Opening my eyes suddenly I feel like I am waking from a very long dream, then I realise I remember everything , it's not like what happens in many fan fiction in which you get a headache or sometime pass out due to overflow of knowledge no in my case it is like I have forgotten the past and then remember the past in a form of a dream a very long dream.
I am in my room, yes it's my room with white and lilic colour walls and I am in my bed staring at the sealing and I turn my head toward light. It was coming from window, from the gaps of the curtain, the soft sun rays lightning the room, it's look like early morning and I have just waken up and their was even a little cheepring of birds outside. Today looks like a good day, aah yes it's summer now.
Now that I think about not remembering my previous life till I am 3 is good, as I would not be able to love my current parents if I remember the past ones, of course I do not remember them but I know I had them and loved them it would have made me feel guilty but now that I have lived my life for 3 years with my new family as my parents and me as their child, they are fully my parents and I love them. It is good that I have not waken up in some other child's body suddenly so I do not feel I do not belong or I have taken someone else life and am fooling their parents,no I am me and I have lived those 3 years with them, I have memories of it and our time together and they are my parents and it's my body as it's me who has lived as a baby in my new body and that's why it is acceptable for me,the past is also me and so is the present.
After all identity crisis sorted out, I decided few things, I will live freely and I will do everything that I wanted to do, no regret what so ever. I will not change the plot but will only make small adjustment to the story line. And of course I will befriend Harry, Ron and actually all the character from the book and I always thought what would I do if I have a chance to be here and after all thinking I realised it is not for me to make decisions for people, it will be for them to make their own decision, the only decision I will make will be mine and how it change some things due to butterfly effect be dammed. I am a real person and they are real person and I live in a reality, what I can do is make most out of it and makes lots of memories, so that is what I will do.
By the way did I introduce myself, I think I forgot to do that ,so here goes nothing-
I am Ava Adams, daughter of Grace and Charles Adams. I am 3 years old and my parents own their own business, thought I am not sure what is the business about. We are fairly well off financially I think, but my parents are always busy which is a good thing now that I have past knowledge, but if I do not have that I am sure I will grow very spoiled and lonely as a child.
Then I heard the door open and come in my mom to wake me up, it's the daily routine
" Good morning sweetheart. " Mom said.
"Good morning mom. " I replied very naturaly almost on instinct.
Then I get ready and we have breakfast as a family and then they were gone to their work and I am home alone with our maid,well actually my mom works and dad did not like my mom to be too tired and he supports of her working so we have a maid who will clean the house and she makes the lunch after that she will go home I will be alone more like taking a nap and by the time I wake up mom or dad will home. Today is going to be different.
After going in my room I close my door and making sure Merry (Merry is the name of the maid) is not close to room I tried it, magic!
Now how to do magic, magic and emotions are quite connected. For magic imagination is important, it is said on nearly every magic fantasy stories. All right before doing it let's meditate for 2min so I sit down on the ground and starts doing meditation the best way I know. After making sure my mind is not wondering I open my eyes and said "luminous" and nothing , nothing happened, it can't be that I am not a witch right no no let's try again, so I tried again and again and again and again and no results and now I am getting very irritated and I tried again after about 10 times more before I shouted in anger "luminous" Bright white light came out of my finger before I busted out in laughter. I can do magic.
"Ava, are you alright what happened, why did you shouted? " Asked Merry.
Oops I forgot I am not alone in home.
" Yes yes I am alright it's just I fell and get startled it's ok Merry you do your work, I will be alright." I said it with a wide smile on my face .
She smiled and replied, "Oh you silly, let me know if you need me, I am down stairs ok. "
"O.. K. " I replied in a singing voice. And she is gone. I am feeling giddy, yes I can do magic.
Now let's think what did I do wrong and what did I do right for magic to happen. First I was not channeling the magic, yes the flow of energy, power, magic was there when I succeed and was not their when I do not succeed. Second even knowing imagination is important, I did not do a good job in it too.
Alright let's try again. So I did and this time I did it. I keep doing it until lunch . After lunch I try to do it again but I fell asleep so let's talk next day. Till then😴.