I have no dream. I had them once. From now and then. But I lost them to reality. Maybe I never cared enough to achieve them. I don't have close friends. Only a few friends to not be alone all the time. I started many hobbies and never really stuck to one. Never been in a relationship. I am still confused. I am confused. 

I am in my second year at university. 

I work part time in bars during the weekend. In a coffee shop during the week. 

All in all, my life is very monotone. 

I am not living. I am just surviving