There I sat wondering and thinking about what's going to happen once I start a new life, how am I going to cope with a new environment, I'd loose everything just because of a mistake I made. Suddenly I got a phone call from the Agency I worked with, a music agency . The only thing that I could think of after that phone call was suicide; my manager had called and he demanded i quit and give up as tables had turned and it was more of a void. My phone buzzed with notifications and information I thought to myself, should I check what it is or I should leave it be...due to curiosity I picked up my phone and checked, I was shocked I had made headlines, The hot and fabulous Music star had made headlines, with the headings,
Famous Music star, Arimay sage has been sacked from Flowers industry due to the outrageous pictures of her nudes that had been leaked out...
I sank into my sofa and began to wonder if truly this was how my life would be....if truly it's over and the end. I couldn't help but cry myself to sleep and even in my dreams I was still crying . Hours had passed by it was time I decided to let go of this trauma and bare it with me in preparation for a new life. As I was getting ready I heard the door bell....I was scared and at the same time ready for anything, I thought to myself what's the wrong that could happen, I picked myself up from the sofa and approached the door, I was shaken to my bones and spines, I opened the door and was ready to embrace whatever awaits me at the otherside, to my surprise it was my Personal assistant and best friend, Malia
Malia was the only one who could help me get out of this. Malia and I have been friends since highschool days up until now, she was a workaholic but she was a good friend .
Malia had come to comfort me .
As she walked in she had this lokk on her face it was a disgusting look, but hey I was going through a phase ... I hope.....
She looked around before she could sit down as it seems she was in a garbage room.....I smiled as I dust off the used tissue papers on the floor and majestically told her to seat. She looked at me and spread her hands wide open.....I wanted to act though, but she knew me so well..... I embraced her with tears rolling down my messy face as she pats my hair telling me it would be ok.
She had been embracing me for minutes that it felt I wasn't the only one who needed the hug as she did as well.....I pulled myself back cause I knew I had soiled her lovely coat with mucus and tears.
I asked her what happened and the only thing she said was
I have an idea everything would be fine for the both of us...
I didn't understand what she meant by that so I looked at her with questions written all over my face and she blurted out
Well....we are in this together, the shit hole dragged us down together, I was told to quit it there was no solution...
I felt horrible as I knew it was all my fault.....I couldn't help but shrink into the ground and I begged for it to open and swallow me, she pulled me back into the sofa and told me she had an idea, I was elated that finally I would leave this void that I created myself until I saw her eyes twitch, and you best believe that once her eyes twitch she was hiding something...I looked at her and asked her what was wrong, she looked at me and sighed saying
The only way we can get out of this is by getting into touch with the root cause of the problem...
I looked at her and I began shaking my head saying .....
Nahhhh you know what the root cause of this is, I would not accept defeat
She was wearing this worried look on her face and it got me thinking, it was my fault she lost everything she held dear to her and I had to help her get back on track, I accepted but I didn't know the cards she wanted to play till she brought out her phone and called the agency....I was surprised because the agency had said they don't have anything to do with me again and she was told to quit her Job, I gave her a little nudge and she signalled me to wait with a smile.....I was confused and at the same time thinking what could go wrong.
She looked at me and smiled...
We just got an offer Ary, you might not like it but it's for the best.
I started to wonder what it could be till she said
Your parents need to be involved in this
Hell no.... I retorted
She knew that wasn't going to be possible as my parents hated my guts and so did I...she looked at me with concerning eyes, I couldn't just picture myself having a conversation without verbal insults or abuse.....I had a reason for leaving then and I still stand on that some reason solely.
It was obvious Malia thought I'd jump right on this offer but this was clearly a life and death situation, I told her I'd get back to her as I need a chance to think and clear my head.