A normal life is all that I have experienced…
From when I gained consciousness to now, I have pretty much known how I will live in the future. Where I live life steadily, whether I am content with my situation or not.
Yet, it is so undeniably boring when everything you do is known and experienced already. I have tried new opportunities but have never truly felt like there was a spark of life within that experience.
And now, I am only living life... just there... having no particular strong feelings for much of everything anymore.
Except for the creative ideas of people today, where stories of the untold and the unimaginable are created and shared. Stories of heroes and villains, fantastical and realistic, even dramatic and tranquil stories.
However, it seems that feeling is getting harder to obtain day by day. And I wanted to experience those stories in person.
And guess what? Today was an abnormal day, doing the same routine before clocking into work and leaving.
Next thing I knew when driving home, was like a glitch in reality where the road started to fizz out of existence.
I'm not even sure how to explain it, but I wasn't going to drive towards the problem. And so I turned around and drove back, it left my vision as quick as it appeared.
Yep, I'm going to the hospital, it seems like my body's failing on me or something. Where…
It went dark, I felt light, I couldn't even feel my body.
And like seeing stars after rubbing your eyes, my vision returned and my body laid against the wheel.
I sat up and saw everything was normal? I'm in the car? I'm drunk? Or got drugged, not sure which but my body felt fine? Why? What just happened?
I grabbed my phone and checked the time, normal.
Called friends and family, "YAWWNnn, what u want man", "You need anything?", "Bro stop bothering me, I'm trying to sleep", Normal.
Looked at anything trending on my phone and my surroundings, normal…
What happened?
I looked at my surroundings before finally deciding to drive in the opposite direction.
I drove slowly, not sure what just happened. And CLICK it happened again… the feeling of weightlessness, but this time I saw static.
Ah, the glitch.