All my life,I just wanted to be free and live like an adult, People might think I am rude but no my mom is too controlling .
she never believes I know the right thing to do ,my heart feels so relieved today after I spoke up to my mom.
,I just want to be like all other girls in my set,they all look so good with their mini skirt , shirt revealing their tits,with the make up which gives them this baddie vibe ,with their long socks that all i want, to feel among or is it to much?.
I stepped into my school building and guess what?,all eyes were on me,like seriously I felt like a star today ,the amazing thing was that when they were staring at me my walking step became so perfect and I could hear a song playing on my head .it was
" That my best friend,she is a real bad b**ch ,got her own money" .
Then suddenly I tripped and fell on the floor , that was when I came back to my senses ,I suddenly felt shy ,I dont really know why.
I got up in a hurry so no one would notice to my greatest surprise,guess who was standing Infront of me ,of course Bella and her gangs of friends.
In case you don't know who Bella is,I will explain,Bella is the top hottest,classy,rich ,sassy girl in our school ,no one dares compete that with her she had won the crown four times in a row in my school for the most pretty and hottest girl .
Every one admires her,she gets any guy she wants ,and she also bullies students because she is influential and have back up.
Bella and her friends started laughing ,i knew it was because they were shock to see me appear like this for the first time,then Bella spoke.
"Hey little girl,what up with this appearance??
I said in my mind am I a little girl like for real,then I replied.
"what wrong with the dressing , everyone dresses how they feel like.
Her friend Ivana replied,
"you better listen while we talk before we make life miserable for you,sure you would like it.
The other girl Mira said to me
"we are not on the same level so u better watch your back,when we talk ,listen ,till you are given the right to talk.
I felt so furious,It was like I was going to explode but I just remained calm ,Bella hit me with her shoulders and walked out ,with her group of zombies.
I use the word zombie became they don't even have right to say No, anything she tells them is what they do,they follow their master that what zombies do.
I taught it was all over ,then bella came back to me and she said "oh I forgot,you look like a classless clown ,try get a life ,this doesn't fit you at all,try something new .
All her friends laughs from afar,then she walks away smiling ,I said deep down my heart I must take a revenge ,I didn't know how but I knew I must do something .
I walked into my class ,sat down , waiting for my only friend Rina to arrive at school,while waiting Micheal walked into the class ,it was really obvious I was staring at him,I mean come one he is the most charming guy in my school,clean,plays football about six ft plus ,tall ,kind off dark and fair,he was mixed mom dark ,dad fair,his skin colour just differs ,
His was built well ,six packs , athletic in fact I had crazy taught of him in my imaginations, suddenly rina from behind touches me ,she smiled because she knew the reason why I was so lost,she knew I have a crush on Micheal since day one.
"Hey Irene snap off those imaginations of yours,he belongs to Bella and you know ,I just hope you didn't kiss him in your imagination.
"oh no "stop I can't do such ,by the way I missed you during the holidays,
I stood up and hugged her .
"I miss u too my best friend ,Jesus damn why do you look so strange?Rina asked
"stop please ,this is my new look from now onwards.
"hmm,strange ,u even straighten your curls,put on make up ,short skirt , really?
"yes Rina ,my curled hair always looks rough most times ,do I look that bad?
"No but, nevermind I just think you need to perfect your make up more especially the eyeliner.
ok bestie ,hope you have alot of things to tell me that happened during the holiday because I do have something to tell you.
"so tell me Irene what is that I can't wait to hear it,
"I won't tell you now, later I will,
"you keeping things away from me now'
"No am not ,my Rina ,let head down to the restaurant am really hungry,
"didn't you eat at home Irene?,
"alot happened this morning I couldn't just eat,
"what happened?
"It I and my mom,we had issues,
"I can't believe that,why because you never talk back at your mom,you always on her call ,so tell me what changed it feels so strange hearing this from you Irene.
"Rina,don't judge me please,I just wanted to live like other teenagers of my age,I want to feel like others,I haven't ever make a decision for my self before,so today I did ,it just pissed my mom because I acted like an adult,she feels I don't know anything till now ,
"hope u didn't say anything bad to her because I know your mom is really a good person and can do anything to make you happy,
"honestly speaking I spoke to her so rudely ,not like rudely more of matured ,I want her to know am all grown,
"hmm,I don't support that I feel bad,are you now a good girl turn bad,please just apologise to your mum when u get home ,for peace to reign,did you hear me Irene?
"I can't do that seriously,don't worry I and my mom are good trust me I just said my mind,
"ok Irene.