WARNING:THIS STORY CONTAINS SUICIDE,SELFHARM, SEXUAL ASSAULT, DRUGS, ABUSE, LGTBQ+ AND CHILD NEGLECT IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THESE TOPICS OR DISLIKE IT PLEASE DO NOT READ THANK YOU.
"Hah... " so exhausting how can people do this and some even do this as a hobby...I wonder why I even decided to join the track team.... Oh right I forgot the only reason I joined was because I was forced to my mother.. What was it her dream or something like that, but then she got into a crash and I was supposed to take over and complete her dream for her.
But if not I would be an asshole since dad left my mom for some whore and since I'M the oldest it's my responsibility... Yeah, yeah whatever that's why I even decided to come here for reference I was currently standing on the edge of bridge so clìche right..? But I bet if I jumped then people would care... Or act like they cared.
... "Gah! What bullshit she got herself in that crash! Not me.. Why couldn't she have just died right then and there.. Why did I have to take over for that slut!... Tsk! Whatever I don't care"...big brother will you be fine on your own. Will mom make you have to take over if she finds out I died..
..... When I was younger the only people that I actually liked to be with was my brother and a girl named Yoshi.. Heh.. Weird name, anyways my brother was always nice to me. He would walk in front of me to protect me.. And Yoshi joined student Council just so we could walk after school together..
When we got older I still walked with my brother and Yoshi and my brother would move his bag to the side so it wouldn't hit me.. And Yoshi would carry my bag for me they always brought an extra umbrella for me in case it rained..I miss Yoshi she moved away the first year of high school... It's been uhhh... 3 years? I dunno I'm a 3d year.. At least I have my brother..
.... "Hey if there really is a God you won't let me do this right...? ".... Silent it's silent " heh..haha.ha... I should have expected that huh.... You really are so cruel god.. " ....I don't like how quiet it is...
My entire life was with someone. I was never alone in fact before this I was with a friends. I was always popular and surrounded by people when was the last time I was alone... When was the last time it was just me and my thoughs.... But hey my thoughts don't matter right.... Because in the end I'm just some dumb tennage girl going through a normal thing..
"If I ended this would life get better would my suffering end..? The weight of being perfect... Hah... I kinda feel bad for one person.. " my brother he was the only one with me the only one who I could share half my burden with the only one that I could let my emotions out on... I'm so selfish...
The cars are pretty and so are the city lights... It really is a wonderful, beautiful and amazing night to die on isn't it..? "I think... I'm gonna go now.."
*CRASH* "huh..?"