Time and time without number I have hopelessly seeked for the answers to my many questions; no such answer was given.
I notice my first growth spurt, my friends are having kids.
I see a inhumanly perfect creature in the mirror but I feel like the total opposite, like there's sth ugly underneath.
Never had a scar or wound for as long as I can remember, I tell myself it's normal, I have nth to worry about; even I know it's a lie.
Even the people around me had their secrets, my mom together with the servants never aged nor did the mansion I grew up in.
I was surrounded by a lot of money which's source I could never tell; mom didn't work, dad's dead, left when I was seven. They say it was an accident; I never saw the body nor the burial, restricted and could never tell why.
Don't get me wrong though, I was showered with love and affection all round for as long as I remember, my mom, the servants, everyone, one could say I was lucky but I just have to think don't I?
The strangest thing happened when I was on an errand oneday. I started getting severe goosebumps all over like I was trembling from something. I looked up to see four people floating in the air with their gazes frightfully fixed on me, three males, one female. I can't describe the height of my fear, I looked around to see if anyone else could see them but no one could, I also couldn't contact anyone as my hands slid through them and they passed through me. Utterly scared and confused, I looked up to see the them laughing at me, like my confusion brought nth but joy to them. I knew this was their doing and I could tell I running wasn't even an option. I was stuck and there was nothing I could do about it.