smiling to himself, before jumping to his feet and following her into the dining room. She opened up some takeout menus for local places nearby on the digital screen, while tapping, sitting at the counter with her legs crossed and still shocked by his feelings.

"Do you want pizza or—" Sena looked at the different takeaway menu options available.

Because Julian sat beside her, she turned to face him with a slight pause. Her head titled upwards due to his height advantage over her. He remained calm even when their eyes met again, just smiling at her as usual.

"Hmm, what would you prefer?"

Faded memories of his past life flowed through his mind.

Julian understood from her reactions this was something she enjoyed, and her delight was addictive.

His past self often held back these emotions, not willing to risk anything in their relationship.

'Paranoid they would break up, or filled with inferiority complexes.'

Julian leaned closer, staring straight into her eyes. Even though it only lasted a few seconds, it felt much longer before he moved towards the display. Sena gasped, as he leaned against her body, before tapping his choice.

He tapped a Chinese menu for their lunch, all because he remembered it was Sena's favourite place.

'Though in the past I never realised this fact.'

The place she chose most because of their dumplings.

"Why here?"

Sena tilted her head, slightly puzzled, which caused him to smirk before brushing the loose strands of her hair behind her ear, and trailing his fingertips down her neck and collarbone before pulling away.

"Because it's my favourite, they do the best dumplings."

"Ah—me too!"

Julian chuckled and found her behaviour adorable. Even though they were boyfriend and girlfriend, she'd still blush easily and lose all thought after he showed affection toward her.

'If only I was able to see more clearly in the past, this cute woman only ever held eyes for me.'

Sena's eyes opened wider and made a cute sound when he ordered all of her favourite dishes and even added a small noodle dish which she ordered when hungry.

He even paid before she could speak up.

Julian was a stingy man who lacked self-esteem, someone who wouldn't something so simple, without hesitation. 

Yet another point of reflection for him about his previous life choices. He didn't know whether he loved Sena, but she was special and something he couldn't bear to lose.

"Julian, when did you become so good to me?"

Sena leaned against his body, her hands wrapped around his arm. He questioned whether their behaviour resembled lovers, now more than ever.

"I just realised how important you are to me." 

Her lips trembled while staring at him for several seconds, as if trying to gauge his reaction or thoughts.

"Don't look at me like that." Julian wrapped his arm around her waist. "You might make me fall in love with you." 

They shared gazes for an awkward moment before breaking into laughter.

"Then fall for me."

Sena's cheeks turned rose-red at her sudden words.

'I cannot lose this woman, no matter the sacrifices needed to keep her at my side.'

"Don't regret it."

His lips curled into a smile, revealing his pearly teeth.

After ordering, Sena escaped from the dining room, and rushed to check herself in the mirror, and returned with makeup and a more alluring black dress, with a deep cleavage.

'Why the change?'

Julian gazed at her in puzzlement, not understanding why Sena would wear such an outfit for a takeout. 

'She really looks stunning.'

Since she wore minimal clothing, there was nothing to hide the outline of her breasts, and even revealed part of her chest. Julian gazed at her and stroked her forehead to get any loose strands out of the way.

Bzzzt!

The doorbell rang, causing Julian to show a bitter smile, before tapping Sena's hips as he walked to the doors' intercom.

"I'll go get lunch, sit down and relax."

  1. For those not sure what Julian is feeling here, it is about how he doesn't feel the past Julian or original Julian are the same person as him.