Three months had gone by and my heart was still wounded from it's that's live encounter, time had past by quite enough for me to forget about his name ,his face and his scent however I could . He was not just like any other guy I had crossed paths with . He was the light beam through my dark tunnels , the smile on my face on my gloomy days , the beauty in my ugly cry . The warmth on my cold skin . He was more to me than just a breathing being
He had touched me deeper than my skin and rooted himself deeper into my heart ,b beyond to my soul and down to my borns . His charming attitude gave him way with everyone including my conservative father which wasn't easy but he did . He was my all till he was no more .
However after everything that happened I never had the courage to move on mainly I never placed in the effort to ,I just hoped that time would he all wound but I guess his just cut so deep and losing him was like losing a part of me and that I regretted daily.
Having been asked out by my boss for a date I had no choice but to accept ,he was all it for the other girls but for me he was just another man wasting mothernatures resources. I had seen him for time to time breaking girls hearts and requesting them if they could stay friends with benefits which was silly but the most silly part was how these ladies were ready to give up a part of themselves to just entertain his foolish desires and yes he had tried to get me on his list but failed several times however this time it was different, he asked me out in a crowd of people whom he knew I couldn't say no in front of all of them .
So I had a date to attend but little did u know that things were about to be turned around.
At the restaurant , I tried to keep things as casual as I could brought up financial questions and common things people talk about , but it was hard to not notice the twinkling eyes that the boss gave . I excused myself so as to recollect myself. While in the restroom, a sexy dressed lady burged in which a gigantic man who held her legs apart in his chest . They were like hungry dogs that had been sexually deprived for months but mostly I was concerned if she was going to walk properly after there secession. I walked out smiling feeling a little bit naughty,reaching out side .I found a lady in bewilderment she was staring at the couple that had walked in almost merging into one another, "it can't be , " she murmured to herself. Trying not to get involved my eyes still picked up the girls Identity and she was a familiar face ,
It was hard to believe,
"Natasha, I called her praying she's not the one . She lefted her face to see who called her and with her messed up mascara she also called me back ,Rose
If she was her that meant he wasn't far ,"Oh shit " I said to myself ,
How are you , how have you been wow I mean , it was hard to make a sentence and before I knew it , she feels in my chest sobbing . I didn't know what to say so just hugged her back ,carassed her hair just as I used to . She cried for a while and when she felt better , she explained to me what was going on . The couple that was holding itself in the toilet, was her sister in law with some random guy . My brain stopped on sister in law, meaning he was going to get married already had he just moved in so quickly from us and me I was still holding on to everything that is dead and gone, Natasha noticed that my mind has already gone far so she stop it in it's tracks.
" He has not yet proposed to her ....it's supposed to be tonight but after what I've seen I can't let him do it and it's not like they were dating.....well I mean...it's an arranged thing ,am really sorry Rose I didn't mean to . No it's am ... It's ok I said smiling but what made me feel weird was that Natasha said that she wasn't gonna let him propose to her anymore .
After that she returned to her table and I returned to my date , the food had luckily arrived so there was not much to exchange as per words . A few moments later the meal was done and time for departing came , as I prepared myself to leave, someone passed behind my back with a familiar scent. It was him .
I knew it was him and know that it was him , made my heart flutter, I felt something we all compared to as butterflies but maybe it was just the stomach acids breaking down the meal , I felt weak and excited. I then thought to myself even after all these months he still had his hold on me .