Chapter 10 - Day 10

26 Jan, 9:52. I got a good long lecture 5 mins ago from my father. Again related to all the studies and stuff.

Summarising what he said, he wants me to complete an impossible task in 4 hours. Note that the time limit "4 hours" is not what makes this task impossible, instead this task is just impossible through and through.

2 chapters in physics and 2 chapters in chemistry, that is my estimate on how many chapters are left to be covered for class 11th syllabus. He wants me to complete all the 4 chapters in next 4 hours after which we will sit together and study during the evening.

I also have a homework due tomorrow. Which is not from the above chapters at all. The chapters he wants me to complete are the ones which haven't started yet.

As far as I know, from my experience, class 11th is not to be studied in the way class 10th was. Its different. You cannot possibly pull of something like that. It's just impossible.

I also have an upcoming test of the chapters fluid, ktg on feb 1. Again, I have not completed these chapters and I'll probably flunk that test too. If I study those instead of studying the upcoming chapters, I am sure to have a good chance at it.

But I've given up, I don't care. If I follow his lead which eventually lets my downfall then that's better. I'll complete the impossible task he threw at me for I don't think it's as impossible as it sounds. But to me this effort will be worthless. There is no point in doing this, yet I'll try.

Next day. I completely forgot about updating this. Well I didn't manage to do the impossible task yesterday just because I was too lazy to even start...

Mors.